Is that a kind of occupational hazard of soul mates ? One's not much without the other ?
- what dreams may come
Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? ~Richard Bach
"I'll love you till the ocean is folded and hung up to dry" -W.H Auden
I'll wait so longingly for you to need me... want me... notice me...
"If looks be the reflections of the mind, the thoughts that in that head are not what they used to be- those thoughts which I knew so well." - De Maupassant in "A Family"
Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.
If you don't laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a lot longer than you want it to.
-garden state
Just to look in your eyes again
Just to lay in your arms
Just to be the first one always there for you
Just to live in your laughter
Just to sing in your heart
Just to be everyone of your dreams come true
Just to sit by your window
Just to touch in the night
Just to offer a prayer each day for you
Just to long for your kisses
Just to dream of your sighs
Just to know that Id give my life for you
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just to wake up each morning
Just to you by my side
Just to know that you're never really far away
Just a reason for living
Just to say I adore
Just to know that you’re here in my heart to stay
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love, for you
Hobbies peer educating, road trips, dancing at Ghost Riders, music, listening), going on random excursions. College Slippery Rock, I Like french vanilla cappaccino, pineapple, buffalo chicken, walking in the rain, looking at the stars, watching the sun set, going for long hikes, being around kids, chocolate, mexican food, random road trips, card night I don't Like heights, the dropping feeling on amusement park rides, people who think that they are better than everyone, humidity, olives, people who don't use turn signals
Believe- gavin degraw
more than anyone- gavin degraw
meaning- gavin degraw
folow through- gavin degraw
I'll be- Edwin McCain
The reason- Hoobastank
Iris- Googoodolls
It only hurts when I'm breathing- Shania Twain
Running away- Hoobastank
100 years- five for fighting
blurry- puddle of mud
wonderwall- oasis
champaign supernova- oasis
someday- nickleback
dremaing of u -selena
1st cut is the deepest- sheryl crow
For you to notice- dashboard
My immortal- evanescence
Wonderful Tonight- Eric Clapton
I'll follow the sun- Beatles
Walk Alone- Green Day
Under the Bridge- Red Hot Chili Peppers
can't stop - red hot chili peppers
saliva- rest in pieces
crash and burn- savage garden
every breath u take- the police
White Flag- Dido
One thing- Finger 11
Collide
Drift away- uncle kracker
When a man loves a woman
drops of jupiter- train
let it be- beatles
the dance- garth brooks
she's in love with the boy- garth brooks
If i'm not in love- faith hill
breath- faith hill
there you'll be- faith hill
cry- faith hill
I melt- rascal flats
i'm movin on- rascal flats
these days- rascal flats
love you outloud- rascal flats
Let's be us again- lonestar
amazed- lonestar
I need you- LeAnne Rimes
she's my kind of rain- tim mcgraw
i like, i love it- tim mcgraw
when a man loves a woman
wonderful tonight
unchained melodies
say a lil prayer
aint no mnt high enough
faithfully- journey
open arms- journey
the best parents in the world! ftball games, going for walks, going out to dinner, card night, my FRIENDS, awesome conversations, the ability to experience life to the fullest.
lose 20
sell back book
make mom's cd
clean room/bthroom
gym gym gym
visit eric, becca, kate, katie, kara
Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference.
I'll be there...always
...I am trying to lose weight, but it keeps on finding me. -author unknown
| Sunday. 11.14.04 12:29 pm Look down, here we are.
All standing on a moment of time
Maybe we don't want to be here
Perhaps we don't want to let go
But time has not mercy
It carries us through the good
the bad and the ugly
always.
If you don't like where you stand
Time will neer fail to move you
If you wish you could never leave
Time will not wait
We will experience pain
love and solitude
Yet when nothing else seems there
Time will never let us down
Stand up now, open your eyes
Because u deserve something
to look foward to. -mciho 11/14/04
I am looking foward to... hugs. Comment! (1) | Recommend! Saturday. 11.13.04 9:24 pm Listening to some Simon and Garfunkle
NOT out with my roomie partying
Nor play "apples to apples" (but I was just asked to play so I might)
= me right now
Today was mildly eventful- breakfast, worked a lil on project, showered, braided hair, went to pick up the "happy bus" and ended up running after it thru the Quad, went to the ARC for a short workout, got dinner, caught the bus, bought jeans, track pants and a warm up jacket all for under $40. Dressing rooms just remind u of everything u tried to forget from the last shopping trip. I just noticed that my ring is even in more desperate need of cleaning... I'll have to find someplace that does that. It's been on my finger for over 2 1/2 years, I think it is due time. Other than that, it's a quiet night.
"It'd be nice to be hanging out at home with ur friends." -ashlei
Yes, yes it would. Comment! (0) | Recommend! what u can tell in a face Friday. 11.12.04 11:16 pm Sometimes I look back and wonder who I was and then I look at myself and am still baffled at who I am becoming. They say that your face represents your past and your soul. I look at pictures from last summer, prom, school.. and compare them to pict of football games here, rainy days and other dorm nonesense and I SEE the change. However, I am not quite sure what that change is, if it is for the better or not, what it means or represents. Sometimes I am certain that when I come home people won't recognize me or they will see some things they didn't before and I am not talking about 5 or 10 pounds gained, I am talking about the characterization of my face, the soul behind it. Will people see a change? and I am almost afraid of what will I see in their faces. Comment! (1) | Recommend! Thursday. 11.11.04 3:01 pm I hate not being in control, esp of myself. I hate that I hate not being in control. As Court said, there are many more things to not like or get worked up about than not being able to control things. It's just me and I am realizing it in more and more ways here at college. I have to walk infront of ppl, I have to open/hold the door, I need to know where I am going if we are walking somewhere (no detours allowed), I need to always be able to tell the time, I have to figure out why I feel a certain way (and stress, school, etc don't count even tho I guess they should), I need to be the determiner in timeliness (if we're late bc of someone else watch out!), and if u were to ask my friends the list would go on and on.
"I have a lot of issues with control" -me
"yea you do...but that is you" -court
Yet at the same time I fail to control a lot about myself. Kinda ironic? Comment! (1) | Recommend! Thursday. 11.11.04 8:34 am I fear gut feelings, I shrink from wake up calls, I wince at reality checks, I dislike doubts, I hate still feeling that maybe I made the wrong choice ... and I feel slightly violated having to have some guy watch me as I brush my teeth or walk into the bathroom to take a shower every morning.
---Man, I need a break, from everything yet at the same time I feel as tho I am seperated from everything and everyone. Today: Class, presentation, practice, register, workout, ab class, dinner, nothing. Comment! (1) | Recommend! Wednesday. 11.11.04 11:20 am The more I realize I have
the more I want
not for me
but for you
because I want everything to be perfect Comment! (0) | Recommend! |
