Is that a kind of occupational hazard of soul mates ? One's not much without the other ?
- what dreams may come
Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? ~Richard Bach
"I'll love you till the ocean is folded and hung up to dry" -W.H Auden
I'll wait so longingly for you to need me... want me... notice me...
"If looks be the reflections of the mind, the thoughts that in that head are not what they used to be- those thoughts which I knew so well." - De Maupassant in "A Family"
Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.
If you don't laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a lot longer than you want it to.
-garden state
Just to look in your eyes again
Just to lay in your arms
Just to be the first one always there for you
Just to live in your laughter
Just to sing in your heart
Just to be everyone of your dreams come true
Just to sit by your window
Just to touch in the night
Just to offer a prayer each day for you
Just to long for your kisses
Just to dream of your sighs
Just to know that Id give my life for you
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just to wake up each morning
Just to you by my side
Just to know that you're never really far away
Just a reason for living
Just to say I adore
Just to know that you’re here in my heart to stay
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love, for you
Hobbies peer educating, road trips, dancing at Ghost Riders, music, listening), going on random excursions. College Slippery Rock, I Like french vanilla cappaccino, pineapple, buffalo chicken, walking in the rain, looking at the stars, watching the sun set, going for long hikes, being around kids, chocolate, mexican food, random road trips, card night I don't Like heights, the dropping feeling on amusement park rides, people who think that they are better than everyone, humidity, olives, people who don't use turn signals
Believe- gavin degraw
more than anyone- gavin degraw
meaning- gavin degraw
folow through- gavin degraw
I'll be- Edwin McCain
The reason- Hoobastank
Iris- Googoodolls
It only hurts when I'm breathing- Shania Twain
Running away- Hoobastank
100 years- five for fighting
blurry- puddle of mud
wonderwall- oasis
champaign supernova- oasis
someday- nickleback
dremaing of u -selena
1st cut is the deepest- sheryl crow
For you to notice- dashboard
My immortal- evanescence
Wonderful Tonight- Eric Clapton
I'll follow the sun- Beatles
Walk Alone- Green Day
Under the Bridge- Red Hot Chili Peppers
can't stop - red hot chili peppers
saliva- rest in pieces
crash and burn- savage garden
every breath u take- the police
White Flag- Dido
One thing- Finger 11
Collide
Drift away- uncle kracker
When a man loves a woman
drops of jupiter- train
let it be- beatles
the dance- garth brooks
she's in love with the boy- garth brooks
If i'm not in love- faith hill
breath- faith hill
there you'll be- faith hill
cry- faith hill
I melt- rascal flats
i'm movin on- rascal flats
these days- rascal flats
love you outloud- rascal flats
Let's be us again- lonestar
amazed- lonestar
I need you- LeAnne Rimes
she's my kind of rain- tim mcgraw
i like, i love it- tim mcgraw
when a man loves a woman
wonderful tonight
unchained melodies
say a lil prayer
aint no mnt high enough
faithfully- journey
open arms- journey
the best parents in the world! ftball games, going for walks, going out to dinner, card night, my FRIENDS, awesome conversations, the ability to experience life to the fullest.
lose 20
sell back book
make mom's cd
clean room/bthroom
gym gym gym
visit eric, becca, kate, katie, kara
Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference.
I'll be there...always
...I am trying to lose weight, but it keeps on finding me. -author unknown
| Sunday. 11.9.03 11:27 am in the past 84 hours: 22 advil, 12 tylenol, 2 vioxx. But today I just have a headache and my jaw last night was cracking up a storm, but I was on so much drugs that i didn't feel anything. k, gtg take my pills now. I think that nice comments made me recover a lil... so many ppl came over alst night, or at least online said "hope ur feeling better" and asked everytime I was on, "how are you doing?" it was sooooooooooooo nice... and it made me smile. Those who I never expected to be there for me were, and those who I did expect weren't. Thanks, Dave, Dave, Tom, Courtney, Ashley, Leigh, Li, Michelle, Manda, Comment! (0) | Recommend! Feeling: lonely, sad, shitty Saturday. 11.8.03 10:13 am I have officially taken 22 advil, 3 tylenol, and 1 vioxx (which is supposed to last 24 hours) in a 48 hour time period... so to say the least, I am still in extreme pain, can't swallow or talk, have a headache (yes even with all the drugs) and feel sick as hell. Now I see why they say those who suffer from chronic pain tend to become depresssed... as much as I didn't think it could happen, it is... to top it off, my parents are on the road to MA, Tim is in Florida for 10 days, I never got to say goodbye bc last night after the game (which we lost honorabley) i was in so much pain i was shaking and i had to leave before the guys came back into the trainer's room. However I am blessed to have some awesome friends who already at 9am offered after reading how bad off I feel, to drop on by anytime if I need them today. Thanks guys I love you! However, those who I would expect to offer that... haven't. Guess that shows who are the friends for crisis. I don't know what I am going to do... god I hate this. Comment! (1) | Recommend! Friday. 11.7.03 11:01 am I am eating cake that Ashley made for me for getting into Slippery Rock last night, and not moving my jaw. I have to take 3 Advil every 6 hours but it doesn't do anything. It must be something with the nerves bc ice, heat, pain killers, nothing, works if anything it makes it worse. I have a doctor's apptm this afternoon, but it is an hour before the team bus leaves for the game... so i might not make it, but I would feel HORRIBLE if I missed it, they need me today. I am going to find directions there.... I don't care how late I get there, i AM going! God, please help us find an answer to my pain and suffering... Comment! (0) | Recommend! Thursday. 11.6.03 5:19 pm i just got accepted to Slippery Rock University!! andddd, I got invited to the Football Family Banquet! aww so with the immense amount of pain I am dealing with, this just made my day. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday. 11.5.03 10:36 am We can go dancing, we can go walking, as long as we're together/
Listen to some music, maybe just talking, get to know you better/
'Cos you know I've got/
So much that I wanna do, when I dream I'm alone with you/
It's magic/
You want me to leave it there, afraid of a love affair/
But I think you know/
That I can't let go/
-Take a chance on me by Abba Don't know why i'm surviving ev'ry lonely day,/
When there's got to be no chance for me. my life would end./
And it doesn't matter how i cry, my tears of love a waste of time.
Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday. 11.5.03 9:33 am So I am home... bc I didn't get to do any of my hw this week for any of my classes... soooo sick... so much pain. Really, it is just pain... I'm not "sick" just can't get rid of all this pain. My jaw woke me up this morning and my neck kept me from going back to sleep. My headache is starting up again, I can feel it... goshhhh. So I hope I get the test results back, even tho I know they won;t show that I have a sinus headache. I need a massage... a really goood long one... I am bummed that I can't go to ftball practice today, bc no one is home to drive me. It is gross outside, I wish it was nice... since I am home and all. I have so much work to be doing... but it is kind of hard to concentrate when u are in this much pain... I think I found what I have... TEMPORAL TENDENITIS... it all fits: TMJ pain, ear pain/pressure, cheek pain, tooth sensativity, temporal headaches, neck and shoulder pain. Comment! (1) | Recommend! |
