ever think about ur wedding song? Tuesday. 5.10.05 10:15 pm back in 6th grade I always thought this would be it...
From this moment
From this moment, life has begun
From this moment, you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong, from this moment on
From this moment, I have been blessed
I live only, for your happiness,
And for your love, I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart,
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart,
My dreams, came true, because, of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing, I wouldn't give
From this, moment, on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams, came true, because, of you.
(Modulation)
From, this, moment, as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing, I wouldn't give
From this, moment
I will love you, (I will love you) as long as I live
From this moment on
For some odd reason I always thought it'd be cool to have Shania sing it.. now tho, I think the song could also be....
You're still the one
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday. 5.4.05 9:55 pm Artist: Chantal Kreviazuk Lyrics
Song: Feels Like Home Lyrics
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life
If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
A window breaks, down a long, dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see, through the dark there is light
Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
I love you Keith Comment! (1) | Recommend! Tuesday. 5.3.05 4:49 pm What did the peers talk about while waiting for our interviewees to show up? WEDDINGS and BABY NAMES! It was a lot of fun to bounce ideas off of each other because we are all so different. We were telling stories about how we were named, what our name would've been had we been the opposite sex and what we want to name our first born. Also Sue (of course) told us all the things NOT to name our children, and to make sure to know what the intials would be of our child before we give it a middle name... like no PMS. Then we talked about spring versus fall weddings, and the pros/cons of each.. then about the tuxes for the men and dresses for the women in the wedding party... colors schemes... all kindsa stuff! Mu likes the idea of a white tux, and Pam wanted a fall wedding but they are doing it in the summer. Then there are crazy themed weddings that people have been to, and I was thinking, how gosh darn hard it'll be to find a dress that looks ok on such a short person. I always think about how few people I will have on my side of the wedding, I think about 14 family members, 8 friends of the family, 10 friends and parents from Hershey plus Chuck, his wife, Coach May his wife, then friends here would include about 7 close people.. and then co-workers at the time I guess *shrug*... I am sure I could come up with a bigger list, but really... it's not that big, and that's ok. I think the person who I wil be marrying is more important than who is there to watch. hehe. But anyway, about names... that's definitely something that seems to be a big deal in a married couple's lives too, like agreeing on a name and for what reasons... interesting. Well now i am just waiting for the gang to finish with THEIR chem final to go to dinner... later gators. Comment! (0) | Recommend! when one door closes another opens Saturday. 4.30.05 7:00 pm "yeah...btw u have the best outlook on life...now i know who to talk to when i need cheered up!!"
Actually, YOU have one of the best outlooks on life, at least u convey it thru ur constant optimism and smiles. It'll be a fair trade.
How do we meet the people we eventually befriend? It blows my mind sometimes how life brings people together under the weirdest circumstances and from something horrible that happened, there can be something good, so from the Mike situation I realized that Eric is the good thing that came out of it. He has been friends with Amanda forever, however I never met him, he used to even throw snowballs at our window and we still never met! Because of Mike we did, and now we're all pals minus Mike. Ok gym time then Robin Williams time!
Update: 12am. IOk, so as pised off as I was about the girls leaving us here yesturdaym, the new friendships I have gained from them not being around are priceless... just came back from hanging out with Amanda, Becca, Eric and Alyssa.. watched Robin Williams which was freakin hilarious and then played that word game where u are given a word and have to make other ppl say it but its not taboo... anyway reallly fun, then tons of picture taking on Eric's part, I've never seen a guy like taking so many pictures before! I was gonna do some shit to Mike's door but it would've been too loud and his door was open slightly. On our way out we stopped by Scott's room and were told how he got so scared by this picture he curled up in the fetal position in the hallway.. silly ghosts.We all had some very good times, and it was a much better night than I woud've had around here doing nothing with the origional gang. Whoop! New friends are the coolest! Now I bid thee adue... n goodnight.
Comment! (0) | Recommend! I take emotional eating to a whole new level Thursday. 4.28.05 5:24 pm In psych class we were talking about Interpersonal relationships and the statistic is that only 1/500 long distance relationships will succeed... quite the number.
I have been eating non stop and I know it's emotional... not good. "my boobs aren't sore yet and I'm still eating!!!!" I hate stress, screws up the whole dang system.
Last night Amanda stayed up to talk and remenisce about stuff from these past 8 months. She still wants to get a piercing together so we have something to remember each other by. I guess it's like.. a physical memorial to this past year, a permanent mark other than the memories and emotional scars. I really don't know what I will do without her next year. Katie and I have gotten closer tho and Keith will be here!!! I am finding my second wind to get work and obligations done although I feel wound up all day. I need to relax... *breath* My calender is so full of stuff up until the day I am leaving I can't even read all of it. Ok ok, just needed a short break, now back to work!
P.S. Cindy wants me to make my English Lit minor into a major!
P.P.S. I really wish I could talk to Keith right now Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday. 4.27.05 8:47 am I'm sorry... for all of my mistakes.
What sucks most about this is that now that I have followed through most of this, I can't even eat breakfast with a group of people because he will be there too... "I understand... next year" Thanks Eric but it still sucks. I really started to look foward to our breakfasts with Becca, Amanda, and Eric yet because someone else used to be part of that picture, I can't go and Amanda and Becca certainly do not want to either. Seeing him today in class made me want to throw up, cuz I realized how much of an asshole he even looks like. I wanted to tell the girl who was talking to him, "don't get suckered in too" The sad thing is, she probably WILL be sleeping and won't even know what happened. I want you to learn a lesson and understand that even tho you did all of the "right" things, that doesn't excuse your behavior. Just goes to show that your smart.
Anyway, enough energy and space wasted. I have two papers to worry about right now. Ok ok ok.. shower then paper writing! later all. Comment! (0) | Recommend! |