Is that a kind of occupational hazard of soul mates ? One's not much without the other ?
- what dreams may come
Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? ~Richard Bach
"I'll love you till the ocean is folded and hung up to dry" -W.H Auden
I'll wait so longingly for you to need me... want me... notice me...
"If looks be the reflections of the mind, the thoughts that in that head are not what they used to be- those thoughts which I knew so well." - De Maupassant in "A Family"
Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.
If you don't laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a lot longer than you want it to.
-garden state
Just to look in your eyes again
Just to lay in your arms
Just to be the first one always there for you
Just to live in your laughter
Just to sing in your heart
Just to be everyone of your dreams come true
Just to sit by your window
Just to touch in the night
Just to offer a prayer each day for you
Just to long for your kisses
Just to dream of your sighs
Just to know that Id give my life for you
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just to wake up each morning
Just to you by my side
Just to know that you're never really far away
Just a reason for living
Just to say I adore
Just to know that you’re here in my heart to stay
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love, for you
Hobbies peer educating, road trips, dancing at Ghost Riders, music, listening), going on random excursions. College Slippery Rock, I Like french vanilla cappaccino, pineapple, buffalo chicken, walking in the rain, looking at the stars, watching the sun set, going for long hikes, being around kids, chocolate, mexican food, random road trips, card night I don't Like heights, the dropping feeling on amusement park rides, people who think that they are better than everyone, humidity, olives, people who don't use turn signals
Believe- gavin degraw
more than anyone- gavin degraw
meaning- gavin degraw
folow through- gavin degraw
I'll be- Edwin McCain
The reason- Hoobastank
Iris- Googoodolls
It only hurts when I'm breathing- Shania Twain
Running away- Hoobastank
100 years- five for fighting
blurry- puddle of mud
wonderwall- oasis
champaign supernova- oasis
someday- nickleback
dremaing of u -selena
1st cut is the deepest- sheryl crow
For you to notice- dashboard
My immortal- evanescence
Wonderful Tonight- Eric Clapton
I'll follow the sun- Beatles
Walk Alone- Green Day
Under the Bridge- Red Hot Chili Peppers
can't stop - red hot chili peppers
saliva- rest in pieces
crash and burn- savage garden
every breath u take- the police
White Flag- Dido
One thing- Finger 11
Collide
Drift away- uncle kracker
When a man loves a woman
drops of jupiter- train
let it be- beatles
the dance- garth brooks
she's in love with the boy- garth brooks
If i'm not in love- faith hill
breath- faith hill
there you'll be- faith hill
cry- faith hill
I melt- rascal flats
i'm movin on- rascal flats
these days- rascal flats
love you outloud- rascal flats
Let's be us again- lonestar
amazed- lonestar
I need you- LeAnne Rimes
she's my kind of rain- tim mcgraw
i like, i love it- tim mcgraw
when a man loves a woman
wonderful tonight
unchained melodies
say a lil prayer
aint no mnt high enough
faithfully- journey
open arms- journey
the best parents in the world! ftball games, going for walks, going out to dinner, card night, my FRIENDS, awesome conversations, the ability to experience life to the fullest.
lose 20
sell back book
make mom's cd
clean room/bthroom
gym gym gym
visit eric, becca, kate, katie, kara
Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference.
I'll be there...always
...I am trying to lose weight, but it keeps on finding me. -author unknown
| Friday. 8.6.04 2:37pm Whew, it was an... *if only it could be expressed in words* kinda day.
- 8am wake up call - AAA - heading toward MD by 9:30 - Are we in MD yet? yea I thought so bc the highways are too nice to be PA - Hey guys want to go to Washington? Florida? Maine?! - mapquest sucks - sharp right, sharp left, sharp right - Keith's - Barnes and Noble for bathroom break - Aquarium ness (crazy escelators and clown fish) - lunch - aimlessly walking around anywhere but the shady parts of Baltimore - more circles and rectangles - cheesecake factory - round about way outta the city - glen burnie sweet glen burnie - finding our way back home with no sweat - sing along, I spy, hangman in the car - zzZzzZzz. Add in many smiles, "what?!"s, glances, thoughts of "I want to...", not being able to walk in a straight line, and *sighs* n that was my day.
The path less traveled is the path worth taking (from my house)... 322E, 83S, 695W, ritchie highway, Furnace Branch, Baltimore Annapolis, Marely Neck, Spencer... some islands in there and a bunch of rights.
Work, bank, work, chris's grad party, work. That's my weekend. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday. 8.4.04 11:30pm I'm beginning to develope a taste for instant oatmeal now... seeing how it is one of the few things I can eat now a days. (amazingly I am not losing weight tho) *snaps fingers*
OH MY GOODNESS! we had a tornado warning that gave us 10 min to get in our basements (however I don't have one) and then BAM. No tornado but a lot of crazy wind, rain (3 inches in 20 minutes!) and lightening/thunder. Of course I just got in from 4 hours of shopping with Court and her mom and my rents drive out to check on my mom's horse. So I was all freaked out that they wouldn't be able to get home. Right now there are 5 firetrucks, half the police squad and a school bus outside my door... they have been there since 6pm when the storm hit. So many trees fell down, Chris just called me to ask if I had power bc even tho he lives half a mile away his whole neighborhood doesn't. So those poor firefighters are gonna be there all night. If I was a housewife I'd back them cookies, but I am not so I won't hehe. SO tomorrow! Picking up tickets for the aquarium at AAA at 9 (that is the earliest they open), pick up courtneyyyy by 9:30 then AWAY to Maryland!
As my mom pointed out tonight... I AM stressing about college. I DO talk/laugh differently with my braces in and my lips ARE getting bigger, but we think it is just swelling. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Sunday. 8.1.04 11:36 pm "Do you love him?"
"I love who I become with him"
Don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.
- from 'a cinderella story' (surprisingly a very cute, funny movie)
Thursday we'll (me, tom, court, chris?, david w) arrive around 10- 10:30am in Baltimore. I really really want to spend the day with you. (besides, it'll be a 1 year anniversaryishness of an amazing aquaintance)
*sigh* finally a night back in my own bed... funny how something so simple can be so wonderful. I'm missing you so join me in my dreams. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Sunday. 8.1.04 8:52 am PMS D. sucks.
Everyone is leaving for college in 2-4 weeks. First Tim, then Court, then the rest of the gang going to Penn State (wooh) or me going to SRU leave last. In some ways I am ready to move on. There was a time in there when I suddenly became very attatched and didn't want to let go of what was here. But even tho I know I will miss some people a lot, I know that I can still talk to them, go visit, and see them back home on vacations. I also know that all of us will grow up differently and turn into people who we either stay in touch with for years, or drift slowly for no particular reason. I do not expect to remain as close to everyone but I do expect that I will always be there for them and they for me. It is however, easier now to leave... I never thought I would say that.
It's a week of needing hugs.
Work time. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Saturday. 7.31.04 8:26 am daily shit- HAVANA NIGHTS... watched that finally bc my roommate suggested it and David A's mom rented it coincidentally. (the song playing is my fav from the movie) Then tried to learn some of the spins and stuff. So thaaaat was fun. Went and saw I, Robot . Decent movie. My dad's friend is staying here for the weekend so I have to sleep on the couch. Work today and tomorrow. Neck still hurts.
Dinero- I like pay day, I like putting my money in the bank even more. I like not having to take money out of the bank for frivolous things bc there is such a wonderful thing as tips. I like my job, the hours and the people I work with. There's not much to complain about right now.... right?
Ponderances- Everything in my life on the outside of myself is wonderful. I however, am the only thing I do not like. They say that no one can change anyone but themselves. Sadly it's true.
Currently listening to- ... If u knew how much this moments means to me and u knew how much I've waited for ur touch, if u knew how happy u are making me, I never thought that I'd love anyone so much. It feels like home to me...
*sigh* *hug* *grin* Comment! (0) | Recommend! Friday. 7.30.04 1:45 am Ramblings- Today was, I'm happy to say, overall better than the past few days. Went to work which was arite. Came home, picked up Court and went shopping (to de stressify). I bought a cute jacket type thing for college, a cute white chill around skirt and the Josh Kelley cd (which David A deprived me of the first nite I got it so he could copy it). Went to dinner at JoJos, got the usual which was hard to chew but a lil pain never hurt anyone. Came home, got a letter from my roomie! and a graduation present from Trisha ( a beautiful hand made scarf and $50). Met up with the kiddos for a "not so card nite" bc we ended up just chillin and talking til 11:30pm when I drove home. Talked online with my roomie till 1:30am (we're gonna have a blast!), Tom till past 2am and the awesomest person for a bit. My teeth are killing me, gah! No work tomorrow, but I do have a root canal refilling in the morning. Then braces on Monday and Baltimore Thursday!
convo hilarity of the day-
" my friend is half korean and she is gorgeous so I bet u are too!" -her
"uhh, I'm not so sure about the gorgeous part..."- me
"well I think ur pretty so tell her that some say ur pretty" -friend Comment! (0) | Recommend! |
