These are the days worth living, make the most of them... We constantly find ourselves wishing to fast foward thru time and get to that day that we graduate, can move out of our house, get a job, retire. Why? Kids are wanting to act older and take on more responsibilities... why? Our youth is growing up too fast as it is, having to deal with issues way before their time and never fully enjoying the ignorant bliss when they can develope into a person they are proud of. "Its now when you start to realize the years are going by faster than you know and you really have to cherish time." -Bahar

"A soulmate is someone who has the locks to fit our keys, and the keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly be who we are; We can be loved for who we are, and not for who we're pretending to be. Each of us unveils the best part of one another. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person in our lives, we are safe in our paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life" -by Richard Bach

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Whew... so I def started writing this thing at 6:30... today was definitely muchhh better. (thanks bud for the *pats*) I went everywhere today which meant a lot of walking. Woke up, ate a huuuuuuuge breakfast, walked all around campus finding our classes with Kara and Katelyn, bought a HOODIE, a decal for my aunt, and a lil something. Got lost driving to Giant Eagle grocery store, visited TWO dollar stores and checked out a video place. Came back to campus, went and got a rug for our dormmmmm! Got some free spongebob filled boxes with alll kindsa stuff for college including the condoms and birth control patches. Had our lil floor meeting so I missed out on kayaking, but we learned how the 24 hour visitation rights work...."as long as he is not SLEEPING in ur bed he can stay over" Pizza party at 10:30pm. Other than that classes start tomorrow... kinda nervous but excited to meet more ppl. wish me luck!

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So my nite... nothing worked out very well so I ended up chillin in my dorm room solitair style from 8:45 till... well till whenever the roomie comes back. I read a bit, made a cup of some capp mix and tried to go to sleep once the clock read 11:30pm since I had no reason to stay awake anymore but couldn't find any peaceful resting so I am up and about now. Nothing to do, nothing to do, nothing to do... definitely bored. I guess u gotta have some real downers to have those real highers(?), haha whoa, annnnnyway... maybe it is me, actually I am pretty sure it is me, but I just have this bad feeling... yea enough said about that. Ummmmmmmmmmmm... wanted to talk to THREE ppl tonight but didn't get a call from either of them. Prolly my last good nite for long talkin since classes start monday, which by the way I am looking foward to just so I have something to do. Have a buncha odds and ends to do tomorrow like grocery shopping, check out the outlets, find classes, talk to Mimi and advisor, go to the Honors picnic, kayaking/rock climbing 6-9 mayyyybe. Ok ok... not in a mood fit for rambling cuz I'll prolly just get myself in trouble, so! I'll go occupy myself with something mindless... "now if only we were alcoholics we wouldn't be bored ever!" -ash last summer.

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First of all.... this school is so freakin amazing! (ok now that that is out of my system)...
SO! my computer is finally up and running, yet I realized that I really liked not having a computer for a while... got to take a break from the ridiculousness. There is a block party going on right now that I might stop by and check out, I've met a lot of new people... more like a few, but a decently friendly bunch. I need to walk around the dorm and visit my friends in the other buildings. I've hung out with... Dan, Jillian, Stef, Kara, Katelyn, Amanda... saw Trenton, Sierra... met Beth, Bethany, Emily, Amber, a few other dudes who I forget their names but they are in the same program as me, Umm, can't think of what to write bc I talk to those who read this thing... dunno why I am even updating. BUT! haha my aunt sent me an email today... and wow, her "p.s." *wink*.. *sigh* I couldn't agree more. *smile* Got my books today, went to a lot of assemblies and talks, then went for a 3.3 mile run n stuff at the ARC which I ADORE! wooh! Ate tons of food at the cafeteria so all that running went down the drain. Freshman 15 indeed. We need more color in our room and it is a bit cramped but I think we'll get used to it. Give the cell a call bc u'll have more of a chance of catching me than the room phone (we still don't know how to use it, one step at a time). Miss u's.

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driving “Down a city road” and back roads.
Going to the Grill for coffee, side salad and rolls late at night
JoJo’s and the never ending story of her life… salad, garlic knots
Midtown’s buffalo chicken pizza with Tim
Ice Cream Corner visits/talks and of course ice cream
Card nights
Random drop bys my house
Hanging out in Tim’s basement hours on end
Spending ½ my days at Court’s house (no one makes a Greek salad like her mom)
Working at Spinner’s Inn, the endless sweeper problems, tips!, breaks in the game room, making beds, walkie talkies
Sunoco cappuccino before school
Harbor coffee shop
Giant visits
Ultimate, football, baseball, picnics at Shank
Late night dinners at Applebee’s
Football games
Taping ankles
Road trips to Bruster’s, the malls, Penn State, Gretna
Going for walks and talking
Randomly picking up ppl in the car
Playing with my kitten
Over coffee conversations
Running around Deer Run
My bedroom and bathroom!
Speed walking down the hallways
Weight lifting conversations/laughs
late nite drop bys with presents

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I have been driving allllllll over the place this past week. Today I went shopping again... this is getting ridiculous. Left work early to go to orthodontist which ended up taking freakin 1 1/2! But my mom did a very good job and only hurt me a few times in the process. It sure has been the "year of the mouth" for me... wisdom teeth, tmj, root canal, 4 bicuspeds out, braces. (I think that is it) After the ortho I went to the post office to priority mail this stuff for SRU (I am learning my way around the post office now, this being my 3rd time), returned the movie, then headed to Target (tarjeyyyy). However of course that could not be interesting enough in itself without a road CLOSED on my way... so I had to turn around, guess on which way to go and fortunately my sense of direction is getting better so I finally found the right road. Picked up some odds and ends that I thought I might need, browsed way too long, ended up not leaving till 2:30. Drove back to Hershey High to say hello to Coach May and Chuck! Dang I am gonna miss the football season there... I almost got teary eyed just watching them practice. Coach May pretty much got me in to help the football team out at SRU too, even tho I will be competing against like.. 50 athletic trainer majors for the spot, he said I have "an in" now bc he talked to one of the coaches. good ol Gump. Left the high school, stopped by Giant, and thennnnnn came home. Whew. Said hey to my kitty (who I found myself calling 'sweetheart' the whole morning when I was playing with it). She (we think it is a she) is soo affectionate! It will crawl up my chest, bat at my neck for a while, then crawl onto my shoulder and just play around up there... definately a climber that one. hehe. Now am chillin till I go back out againnnn for school supplies with the pops. I am running out of time... and yet I can't wait for it all to come.

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