A few words
"When we describe the Moon as dead, we are describing the deadness in ourselves. When we find space so hideously void, we are describing our own unbearable emptiness."
~ D.H. Lawrence
"Is the meaning of life defined by its duration? Or does life have a purpose so large that it doesn't have to be prolonged at any cost to preserve its meaning?"
"Living is not good, but living well. The wise man, therefore, lives as well as he should, not as long as he can... He will always think of life in terms of quality not quantity... Dying early or late is of no relevance, dying well or ill is... even if it is true that while there is life there is hope, life is not to be bought at any cost."
"People will tell you nothing matters, the whole world's about to end soon anyway. Those people are looking at life the wrong way. I mean, things don't need to last forever to be perfect."
~ Daydream Nation
"All Bette's stories have happy endings. That's because she knows where to stop. She's realized the real problem with stories-- if you keep them going long enough, they always end in death."
~ The Sandman: Preludes & Nocturnes
"The road now stretched across open country, and it occurred to me - not by way of protest, not as a symbol, or anything like that, but merely as a novel experience - that since I had disregarded all laws of humanity, I might as well disregard the rules of traffic. So I crossed to the left side of the highway and checked the feeling, and the feeling was good. It was a pleasant diaphragmal melting, with elements of diffused tactility, all this enhanced by the thought that nothing could be nearer to the elimination of basic physical laws than deliberately driving on the wrong site of the road."
~ Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita
"It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend."
~ William Blake
Think about it
Kill that boredom!
Binder Paper Comics
Web Comics and Such
A Distant Soil (Some nudity)
The Adventures of Gyno-Star (Some explicit stuff)
Blue Milk Special
Cigarro & Cerveja
Cyanide and Happiness
dead winter (has some explicit stuff)
Devilbear: The Grimoires of Bearalzebub (PG-13?)
Eat That Toast!
The Fancy Adventures of Jack Cannon
For Lack of a Better Comic
Girls with Slingshots (some explicit stuff...?)
The Intrepid Girlbot
The Last Halloween
Last Train to Old Town
The League of Evil Genius
Legend of Bill
Living With Insanity (some nudity)
Love Me Nice
Married to the Sea
The Moon Prince
Moth (Some nudity)
The Non-Adventures of Wonderella
Political Cartoonists Index
Poorly Drawn Lines
The Property of Hate
Robbie and Bobby
Saturday Morning Breakfast Cereal
Scenes from a Multiverse
The Secret Knots
Stand Still. Stay Silent
Strong Female Protagonist
The Super Fogeys
Tales of Pylea
Three Word Phrase (some nudity)
Tiny Kitten Teeth
Toothpaste for Dinner
Trying Human (Some nudity)
Two Guys and Guy
Yellow Peril (PG-13)
Infrequently/No Longer Updating Web Comics
The Abominable Charles Christopher
The Adventures of Dr. McNinja
The Adventures of Ellie Connelly
Bag of Toast
Bear in Mind
The Book of Biff
Chain Bear (Some explicit stuff)
Daisy is Dead
Ectopiary (Some nudity)
Edmund Finney's Quest to Find the Meaning of Life
A Fine Example
Finn and Charlie are HITCHED
Hark! A Vagrant
Head Doctor Productions
Hello with Cheese
Kyle & Atticus
Lesbian Pirates from Outer Space
Letters to a Wild Boar
Lovecraft is Missing
Meat and Plastic
The Nerds of Paradise
No Reason Comics
One Swoop Fell
Pictures for Sad Children
A Redtail's Dream
Roy's Boys (PG 13?)
Run Freak Run
The Super Gay Adventures of Ross Boston
YU + ME
Pure Flash Awesomeness
Die Anstalt : Toy Psychiatry
Clients from Hell
Creatures in My Head
Damn You Auto Correct!
Jhonen Vasquez's site
Overheard in New York
Passive Aggressive Notes
Monday, July 12, 2010
Half or most of the time, American Apparel's model shots look like pictures from somebody's illegal porn collection, but I do like some of their clothes.
It's just the, y'know, "I kidnapped this person and forced them to pose for me" look of the photos that's a little off-putting.
Also a lot of the models look seriously unhappy.
ANYWAY, Alice will be here on Wednesday! And then I have to go outside... fun fun.
I should start telling my mom I just don't want to get skin cancer. I wonder if she'd fall for it?
My uncle and I watched part of Speedy earlier. It's a silent film from 1928 and it was pretty entertaining. :P I think it would be nice to have a small collection of silent movies to watch with my future family... assuming I have kids...
Saturday, July 10, 2010
by Sara Teasdale
Alone in the night
On a dark hill
With pines around me
Spicy and still,
And a heaven full of stars
Over my head,
White and topaz
And misty red;
Myriads with beating
Hearts of fire
Cannot vex or tire;
Up the dome of heaven
Like a great hill,
I watch them marching
Stately and still,
And I know that I
Am honored to be
Of so much majesty.
She's wondering why I care more about her than she does.
Why wouldn't I?
Friday, July 9, 2010
I was looking through a forum for INFPs yesterday night. Apparently all the girls pretty much idealize the type as like... woodland elves/fairies.
Oh man, reading that was just... weird. I mean, I completely understand (being an INFP and all that...), but it was just embarrassing to see it laid out like that.
Well um, moving on...
My mom got me a new journal! It's black and white on the outside and green on the inside cover... I'd take a picture to show you but I can't transfer files to this computer.
It would be really nice if I had my current journal with me though, since I haven't filled it up yet. I hate having forgotten it at home. :/
Too tired to think about much except for events and such and whatever automatically goes through my head. (Death and all that) Bleh. Well, boring entry, sorry.
Disconnected sleep dreams
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Sometimes I get woken up by something, or just wake up on my own, and don't want to be up yet, so I go back to sleep. Often during that shorter sleep period I have fairly vivid dreams.
I dreamt I was in New York, except it really wasn't New York at all but for the name. I was with a friend, and we went to Spencer's to look for something, and I realized that I was eighteen and was excitedly telling her that even though I didn't want to, I could totally go into the adult section now. The store itself kinda looked like they replaced most of it with a Victoria's Secret. The walls were pink and somewhat bare, with a few mannequins sporting lingerie lined up against them.
We left Spencer's and walked to some building, where a man gave me a bunch of envelopes to hold. Just then my ex texted me and sent me a weird video about some asian guy who couldn't get laid because he forgot to touch this girl's boobs. X| Apparently the video went viral... offline? I sort of heard what I was supposed to do with the envelopes but after I started walking I completely forgot.
People kept running up to me asking if I had straw wrappers, since that was how you could get the video... They tried to take my envelopes because they thought I had them. I don't actually know what was in the envelopes, but I don't think that's what it was.
I walked several blocks and realized I was supposed to be looking for the Government Mortgage Bureau (which I'm pretty sure doesn't exist in real life). I kept walking and couldn't find it, although I did find the government's Alternative Spending Habits Bureau and another one that had signs stuck into the lawn that said "DETEST NOT". People were protesting outside, but I got the impression that the employees from the bureau had put that one up.
There was a giant slingshot set up that was supposed to be set on fire a little ways down on the grass. I walked past, glanced at it, then kept going. There was a bunch of girls in bikinis a bit of a ways down who could have been strippers, because they were just finishing putting their bikinis on when I passed them.
I had to find the Mortgage Bureau, so I couldn't really stop to look at anything I passed. My brother caught up with me though when I was going by some shops, so I thought I would ask him if he knew where it was. He was wearing a bright red shirt and told me there were mortgage places all over, and that he'd gladly pay for me. I got the impression that he desperately wanted me to go away.
Just then, I heard a guy say "who cares if a pelican burns? I'm just gonna miss the naked girls!" I figured he was talking about what I'd walked past not long ago. His comment really upset me though, so I went over to him, said "excuse me?" and then grabbed the front of his shirt collar and started lecturing him. I told him I couldn't believe he would not mind an animal DYING because of NAKED girls. Jabbed my finger into his neck and pushed so the nail would leave an indent, and then called him an asshole.
I went back to my brother, who was crouched down with his hands over his head. I guess he thought the guy would get his friends and come after us to hurt us or something. I told him to stop being stupid though and pulled him onward. We passed part of my elementary school, which was empty, and I kept thinking about the Mortgage Bureau, but then I woke up.
...That turned out to be longer than I thought...
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
That it helps. I guess that's all I can hope for.
I try to suggest the things that have helped me, but this is a process she mostly has to go through herself. Only so much can be taught. The rest needs to be discovered.
Just relax. Breathe deeply. Close your eyes and empty your mind.
We can get through this as long as you don't give up.
In which being hardcore is discussed [DP]
Sunday, July 4, 2010
At these times
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Desperately wanting to help--
--and not having the power to--
--is a painful thing indeed.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
I haven't slept in a while. More than twenty four hours I think. I mean, I fell asleep for brief periods of time on the plane, and I sort of dozed off when I was waiting for AIM to install on this computer (I'm in Hawaii by the way), but I didn't really have any solid sleep.
So uh, I was in the bathroom washing my hands, and I look over at the door, and I swear, it was moving. Like, breathing moving. I paused to make sure I wasn't imagining it, and it kept going.
Also if I look at any one thing too long it starts sinking and getting distorted, but if I look away and back it's normal again.
Trippy, man. And it looks like my monitor is slipping backwards, even though I'm pretty sure it's not. This lampshade I think is moving in reality but it's kind of hard to tell because right now I'm seriously starting to doubt... oh, every inanimate object in my sight.
I gotta sleep. X|
Maybe four hour long phone conversation with someone. Huh.
Scratch that, it was five and a half.
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