Ewww eww eww ewww...

Jonathan a.k.a. newest creepy guy in my life won't stop bothering me. He came up behind me when I was walking with Alice and like... was pressing up against me. And then he said my name and I just freaked out and jumped back and said "WHAT THE HELL!?"

I don't know how to type out that kind of grossed-out-half-sob noise.... Like when you touch something really disgusting and you're trying to wipe the contaminated part of your hand on your pants or the table or the wall or something and you just keep saying "Ew ew ew ew ew ewewewew!" until it kind of fades into a wordless distress sound.

Last night I dreamt I was exiled from reality...

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I am disturbed by the amount of Harry Potter-related-photoshopped-almost-porn pictures out there. I mean, it's more than a little weird to me to be happily browsing my life away online when suddenly, WHAM! I see a picture of the actors who play Malfoy and Harry... holding each other.... shirtless. Not to mention the unpleasant fanime where the creator can be more.... creative.

I know some people are into that. Whatever. Your life, do what you want. Just... geh. That stuff is not for me.

Alice wasn't around past first period today. I guess she must've gone home. It was... slightly lonely without her. I passed the time by discussing plans for a party with Varsha. She wants to do something for all of us people not going to Junior Prom. The whole thing really reminds me of the end-of-the-year-picnics I used to have in elementary school, but that's not a favored view on the subject.

Amusement...

Moxie was said to cure ailments ranging from softening of the brain to “loss of manhood.”

Would it be weirder for me to simply state "Sadness" or "Happiness" or say "We are sad" or "We are happy"? The whole referring-to-oneself-as-several-persons thing has never quite appealed to me, but the thought just randomly crossed my mind...

I made the food service size of Zatarain's Red Beans and Rice in our gigantic pot. My mom thought I'd need to freeze it but my brother seems to have been eating copious amounts of it, so perhaps I won't have to.

[Lately he's been freaking out about health stuff even though he doesn't get it, so he asks me all the time if this food is healthy versus that food...]

It would definitely be weird if I started saying "Laughter" instead of "Haha". Maybe even creepy...

:P

I could really go for a few SLG comics right about now... Damn them and their inconvenient, downtown location! Why can't there be any places around here I can walk to that are interesting! All we have are like, a shopping center with Safeway as the main attraction, and then a place about the same distance the other direction from my house that has some tired stores next to what will soon be another horrible asian market.

Damn you asian-asian people.

{I'm so cool. I double words to give them more meaning}

The CAHSEE is next week. That means sleeping in for two days. Except I'll still wake up at six out of habit. :/

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CLICKIES 1

CLICKIES 2

Sorry that the pictures are so awfully blurry/bad quality. I'm too lazy to retake them....

Note: Babycakes Wilson was, for some reason, just the first name that occured to me. I have no idea where it came from.

DC appears to have gotten at least two new shirts... (God I have no life)

It was interesting seeing him in black.

And they're solid colors, too. :0 All the other ones had this pattern on them...

Enough about my no-life-ishness. I need to talk about something that isn't him, his short haircut [:(], or his wardrobe.

Uh.............

I had to do a rewrite of my last essay for Lit. Now it's the longest one I've ever done. Although I guess that isn't saying much since I average about five hundred words for most of my essays. Seven hundred seems like a lot to me.

I changed the title from "A Mirage in Dark Water," which was awful and made me cringe, to "Happiness Makes the World Go Round," which is still awful but doesn't make me cringe as much and doesn't sound as much like I'm trying to be really poetic.

I have to check more food for safety.

Now:

Animal rennet = no
Dead animal products = no
Insect products = no just because it's kind of disgusting

I just typed "prodcuts" twice on accident and almost didn't notice. :S

That's me being tired for ya.

End.

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I was playing Improbable Island.

It seemed really confusing at first but after a while I got mildly used to it.

And it's funny, if you can take all the reading. :P

I'd planned to put a picture here of my joke questionnaire form, but I forgot to take the form home. (It was something about internet safety, I just marked it up rather... jokingly)

So, no pictures right now.

Man I feel like eating something.





1 + 1 = 3

I pwned a lolrus twice.

Now I'm playing Kingdom of Loathing. It's very fun until you run out of Adventures.

Sabre-Toothed Lime!

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My Jonathan Ian CD came today! :D

Happiness.

[There is a difference between 'happiness' and 'joyfulness', and not only the fact that the latter is not really a word. 'Joyfulness' connotates sarcasm. 'Happiness' means something good has happened.]

Still no word on The Art of Falling Apart though. :(

Sadness.

I got an email that said they still haven't got it. This is leading me to think that I'm never going to get it. :/

BUT

I am still happy with the CD I got. Which is unusual because usually I detest acoustic music... but he does it well, he really does.





...I've got to delete In Rainbows from my iTunes library. I can't stand it...

My Body
By: Jonathan Ian Mathers

I see you sit there in my body
You look back at me with my eyes
You've maintained me well, but why did you pierce me there
That's my body on your hands

And that's not fair
You're using what's mine and not in a nice way
You don't care
It's the same in your mind you reveal what's concealed inside

I wouldn't have chosen those clothes for my body
But they seem to fit me well
You tattoo my back, you style my hair
That's my skin you have on there

And that's not fair
You're using what's mine and not in a nice way
You don't care
It's the same in your mind you reveal what's concealed inside

I see you sit there in my body
I see you strike a pose for their eyes
Please don't act so cute, please don't act so shy
That's my mind behind those eyes

And that's not fair
You're using what's mine and not in a nice way
You don't care
It's the same in your mind you reveal what's concealed inside

---Ramble section---
DC got a haircut. :(
And a new shirt, I think. (Why do I notice this stuff?)
Alice also got a haircut. :P Short boy cut!
Cochineal = yuck
Urea = more yuck
Swedish fish are safe candy! :D

HARD

I made a picture for my French project.

It sucks! :D But it's better than what I could've done in Paint...

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Well, the SAT was actually not very hard.

In fact, it was barely hard at all. Reminded me of STAR testing...

I had no problems whatsoever UNTIL I happened to look up at the corner of the ceiling nearest me.

My eyes widened. My heart momentarily stopped.

There, in the corner, was a gigantic daddy long-legs.

Panic-stricken, I looked at my feet. (I was sitting in the corner next to some shelves)

Another spider, smaller, hovered above the ground, motionless.

For the rest of the test I looked at that spot every thirty seconds to make sure the spider wasn't moving towards me. An hour and a half of hell.

But the test was easy.

From Physics... [I did NOT take a picture of the SAT questions]

Number fifteen is a dirrrrrty question. :0

The answer, by the way, is that it lowers your body's resistance. ;)

Getting spam emails that say "People laugh at you" is not good for my self-esteem. :(



Although I suppose it doesn't really matter because I don't have any self-esteem to begin with. :P

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