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Can't you see what you've done to my heart and soul?
this is a wasteland now
A few words
"When we describe the Moon as dead, we are describing the deadness in ourselves. When we find space so hideously void, we are describing our own unbearable emptiness."
―D.H. Lawrence

"Is the meaning of life defined by its duration? Or does life have a purpose so large that it doesn't have to be prolonged at any cost to preserve its meaning?"

"Living is not good, but living well. The wise man, therefore, lives as well as he should, not as long as he can... He will always think of life in terms of quality not quantity... Dying early or late is of no relevance, dying well or ill is... even if it is true that while there is life there is hope, life is not to be bought at any cost."
―Seneca

"People will tell you nothing matters, the whole world's about to end soon anyway. Those people are looking at life the wrong way. I mean, things don't need to last forever to be perfect."
―Daydream Nation

"All Bette's stories have happy endings. That's because she knows where to stop. She's realized the real problem with stories — if you keep them going long enough, they always end in death."
―The Sandman: Preludes & Nocturnes

“The road now stretched across open country, and it occurred to me - not by way of protest, not as a symbol, or anything like that, but merely as a novel experience - that since I had disregarded all laws of humanity, I might as well disregard the rules of traffic. So I crossed to the left side of the highway and checked the feeling, and the feeling was good. It was a pleasant diaphragmal melting, with elements of diffused tactility, all this enhanced by the thought that nothing could be nearer to the elimination of basic physical laws than deliberately driving on the wrong site of the road.”
― Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita






TICoSME
Musicalities!
Kill that boredom!
Binder Paper Comics

Web Comics and Such
A Distant Soil (Some nudity)
The Adventures of Gyno-Star (Some explicit stuff)
Aquapunk
Axe Cop
Basic Instructions
Bear Nuts
Beeserker

Blue Milk Special
Bobbins
Broodhollow
Bug
Buttersafe
Camp Weedonwantcha
Chainsawsuit
ChannelATE
Cigarro & Cerveja
Conspiracy Friends!
Crunchy Bunches

Curia Regis
Cyanide and Happiness
dead winter (has some explicit stuff)
Devilbear: The Grimoires of Bearalzebub (PG-13?)
Diesel Sweeties
Distillum
DUBBLEBABY
Dumm Comics
Eat That Toast!
Ectopiary (Some nudity)
E-merl.com
The End
Evil Diva
Evil Inc.
Existential Comics
The Fancy Adventures of Jack Cannon
For Lack of a Better Comic
Forming (Explicit)

Girls with Slingshots (some explicit stuff...?)
Mirror
Hark! A Vagrant
Head Doctor Productions
Hollow Mountain
IDK Comics
Inscribing Ardi
The Intrepid Girlbot
JBabb Comics
The Last Halloween
Last Train to Old Town
L.A.W.L.S.
The League of Evil Genius

Legend of Bill
Living With Insanity (some nudity)
Love Me Nice
Married to the Sea
Meaty Yogurt
Medium Large
The Meek
Metacarpolis
Monsterhood
Monsterkind
The Moon Prince
Moon Town
Moth (Some nudity)
Mr. Lovenstein
Muddlers Beat

Natalie Dee
Nedroid
The Non-Adventures of Wonderella
Optipess
Out There
Phuzzy Comics
P.I. Jane
Political Cartoonists Index
Poorly Drawn Lines
Powernap
Red Meat
Rice Boy
Robbie and Bobby
Rosscott, Inc.
Safely Endangered
Saturday Morning Breakfast Cereal
Savage Chickens
Scenes from a Multiverse
The Secret Knots
Serenity Rose
Stand Still. Stay Silent
Stinking Hellebore
Strong Female Protagonist
Subnormality
The Super Fogeys
Tales of Pylea
Three Word Phrase (some nudity)
Tiny Kitten Teeth
Toothpaste for Dinner
Trying Human (Some nudity)
Two Guys and Guy
Mirror

Witchy
xkcd
Yellow Peril (PG-13)

Infrequently/No Longer Updating Web Comics
The Abominable Charles Christopher
The Adventures of Dr. McNinja
The Adventures of Ellie Connelly
American Hell
Bag of Toast
Bear in Mind
Bobwhite
The Book of Biff
Brat-halla
Brightest
Bullfinch
Chain Bear (Some explicit stuff)
Daisy is Dead
Dream Life
Edemia
Edmund Finney's Quest to Find the Meaning of Life
A Fine Example
Finn and Charlie are HITCHED
Floodmud
Freaks!

Green Wake
Gun Show
Hello with Cheese
Helpful Figures
Intragalactic
Kyle & Atticus
Lesbian Pirates from Outer Space
Letters to a Wild Boar
Lovecraft is Missing

Manta-man
Meat and Plastic
Minimalism Sucks
Mis-
Moe
The Nerds of Paradise
Nimona
No Reason Comics
Odd-Fish
One Swoop Fell
Owen's Uncles
Patches
Pictures for Sad Children
Raymondo Person
A Redtail's Dream

Riotfish
Roy's Boys (PG 13?)
Run Freak Run
Saint's Way
Shortpacked!
Sin Titulo
Snowflakes
Split Lip
Spooky Doofus
SubCulture
Super Buzzkill
The Super Gay Adventures of Ross Boston
Thermohalia
Troubletown
Ugly Girl
YU + ME
2815 Monument

Pure Flash Awesomeness
Aardvardkbutter.com
Angry Alien
Die Anstalt : Toy Psychiatry
The Frown
Hoogerbrugge

Other
Bogleech
Clients from Hell
Brian Despain
Creatures in My Head
Damn You Auto Correct!
Jhonen Vasquez's site
Overheard in New York
Passive Aggressive Notes
Submarinechannel.com
Superdickery
UHpinions
Whirled
Looky here
free counters
Shoes to ruin
Monday, July 19, 2010
We got some shoes from Payless today that we're going to use to hike on Lanipo. Alice and I got the same kind. :P

I'd show you pictures but... yeah... can't upload anything here. I'll be home in a couple days though, so I'll try to then.

My mom was out earlier today, and Alice and I were waiting around the house. We ended up watching some tecktonik videos. Remember that? My thing with tecktonik? Yeah well I never learned, but occasionally I'll watch a few videos. This one was new to me though...


EAT IT BACK!

Friday we're driving down to LA to pick up my grandma. I bought a shot glass for a friend (you'll get to see that too once I'm home) that I'm going to give to him while we're there. And... we're planning on hanging out some. Guess we'll see how that goes.

Oh also you know what WE FOUND NEURO LAST NIGHT YESSSS. It was pretty exciting for me. I got Bliss and Sleep. Alice got uh... the appetite-curbing one and a Bliss as well. Yum yum. Too bad I can't find them at home. I love interesting beverages. X|

I guess I'll go take pictures of random stuff now before I forget.

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Out of state, out of mind
Sunday, July 18, 2010
There's a gecko scampering around in here and it keeps clucking.

The clucking is kind of like really fast kiss noises.

Though not unpleasant, gecko clucks are not the most melodic of animal calls.
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He keeps telling me he wants to drive his car off the road and crash into something. It worries me.

Then he says that if he lives I can come and visit him in the hospital. He says that since I want to help someone, I can help him. I tell him that's not what I mean when I say I want to help.

I'm not convinced he's going to do anything but I'm still concerned.

---Edit---

So

I think I might be a terrible person for saying I wouldn't ride the train for ten hours by myself to go see him in the hospital if he got into a tragic accident.

My friends were right when they said I don't have a filter...

I should have kept quiet.
I said the wrong thing.
I think he's upset now.

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Music vs. Lyrics
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
In Music Genesis junior year we were asked whether we were more into the music or the lyrics of a song. They have somewhat equal importance to me, but I think I might lean towards music.

Evidence of this: some of the songs I listen to. :P



The more popular branches of electronic music are (in my mind at least) somewhat notorious for having terrible, cheesy lyrics a great deal of the time. (It's more obvious in the mainstream stuff)

Sadly, these are fairly decent when compared to the others I've ever heard -cough cough Around the World cough cough- but even so, they're sure not that inspiring.

"Move over, four leaf clover
Lady Luck, gimme a buck
Success is around the corner
Don't let it go to your head"


Of course, lyrics aren't the primary focus of the music, and I know that. A lot of listeners just want something with a beat that they can flail their arms wildly to as they jump around the room.



DAMN STRAIGHT.

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AA
Monday, July 12, 2010
Half or most of the time, American Apparel's model shots look like pictures from somebody's illegal porn collection, but I do like some of their clothes.

It's just the, y'know, "I kidnapped this person and forced them to pose for me" look of the photos that's a little off-putting.

Also a lot of the models look seriously unhappy.

ANYWAY, Alice will be here on Wednesday! And then I have to go outside... fun fun.

I should start telling my mom I just don't want to get skin cancer. I wonder if she'd fall for it?

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My uncle and I watched part of Speedy earlier. It's a silent film from 1928 and it was pretty entertaining. :P I think it would be nice to have a small collection of silent movies to watch with my future family... assuming I have kids...

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Applicable wonder
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Stars

by Sara Teasdale

Alone in the night
On a dark hill
With pines around me
Spicy and still,

And a heaven full of stars
Over my head,
White and topaz
And misty red;

Myriads with beating
Hearts of fire
That aeons
Cannot vex or tire;

Up the dome of heaven
Like a great hill,
I watch them marching
Stately and still,
And I know that I
Am honored to be
Witness
Of so much majesty.

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She's wondering why I care more about her than she does.

Well...

Why wouldn't I?

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Personality types...
Friday, July 9, 2010
I was looking through a forum for INFPs yesterday night. Apparently all the girls pretty much idealize the type as like... woodland elves/fairies.

Oh man, reading that was just... weird. I mean, I completely understand (being an INFP and all that...), but it was just embarrassing to see it laid out like that.

Well um, moving on...

My mom got me a new journal! It's black and white on the outside and green on the inside cover... I'd take a picture to show you but I can't transfer files to this computer.

It would be really nice if I had my current journal with me though, since I haven't filled it up yet. I hate having forgotten it at home. :/

Too tired to think about much except for events and such and whatever automatically goes through my head. (Death and all that) Bleh. Well, boring entry, sorry.

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Disconnected sleep dreams
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Sometimes I get woken up by something, or just wake up on my own, and don't want to be up yet, so I go back to sleep. Often during that shorter sleep period I have fairly vivid dreams.

I dreamt I was in New York, except it really wasn't New York at all but for the name. I was with a friend, and we went to Spencer's to look for something, and I realized that I was eighteen and was excitedly telling her that even though I didn't want to, I could totally go into the adult section now. The store itself kinda looked like they replaced most of it with a Victoria's Secret. The walls were pink and somewhat bare, with a few mannequins sporting lingerie lined up against them.

We left Spencer's and walked to some building, where a man gave me a bunch of envelopes to hold. Just then my ex texted me and sent me a weird video about some asian guy who couldn't get laid because he forgot to touch this girl's boobs. X| Apparently the video went viral... offline? I sort of heard what I was supposed to do with the envelopes but after I started walking I completely forgot.

People kept running up to me asking if I had straw wrappers, since that was how you could get the video... They tried to take my envelopes because they thought I had them. I don't actually know what was in the envelopes, but I don't think that's what it was.

I walked several blocks and realized I was supposed to be looking for the Government Mortgage Bureau (which I'm pretty sure doesn't exist in real life). I kept walking and couldn't find it, although I did find the government's Alternative Spending Habits Bureau and another one that had signs stuck into the lawn that said "DETEST NOT". People were protesting outside, but I got the impression that the employees from the bureau had put that one up.

There was a giant slingshot set up that was supposed to be set on fire a little ways down on the grass. I walked past, glanced at it, then kept going. There was a bunch of girls in bikinis a bit of a ways down who could have been strippers, because they were just finishing putting their bikinis on when I passed them.

I had to find the Mortgage Bureau, so I couldn't really stop to look at anything I passed. My brother caught up with me though when I was going by some shops, so I thought I would ask him if he knew where it was. He was wearing a bright red shirt and told me there were mortgage places all over, and that he'd gladly pay for me. I got the impression that he desperately wanted me to go away.

Just then, I heard a guy say "who cares if a pelican burns? I'm just gonna miss the naked girls!" I figured he was talking about what I'd walked past not long ago. His comment really upset me though, so I went over to him, said "excuse me?" and then grabbed the front of his shirt collar and started lecturing him. I told him I couldn't believe he would not mind an animal DYING because of NAKED girls. Jabbed my finger into his neck and pushed so the nail would leave an indent, and then called him an asshole.

I went back to my brother, who was crouched down with his hands over his head. I guess he thought the guy would get his friends and come after us to hurt us or something. I told him to stop being stupid though and pulled him onward. We passed part of my elementary school, which was empty, and I kept thinking about the Mortgage Bureau, but then I woke up.

...That turned out to be longer than I thought...

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She says
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
That it helps. I guess that's all I can hope for.

I try to suggest the things that have helped me, but this is a process she mostly has to go through herself. Only so much can be taught. The rest needs to be discovered.

Just relax. Breathe deeply. Close your eyes and empty your mind.

We can get through this as long as you don't give up.

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