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You're unsure if I am a loose end or a strand
that waits for you to mend or understand
A few words
"When we describe the Moon as dead, we are describing the deadness in ourselves. When we find space so hideously void, we are describing our own unbearable emptiness."
~ D.H. Lawrence

"Is the meaning of life defined by its duration? Or does life have a purpose so large that it doesn't have to be prolonged at any cost to preserve its meaning?"

"Living is not good, but living well. The wise man, therefore, lives as well as he should, not as long as he can... He will always think of life in terms of quality not quantity... Dying early or late is of no relevance, dying well or ill is... even if it is true that while there is life there is hope, life is not to be bought at any cost."
~ Seneca

"People will tell you nothing matters, the whole world's about to end soon anyway. Those people are looking at life the wrong way. I mean, things don't need to last forever to be perfect."
~ Daydream Nation

"All Bette's stories have happy endings. That's because she knows where to stop. She's realized the real problem with stories-- if you keep them going long enough, they always end in death."
~ The Sandman: Preludes & Nocturnes

"The road now stretched across open country, and it occurred to me - not by way of protest, not as a symbol, or anything like that, but merely as a novel experience - that since I had disregarded all laws of humanity, I might as well disregard the rules of traffic. So I crossed to the left side of the highway and checked the feeling, and the feeling was good. It was a pleasant diaphragmal melting, with elements of diffused tactility, all this enhanced by the thought that nothing could be nearer to the elimination of basic physical laws than deliberately driving on the wrong site of the road."
~ Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita

"It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend."
~ William Blake
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Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Feeling conflicted. Again. Surprise surprise.



I'm not... doing things right. But I can't want to do them right. I've hit almost total apathy and I just don't care, although I'm near certain I will regret these things later on.

Besides that, I think I will be participating in a study soon. They tell me they don't see any reason I shouldn't be eligible for it, based on a few psychiatric interviews. The only problem is that I don't have a formal diagnosis/medical record of depression. I haven't really ever seen a psychiatrist except for that one time at St. John's, and that dude just ran through a checklist real fast and told me I should consider medication. Whatevs, man.

I never used to have any issues with taking meds. But then, y'know, I heard so much about how they can change you, make you a different person... Take away your feeling, sometimes. If I don't have any feeling right now anyway, I don't know if it'd matter.

(Side note: I'm usually an INFP, but I test as an INTJ when I'm this apathetic. Very weird.)

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Blood
Saturday, December 17, 2011
I just signed into my account at the Stanford Blood Center. In the top left corner, there's a thing that says what your blood type is.

Mine is B+. My first thought when I glanced at that was "WHAT DID I DO WRONG?"

So now I feel kind of stupid for getting my blood type mixed up with my grades.

It's kind of weird to see my health history on the blood donation site. My last donation was in June, so it's been awhile since I donated, but a few things have changed noticeably. :S

Cholesterol:
June: 176
December: 193 (Wtf??? This is close to the cutoff level for being too high)

Pulse:
June: 76
December: 66 (I'm not sure if this is good or bad?)

Blood pressure:
June: 118/70
December: 102/78 (The woman who measured this said it seemed really low?)

Granted, when I donated a few days ago I hadn't really eaten or drunk, nor slept very much, but would that have affected my numbers that much...? I don't know a lot about these things. :/

Besides that, I'm feeling kind of restless and... unhappy? Irritable? I'm not sure, but it's not good.

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In other news, I hear the Iraq war is over. So... that's something. Are we out of Afghanistan as well? The article I read didn't specify. But anyway... um... yay? I'm not sure what this will mean for the U.S. Those veterans are going to have a hard time finding jobs...

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I don't know why I'm feeling like this but I really want to punch someone in the face.

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More pictures already?! [2P]
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
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I have been neglecting my camera [DP]
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
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6:40 AM
Monday, December 12, 2011
Time to LISTEN TO DISCO.

BA DE YA, SAY DO YOU REMEMBER
BA DE YA, DANCING IN SEPTEMBER
BA DE YA, NEVER WAS A CLOUDY DAYYY

I don't know what's going on with my moods. I've been feeling like complete crap the past few days and I don't so far today. It's not even seven yet. I guess my mood might drop by the end of the day, though. We'll see. For now... more of this.

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H T
Sunday, December 11, 2011


Maybe if I drink enough happy tea I won't do something I regret.

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F D I [2P]
Sunday, December 11, 2011
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I'm becoming Garfield
Monday, December 5, 2011
Here's a link to one of the pieces I wrote:

The Ocean

I really hate Mondays.

But I'm very grateful for the thoughtful comments you guys have been leaving me. Thank you.

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