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Am I happy with who I've become? Yes, I honestly am. I am who I am and no one has the right to judge me or hate me. That's up to me and God to do...no one else. I wish people would just stop worrying about my actions, my thoughts, and my feelings and just let me do what I have to do. I'm 14...that's right, 14. I have the right to make dumb decisions that I'll later regret. I have the right to fuck over the people who mean the world to me...because I am young and I will find more people who mean the world to me in time.

So I've fucked over my best friend, she'll either get over it like I did, or she'll hate me. This will honestly show who she truely is. Is she about forgiveness bc people deserve a second chance, or about bitterness and anger. Time will tell. I love her tho.

To everyone else that I've ever hurt, I'm not sorry. Very few of you people mean anything to me and as wrong as that may sound, I don't care. I don't allow people to become close to me and I think that it's for the best. There are those few great people that mean the world to me...and they know who they are. To you people, I'm sorry for ever hurting you.

I wish I could be happy again...you were the only person who ever truely made me happy. I wish I could change things, I miss you.

I wish I knew where I started to go wrong...

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You think you know who your true friends are? Well wait until high school and see who's there for you when your ex boyfriend spreads rumors about you. Think you'll never do drugs? Wait until it's right there in front of you and all your "friends" are doing it. Think you're tough? Wait until you say the wrong thing to the wrong person see who backs down first. Think you're smart? Well wait until you have an English paper, science project, history test and a 10 -minute monologue due tomorrow just because you were absent for one day. Think you're cool? Well wait until you're the only one who doesn't make the cheerleading squad, see how cool you are then. You think you're popular? Wait until your parents just cant afford the new tommy hilfiger jacket everybody has. Think you'll never fall in love? Wait until a guy looks deep in your eyes and says he loves you. Think you'll never get your heart broken? Well wait until that same guy who said he loved you is holding hands with another girl. Think you wont have sex? Wait untill the guy you think you love says it will make you closer. What would you do then? Think you'll never have an eating disorder? Wait until everyone else in school weighs 100 pounds and you're going on 150. Think that you're always going to be your own individual? Well wait until one morning when you look in the mirror and you're just like everybody else.

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You're a fucking dumb cunt Aerikka Brown. Don't fucking get involved in shit that you don't know anything about.

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