today...i realized something.... Monday. 12.6.04 4:46 pm Monday. 12.6.04 9:33 am jus thought I'd give a quick update Monday. 12.6.04 6:04 am Saturday nite, Justin and I talked. he asked me about my previous entry. I dunno why but I felt so friggin depressed saturday. My parents kept saying I was hung over. I was like UHH I wish. but yea, Justin and I are okay now.  I think anyways. He came up yesterday and we talked some more. Things have happened that hes not so...trusty with me and I guess I can understand that but I love him...so friggin much. He needs to understand that I'd never do anything to hurt him intentionally.
yesterday, James was beatin the shit outta Phil so I jumped in there to get James off of Phil and James started friggin punching me in the ribs and shit. That fucking boy is going to get his ass fucking beat one day, and I am oging to LAUGH!
I talked to Allie last nit and a little this morning. I miss her like crazy but shes not the same Allie anymore. She changed her last name and shit. I'm sorry, but thas wrong. I'm fine with her getting adopted and I'm fine with her not being around, but I am totally against changing her last name. she's a Randall. That's all their is to it, right? thas what I thought. I guess it doesn't matter...
anywys, off to school. have a great day everyone Comment! (0) | Recommend! now if you actually took the time Saturday. 12.4.04 3:38 pm to read this...you might have a better idea as to whats been going thru my head lately since, we hardly get to talk. Their's alot that needs to be said. Lets jus see how long it takes you to ask me about this...
pry never will. thas how much you seem to care. I don't know anymore...
but last nite was fun...i guess. I went to Kyms and we went ice skating. there were these two guys wearing pink polo shirts. they told us they werent gay but iddddk...haha...then someone said hey amanda to me and i was like wtf? and kym was like...omg its andy. we ahvent seen him in awhile. him and I skated together alot. Kym didnt have much fun but I did. I love to ice skate, im not too bad at it either. we did the limbo too. it was great, andy like flew on the ground. kym took some pictures of ice. haha hes so damn adorable. i cant believe hes only in 8th or 9th grade tho. then when it was over, we walked back to kyms and andy came and hung out with us for a few hrs. we were like fallin asleep. haha hes soo funny tho. he finally left at like 1. it was crazy. but yea, thas it I guess. not too much else happened. it was fun tho.
Justin wants to hang out tomorrow but I'm not sure if I wanna/can. Like, i know I havent seen him since last weekend but like...I feel like I need space or something. idk, maybe im jus tired
Comment! (0) | Recommend! Thursday. 12.2.04 8:37 pm jus thought i'd write about mine and cheesebutts directed study together. we've spent every ds together all week. its been nice. I tell her ALOT. :) hahaha she knows more then most people dooo
well, i made a quiz. take it...:)
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Comment! (1) | Recommend! Wednesday. 12.1.04 7:40 pm nothing real excited happened at all. Justin called me this mornin tho. I swear, talkin to him in the morning jus...puts me in a good mood all day.
not gonna write much..jus bout directed and stuff. it was great. cheese butt and I went to ceramics room and worked on our boxes. I'm making mine for my daddy. major brownie points right htere. haha =) my dad and I were having an odd conversation earlier. wont get into that tho.
i havent friggin done much tonite. I have no idea what I did that occupied my attention all nite. only thang I did was talk to Mr. Nirkins. That boy and I had a wonderful time last nite. and when we were at gino's, this french guy was there and he was like 'hiii im Rick' and he kissed my hand and asked my name and I was speechless...it was so hilarous. Josh was like 'amanda...your name is amanda' then he started bustin the guys ass. hes like 'yano, we're kinda on a date!' even tho we werent but it was funny. the guy was all apologetic and then joshys like im jus kidding dude. I thought Rick was gonna piss himself with fear when Joshy said that. haha. ooh man. great times...
hopefully friday I'm heading up to el-town to chill with my girlies Kym n Ruth! I love them. haha, this weekend should be a busy one if I do everything planned. =) Hopefully I get to see Justin sunday. we're going on 4 months. it seriously amazes me how long we've been together already. It doesn't feel like that long. I dunno tho, it's been fun. I love him. ALOT! I dunno anymore...it's gettin scary, I'm not sure if I like it.
Tyler n I had a long talk tonite on the bus about jus everything. I love that kid. We were talkin about what makes us horny and stuff too. hehe, friggin GREAT:)
but now I will go. :) Comment! (0) | Recommend! | 
