this morning I woke up at like 7 and I didnt have to get up till like 11 so I'm kinda annoyed with myself for waking up that early. I went tanning this afternoon. Haha there was these really really hott guys there when we got there...the one reminded me of Tony. haha madddd sexy...I went in for 10 mins and I dont think I'm any darker but w/e...I'm going tuesday and wednesday I think.

I went rollar blading on the road...haha my dad yelled at me about it but ooh well, it was fun...till I fell down bc of a huge hole in the road. someone sohuld really fix these shitty roads.

well tomorrow memorial day...family shit pry. yessss! hah...

well, im tired...soo yea

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i went tanning, then to the mall, and then to tia's and I saw shrek 2...i thought it was kinda dumb...i wasnt the one who wanted to see it tho soo...yea:p i was thinking last nite about how I'm so used to ash and allie not being around, yet I sometimes think that I'll be hanging out with them in teh near future. its majorly fucked up...because...well, if I'm hanging out with Ash in the near future, then that means I'm dying...soo yea, I'm not ready to die yet. I refuse to die in PA...I wanna somewhere else...anywhere else...jus not in this fucking state...I want to be away from this area. ahh so yea back to my story...I really miss Allie. I guses thats the end of my story. Well no, its not. This summer, I'm going to try and hang out with her alot but I doubt thats going to happen seeing as my parents refuse to let me see her but...I'll see her. This may sound really fucking rude or wrong or something but...Allies about the only one in my immidiete family that I ever liked...I mean, I loved Ash but I never liked her. She was never a person I would have chosen to hang out with or ne thing. Yea, fuck everyone

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I dunno why, but I jus...I've never felt quite the way I feel anymore. It's not really an enjoyable feeling. Yesterday I was talking to Leanne and we were talking and I jus started crying. Lol I felt so dumb....uhh but anyways, yesterday I went to Jackie's and went swimming and then Chris came over and we rode bikes and then chris made Jackie wreck. poor girl...hehe I love her. :) dumb chris, he hurt Jackie.

today I didnt do ne thing really. In gym, we've been having them sexual abuse people come in and stuff and it jus kinda makes me laugh at how pathetic people can sometimes be. I mean, dont get me wrong but like...you cant expect a fucking 15 year old guy to not say and do things wrong. Hell...you cant expect any guy...or even person for that matter not to fuck up and say dumb things. I'm not saying girls should be tramps or ne thing but god, people are pathetic.

well, I'm off to bed. tomorrow I'm going tanning in the am pry and then going to see shrek 2 with Josh. I really dont wanna see it but he does soo...I'll humor him. :p

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theres like 9 days and an hr left of school or something. holy shit, I cant believe it's really jus about over.

i think I should do alright with all my classes. I can get a 10% of my final and still pass with a 70 in earth and space...american cultures will be pretty easy I think...and so will my algebra final once I go over everything again. I cant wait for this summer...

yea, idk what else to write. soo yea

hey you, I hope to see you tomorrow nite.

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matt will be 19...idk why but for some reason I remember his birthday.

idk what else to write...so yea

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yesterday Jackie and I hung out at my brothers baseball game and we were playing basketball with these hott guys. lol, they were hott. well, the one was...hehe...and this bitch mom yelled at me. her daughter, who was like 3, was playing with Jackie and Me when we were hitting the volleyball around and then like, she started bawling bc I told her she couldnt have the ball bc we were sharing and her fucking mom comes over and was like giving me all this attitude, and if yano me at all...you know thats something I dont handle well. Well, I start giving her some attitude right back, and she tells me I need to grow up and stop bullying little girls. I was like, I believe you need to grow up. She was all like 'excuse me but I'm an adult' and I was jus like 'hah, coulda fooled me and started laughing' and shes like 'ooh you're soo lucky I'm an adult or I would come over there and slap you.' I was jus like 'bring it fatass' of course, she didnt. It was damn funny. Me and everyone on the bb court was jus laughing our fucking asses off. then the mom walked away and was like, 'you need to learn how to fucking share'...and as she walked away i threw the ball to Brad and was like 'looook, I'm sharing!' and the bitch was like 'shuuuut up.' It kinda reminded me of my lil 9 year old sister the way she said it. Some people needa grow up.

Today I went to my uncles and hung out with Manda and the rest of the family. I really miss hanging out with her but hey, what can yah do. Shes got her permit now sooo, she should be getting her license in like 6 months so I'll see more of her. Haha. Manda and I took on my Dad and Uncle Gary in volleyball...and lost. :-[ lol they both smoke like 4 packs of ciggerates a day and can still beat us. haha, its all good. I had alot of fun...and found two four leaf clovers.

when I got home I talked to Spaz. I havent talked to him in awhile. Haha and Chris was at Spaz's and i was watching him on the cam. God chris is madd fucking hott. He didnt have his shirt on and oooh yea...yano what I'm talking about. Lol hes 22 tho soo yea, I need to jus...grr;)

nite everyone

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