I crashed into it.

I'm not saying that I'm 'in love' with him and I'm not saying that I'm not. What I am saying is that I never expected this to happen. I expected this to be my summer of fun...and it has been. But, I never planned on liking any one guy. I never planned on liking someone so much that I can't control my actions and thoughts. *sigh* I guess I have to deal with it tho and see where life takes me. :)

Maybe the reason we hate each other is because we can't face the fact that we still care.

I jus thought that quote was fitting for someone. As if it matters but, it made me smile.

Of course, everything makes me smile. I'm so easily amused and easily pleased. I guess I'm content. Yes, content. I like the sound of that.

and I'll end on a good note.

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exactly a month ago.:( **sigh** i miss that boy

but ne ways, I miss Justin.

i cant get over how much I miss him and like him. stupid me. How did I let this happen?

who cares...ooh fuck it, I do. :)

haha, hopefully i get to see him soon bc I miss him like crazy.

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im working on it soooo, its not done yet...its still got a few errors..

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how to get your old passwords back. Who do I have to tlak to about that? Chelle mentioned my old nutang and I was looking at it and cant remember the passwords to my private entries and i wanted to look at them...sooo ne one got ne ideas? at all?

Look, I know you wanna chill wit a player
But all you got to do is keep it real wit a player
Just answer your phone whenever I call
Cause I'm riding on chrome whenever I ball
I like them short and tall but not too thick
I just walk in the spot and take my pick
And they wanna roll cause they like my style
And when I pop my collar I make them smile
I need a lady in the streets but a freak in the sheets
That know how to cook cause a nigga like to eat
Spaghetti, shrimp and steak and I'll adore you
I'll treat you like milk, I'll do nothing but spoil you

I love that song. it's great. haha...:D

Tony, it was great to see you yesterday and hang out. I love your family...haha and I'm glad things are cool again. I'm sorry we waisted most of this summer, but that's okay.

Joshy, yano you'll always be my boo...and I know that you'll eventually get over it and talk to me. but, I must say that when you're willing to talk, I'm not sure if I will be. Don't risk it...especially over this.

I MISS YOU JUSTIN!

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