today sucked...but atleast Tim was here today. :) he makes me laugh and he's so rational about things, altho he dissed on Matt for 20 mins straight, but he meant well. :) lol

today during earth and space, mr. brown did the dumbest thing. he was talking about miles and then his voice went all squeaky...like 10 mii[high pitched squeak]iiiiles...me and Tim laughed about it. Then he slammed his fist down on the table thingers and the projector died. it was hilarous...

cad is getting easier for me...I'm finally starting to understand it and Jacob and I work together on everything so its all good.

I miss Jamie...I wish he'd come to school so I could talk to him. I love that boy to death...

hehehe Leanne made me laugh so bad today. She told Tim to give me a kiss for my birthday and hes like 'where' and shes like 'on her lips' and hes like 'if you do it' and shes like 'i did the other day!!' and Tims like 'ooh? and I missed it?' and leanne like 'thats what you get for missing AMANDAS BIRTHDAY!!' -I got mad love for that girl. Her birthdays coming up! happy birthday dearie! :)

i guess i'm going skating tomorrow bc sara wants me to go and I really dont feel like hangin gout with Joshy so yea, skating tomorrow nite.

whatever, life sucks.

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TOOOO ME! :) TEE HEE, BIG BAD 15! :) Idk what else to say sooo...:) bye

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alot's gone on since I last updated...but I'm afraid I can't write about it in here. Thx Jen tho...for everything. I love you...you're the greatest.

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when nothing jus seems to be going right. I couldn't get my hair straight in the back, my hoodie was making it staticy, we had a different bus this morning and the seats were so bumpy that it skipped my cd player, Jen didn't come to school, I talk to Jamie and Tim in the morning, late getting to 1st peirod. That was jus about 2 and a half hrs. Class time, I hate it. I can't stay awake...earth and space sucks. My brain keeps drifting...Second peirod, auto cad. Took me like half the class to get one drawing done...but atleast I had Derek, Tyler, and Jacob to keep me alive and awake. haha, Going back down to the school I was walking with Tim and said soemthing aobut falling on the ice...and sure enough, I did. It was embarassing but, yano me. :) I'm not one to care...hahaha, I just laughed it off.

Then comes the sad time...me and Jamie kinda figured out what we wanted and as much as I know I have to let go of that boy, it hurt like hell. We decided we're better off friends for now...maybe we'll get back together in the future, maybe not. If we try things again tho, it's jus going to end up ruining our friendship to the point where we're like...me and Ryan are...and neither one of us want that. I love that boy tho, but sometimes...you jus gotta let go.

Things will be ok, I now know that. There's no sense in me worrying about who likes me and who doesn't, whose mad at me and who isn't, what I have and what I don't have...fuck it all, when I'm 18, I'm outta here. Do you think I'll ever come back to see ne of these assholes in Troy? Nope...once I'm gone, it's forever. I hate this area, these people, this bullshit...its all so dumb. WHY THE FUCK CANT EVERYONE JUST GROW UP AND STOP WORRYING ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE'S LIFE. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you...

and to the few, I love you...

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to all those mother fucking people who were once a part of my life, and no longer are. What I did then, and what I do now...are both my business. Don't fucking talk shit about me because that shows that you obviously aren't mature enough to get over whatever the hell happened between us. Grow the fuck up and don't worry about what I do...it's my life, I'm going to fuck it up however the hell I want to...and I won't worry about yers along the way. _{FUCK EVERYONE...}

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in earth and space with the one and only...Shawn Wagner :-p hahaha god I love this kid!

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