Am I happy with who I've become? Yes, I honestly am. I am who I am and no one has the right to judge me or hate me. That's up to me and God to do...no one else. I wish people would just stop worrying about my actions, my thoughts, and my feelings and just let me do what I have to do. I'm 14...that's right, 14. I have the right to make dumb decisions that I'll later regret. I have the right to fuck over the people who mean the world to me...because I am young and I will find more people who mean the world to me in time.

So I've fucked over my best friend, she'll either get over it like I did, or she'll hate me. This will honestly show who she truely is. Is she about forgiveness bc people deserve a second chance, or about bitterness and anger. Time will tell. I love her tho.

To everyone else that I've ever hurt, I'm not sorry. Very few of you people mean anything to me and as wrong as that may sound, I don't care. I don't allow people to become close to me and I think that it's for the best. There are those few great people that mean the world to me...and they know who they are. To you people, I'm sorry for ever hurting you.

I wish I could be happy again...you were the only person who ever truely made me happy. I wish I could change things, I miss you.

I wish I knew where I started to go wrong...

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