can get boring. haha, yesterday Sara n I went to Justins basketball scrimmage and it lasted for liek 2 plus hours. my ass hurt soooo friggin bad after sittin there for that long. lol, i missed half the game bc Lisa would be talkin' to me...but that's okay. Justin did great. I love him...

then sara and i went back to his house and hung out there. haha, it took me forever to figure out how to turn on his ps2. god im so dumb. hehe.

then Justin came home. It was a little weird hangin' out at his house without him but that's okay. Justin and I didn't get to spend much time together but, I'll deal. we went to walmart then and it was soooo foggy. I thought we were goin to die it was friggin scarrrry!

anyways, I love him. BYEEE!

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yesterday, school was pretty boring. Except that we had our lockdown drill...which actually turned out to be them searching for drugs with dogs and everything. Of course, how was I supposed to know that? haha after we were in lock down for over an hr, I started freakin'. It was horibble. But a special thanks to Jeff and Chris for...putting up with me. =) Very special bondin moments, I tell yah what.

Johnny kept asking if Jeff and I were dating. Of course, we're not but...trying to tell that little boy we're not is imposibble. hes so friggin cute...haha

So we only had geometry class for about half an hr...and then we all got ducked down in the corner. I swear, Im clastapobric. I obviously didn't spell that right but that is totaly okay with me. =)

After being in lock down for about an hr and 20 mins, we were finally allowed to go. It was kinda amusing to see all the stoners...etc, all worried about whether they were busted. I'm not sure who was...hmmph. I suck

Creative writing wasn't too bad. We just started these projects...which, may I mention...mine is done. I finished it last nite. and its not due until Tuesday. Maybe I'm goin to stop procrastinating. That'd be good.

American Cultures was AWESOME! haha we were learnin about the hippie movement and stuff and Mr. Bowers was tellin us about how they used to smoke weed and I was like 'did you ever trrrry mr. bowers?' and he was like 'moviiiiing right along.' It's surprising, I actually like him now. Then we were listenin to music and I was like "May I have this dance?' and hes like 'Maybe later' and then we got him to admit that he smoked weed before.=) haha that class is always interesting now.

annnnd, lastly I had...? ummers, drivers ed. we took notes all effin peirod. that sucked but I learned alot. It made me sad bc it reminded me of something but yea, I deal.

Today, sara and I are goin to Justins basketball game.=) That should be...interesting. my babys gonnna kick butt!:) I love him....

anyways, I'm goin to go hit the showers and do the hair and makeup and stuff.

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heres what happened. I got there at about quater to ten. time was for 10. so i was there for like half an hr and seen sara got there. waited about another 45 mins before she got called my her lawyer type guy and then mine came. talked to her. then went into court. i sounded like such a fool with all my 'yes your honor, no your honor.' and i had gum in my mouth and the woman was like 'swallow your gum' and it was odd. but i got off pretty easy. i have to do 20 hrs of community service, cant go to the arnot mall with out an adult for the next 6 months, and as long as I dont get into any trouble for the next 6 months, it'll be erased off my record. =) so I jus gotta write my letter of apology and do my community service and I am done! =) I have until Jan 31 to get it done so plenty of time. I'm going to try and get it done before christmas tho. my only worry is staying out of trouble. But I gotta.

went to school. that was uneventful. my bus driver cant freakin drive for shit. and she made us all be quiet. i hate her...

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today was uneventful for the most part. had our '5 senses' party in creative writing. have court tomorrow, its pry goin to be adjourned. i wish i could jus get it over with. well...thas all to write on.

Josh, I'm sorry.

thats it.

bye

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saw shawny for the first time in like a week. I was seriously worried about that kid. He's sucha dork tho...I love it. but yea I saw he had like...almost a full friggin beard. i was like OMG. we talked for a bit...

other then that, nothing really happened. got my letter of refrence from mrs. hutter. jus gotta pick mine up from abreau tomorrow mornin and get a copy of my latest report card and I'm good to go thursday. I am kinda nervous about that but I'll deal.

I jus got off the phone with Justin. I love him so much. It's odd, I have been in alot better of a mood lately. yea but...sometimes I get really..:/ about things.

but, I need a hair cut. REALLY BAD. my ends are so split. im scared to even blowdry it for fear of making it worse.

I was readin thru my nutang entries from last year...yes, I have had this for over a year. =) but yea I was reading thru it and realized that tomorrow matt and I would have been together a year...if we'd stayed together. of course, I have no regrets or second thoughts about us breakin' up because it's what I wanted. and now, i have what I truly want. I love you!

goodnite everyone. I hope everyone has happy dreams...

oooh one last thing, I was thinkin' about someone today and I realized that i miss her so much. it upsets me so freakin much bc I don't even understand why her and I arent on talkin' terms. but yea, that's life.

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