in along ass time...without hurting. I realized the advantages of being single and shyt. I wish Matt woulda gone tho. :( ::sigh:: that's okie tho. it was awesome...and we won. I owe yah now.

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Just sitting here in good ol beg word processing...sooo bored. I wrote to Allie...gotta give it to Lori to send to her...or something.

Wee, going downtown after school and then to the old shoe game. I told kristy to call Matt and tell him to goo...cuz I miss him sooo much. I haven't been downtown in along ass time...lol, then after the game...I'm pry going to go chill with Morgan and maybe Shelly? Wees

I love Gavin. He's sucha great guy. Ughies, it's not fair...

Rob shaved his mustache! WOOO I didn't think he'd actually listen to me...

::sigh:: 4 days, I hate you.

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Wow, today was boring...but, beg word always brings laughs... haha today, I told Jacob not to leave me cuz I didn't wanna sit by myself and he's like, 'You're not alone, you have your one eyed smilie.' It was pretty funny, and then he was like, "and you never have to worry about it frowning..." hah, I couldn't stop laughing. lol, and then...I was walking...funny, and Mr. Pick looked at me and was like, "are you ok?" and if you had seen teh way I was walking, yah pry woulda asked the same thing...but I discovered it takes 12 steps to get from my computer in beg word to the printer. Weee

During directed, I told Rob he should shave his mustache, hmmers...I wonder if he will. :)

That Chirs Becker on the bus...haha, him n I get so bored we actually talk to each other. lol, he told me he'd pay me 100$'s to take off all my clothes. lol, it was funnny.

Welpers, I hope Morgan gets on soon so I can figure shyt out for tomorrow...blah.

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I really miss Matt. I just, thought about him one day and couldn't stop. Maybe I'll get the guts up to call him, who knows. I miss him. I haven't seen him in forever tho.

Today was a horibble day. I have no idea why but, everyone bothered me. I've turned into sucha bytch. It's amazing what a guy will do to you. Someday tho, I'm going to be happy again...I was almost there. ::sigh:: it hurts for me to say this, but I kinda can't wait till he leaves. Then, I won't have to see how quickly he's moved on and how much he doesn't care. I'm going to miss him family tho...he's so frigging lucky to have such great parents.

Blah, I hate ait. Can't wait till you move. ::sigh::

I hate it when a girl begs a guy to stay with her. That's so damn pathetic and so...undifnifying. You can tell a guy how much yah care about him but if he says it's over...then get the hell over it. Don't beg. GOD!

~*DiRtY LooKz, UgLy StArEz? dA FuNny ParT is...I dOn'T cArE!*~

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School gets worse and worse and worse. Harder and harder...and I hate it. I used to be able to breeze thru beg word without having to listen, now...I gotta read and pay attention. It's hard. Aww, today Jen n I were talking about something and Rob came over and we stopped talking and I think we made him think we were talking about him. Hah, he's kewl tho. I totally dig the long hair thing.

Damnit, Jamie wasn't here today. That toally ruined my day, seirously.

I love my Jenny Lou, she's sucha great friend. Someday, her n me are going to get the hell outta this area...and I can't wait.

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something I can finally write about and not care who sees. Ryan and I are done...forever. I'm tired of waiting...but I am never ever getting involved with another guy. There's only one guy out there that I like half as much as I do Ryan, and I can't date him. I just can't. ::Sigh:: he makes me feel wonderful tho. Other then that, I don't want another guy to touch me or hit on me or look at me. I don't wanna hurt...I don't wanna be touched. I don't wanna be known as a slut. I wanna be me...simple me. I hate this world...

but, I love my girlies!

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