1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? - really loved someone

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? - yes...my last years resolution was to love like I'd never been hurt before and I'm doing that now. =) ...as for this upcoming year, yes I have a few resolutions but i have doubts

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? - well sara's sister, Carrie had her baby. Her name is Nevaeh...which is Heaven spelled backwards. How pretty.

4. Did anyone close to you die? - Jus my gramma but we werent too close

5. What countries did you visit? - hah...none

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? - my license! hell yes baby!

7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
8-7-04...Justin and I hooked up...and other thigns happened. and 7-8-04...cuz I did something I pry shouldn't have done. October 22...the day I learned the difference between a nigger and a black person. yea yea

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? - This sounds corny but...I just had an all around good year and thats an achievement in itself.

9. What was your biggest failure? - don't really have one I guess. Other then not having enough self-control...thats my failure? idk

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? - not really. except getting bit by a friggin retarded girl who need her teeth knocked out. yea yea. but other then that, that was the only time i had to go to teh hospital or ne thing.

11. What was the best thing you bought? - I don't really know

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? - tell me what this means...please...anyone!

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? - occassionally...Kyms has and also Tia kinda bums me out when we talk.

14. Where did most of your money go? - clothes...

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? - alot of things...

16. What song will always remind you of 2004? any song by toby keith or tim mcgraw

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? Happier
b) thinner or fatter? same?
c) richer or poorer? richer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? - studying

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? - chasing randon guys

20. How did you spend Christmas? - at home with my family and Justin stopped by! =)

21. Did you fall in love in 2004? - i most certainly did

22. How many one-night stands? - idddk

23. What was your favorite TV program? - seventh heaven or vivalabam! =)

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? - nope, im jus angry about the way thigns turned out

25. What was the best book you read? - i have noo idea...

26. What was your greatest musical discovery? - other then discovering I cant sing...

27. What did you want and get? - Mr. Justin Scott Mood. =) sounds so possesive but yea yea

28. What did you want and not get? - an expensive digital camera

29. What was your favorite film of this year? - Meet the Fockers, Elf, and White Chicks

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? My last birthday, I umm...didn't do ne thing except go to school bc some bad shit was happening at that time. I was 15.

31.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? - Having a great boyfriend and hanging out at Kym's.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? - i dunno. I guess me? :p

33. What kept you sane? - going to Justins or Kyms

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? - Usherrr ooh baby! ;)

35. What political issue stirred you the most? - none reallly

36. Who did you miss? - Allie

37. Who was the best new person you met? - Justin

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: Competition is bad. Really...it is.

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mine was pretty good. Justin came up for the weekend. I fell asleep at like 11:30 and Justin woke me up at like 11:55 soo we could...idk at teh new years. haha...I dont get the channel to watch the ball drop. Damn direct TV >:O but I got a shot of yukon jack and it was good. Justin hates that stuff. hes such a winer sometimes. then I had a little champagne and stayed up till two with Justin. I went to bed and then he played XBOX im thinkin till like 3ish.

Saturday I woke up about 8:30ish and did some more on my health project and then I heard Justin so I went out and I made some breakfast and then got a shower. we took teh christmas tree down. it had needles fallin out all over. I dont think my dad was very happy that Justin spent the nite but ahh well.

and then we went outside cuz it was soo beautiful out for January 1. then everyone was whiny and yea yea so we came inside and im not sure what we did. Maybe watch a movie? yea yea. we hung out all nite and stayed up till 5ish...today and watched the mexican or something like that and a bronx tale. I love that movie. we didnt finish it but I've seen it like 100 times.

then I went to bed...and sam woke me up and was like gettt up Justin has to leave in an hr! i was like uhhh...hes lucky I love him

now my back hurts

and I have to do my health and american cultures project STILL! auurgh

bye

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happy new years eve everyone. Justins comin up and stayin the nite soo mine should be...better then it has been. haha...mann, i love him

ummers, since the last update..Kym came up and stayed here for a few nites. we had fun. talked alot...

ummers, I went to work today and then went to the mall.

thas about all really...

ooh I saw Jen at the mall today. She was with her boo...Chris. He seems nice enough. lol...

welll yes, thats it for real this time

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so yesterday...Justin came over. My parents weren't here soo we jus chilled around and stuff. It was fun. I love you Poookie! then my parents got home, we watched survivin christmas and another movie but I dont remember the name.

then Kym called. We had plans sooo I went up there. Justin was still here when I left but he knew I had plans soo he dealt. Plus, he likes playing with dumb cars with my brothers. lol isn't that horibble? I love him jus the same.

so I went to Kyms and Ruth was there adn we chilled. Then I called Bryan and him and Brandon asked Kym and me if we wanted to go the movies so we went and watched 'Meet the Fockers' lmao, greatest movie ever. and Brandon and Bryan...daaamn is all I gotta say about dem boys. they is fine! lol...we got home about 1 in the morning. We had fun. haha...mannn...they're HOTT as helll! :)

buuut, yea then we got home and Kym and I jus chilled till about 3 and talked and stuff...

awoke at about 9:30...i downloaded a new ringtone for the cellie and then woke Kym up. I kinda did it on purpose. lol and when she rolled over, I started talkin to her. lol...

then 10 I jumped in the shower and then she did...after me, and then we did our hair and makeup and headed to ice skating. Not before calling Bryan who didnt have a ride or something. I dunno.

Sooo we're driving down the road, and my cell rings. I answer it, its my boy. he decided to go ice skating. yayyy...except, Dustin was goin to be there. GREEEAT. hahaha I felt bad but whatever. Dustin was rude to me. I really didn't apprciate it. Justin is never rude to me like that...so it was def. like...fuck off. I got better bitch. I was skating with Dustin when Justin got there. YESS confusin, I know!

soo we skated for a bit. Then, Kym hurt her knee so we bounced on outta there. We went back to Kyms...but first mcdonalds. lol...we got these water bottled and we filled 'em all up. it was actually pretty funny. then we ate and went back to kyms. then we ordered pizza and breadsticks adn walked down to pizza hut and got 'em. and then we were walkin by pudgies and decided to drop in there and get some wings. haha, I musta spent like 20 dollars plus on food today. I bought...for everyone. Yesss I am friggin nice! haha so we get back to kyms and eat and stuff and my phone rings.

It's Justins mom. She was flippin on me and then asked me to put Justin on sooo I did and she was jus...omg. flippin. I wanted to kill her. soo he had to leave so we walked with him down to wise to meet ms. bitch lol. as soon as we turned around to walk away, I started crying. I hate when his parents are mean to him. That boy is seriously the most well behaved/mannered guy I've ever met and his parents don't seem to think thats good enough. fuck that, I love him.

soo then Kym, Ruth and I jus chilled for teh rest of teh nite...and Kyms touch lamp...OMG! it jus kept going from off, to dim, to lighter, to bright and yano what Im saying? it was sooo scary and this one hanger in her closest kept moving. we were screaming our asses off. it was verrry scary. I wanted to cry.

then, Kyms padre got home and we came up here.

great, eh?

i'm sure I left something out...

im sure it wasn't this tho...

but I love you Pookie!

and of course, my babbbby girl Kym! :) even tho shes cranky. she'd better get more sleep tonite or i'll bust a cap in her ass.

ASS HOOOOOOLE! <----Meet the Fockers. lmao...GREEEAT MOVIE! Go see it, jus go durin the matane bc then you dotn gotta friggin pay 8.25 to see it! lol..

welll anyways...bye now

oooh...i miss you cheesebutt! hope your vacations going goooood!

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...well this mornin, I was awoken at an early time...by the telephone ringing. Now, tell me whats not to understand about that. It's rude to call that early. Jeez. But at first, I thought there was school. I was like fuck. cuz my parents werent home. but then I remembered, we have this Christmas break thing? Lol...okay I really know what it is. I'm indeed grateful we have it too.

Welll, I'll tell you about my yesterday. Justin and I went to the mall. We also exchanged gifts and stuff. I wish I woulda waited now and got him something but ahhh well. My boots were killin my feet after walkin around the mall for like 2 hrs. I was practically in tears. then we went back to Justins grammas and chilled. haha we were goofin around. Of course, we normally do sooo...

thas about it. Nothing more to say. Except I love you Pook!

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I mean...for me it does. It reminds me of Allie and Ash. The day after Christmas, allie, ash, and i would go shoppin together and we always had fun and I was never bored and alone. Last christmas, it sucked ass. But, I was too distracted by my anger at certain people for fucking me over good. hah, but thats besides the point. This Christmas, I'm happy. My home life isn't nearly as bad as it was last year, and I have a wonderful boyfriend. Sooo, I realize how lonely I am. haha...soo my day kinda sucked...

then Justin showed up. It made my day. I love him. We jus sat around and watched tv and talked. He wasnt there long but, thats okay. and we ate dinner. I dont really like Christmas dinner. Or thanksgiving dinner for that matter. Easter either now that i think of it. Like, I like turkey or ham but, I never like the peas, yams or sweet potatoes or w/e they're called, stuffin...and that shit. I wish we'd have like...spaghatti. Or something really pastaaay...jus not lasagna. too much cheese, makes me wanna barf. but thas not the point. the point is, I ate ham and applesauce. it was okay I guess. I was going to have turkey but Justin had the last of the sliced white turkey meat. I dont like the dark. yah never know what you're going to find in that shit.

My uncle Gary was there. he makes me laugh. He kept picking on Justin. haha

I didn't get much for Christmas but I guess I don't mind. I really wanted a digital camera...buttt my dad didnt get me one. He said I can get one with the money I got but blaaah, I don't really wanna.

I realize that I hate opening gifts. Like, when everyones staring at you. You know you wanna be happy and everything but you dont wanna seem to happy...so instead, my happiness always changed to...disinterest without me realizing it adn then the gift-givee is kinda upset you didn't like the gift. Or else, you get a horibble gift and you were really hoping it was something else so you're let down.

welll, I dunno what else to write. soo yea.

Plans for the remainder of vacation is as follows:
Sunday - Justins
Monday - Health Project
Tuesday - Kyms I think? and maybe ice skating tuesday nite
Wednesday - Maybe Cornz and I will work on our history project.
Thursday - Sunday = to be decided. I know Dustin wants me to come over sometime to play drums and jus chill so maybe? I dunno yet. Joshy also wantsa chill and so does Tia so maybe I'll make a day of that. Gotta go shopping sometime also. Somewhere in there, finish my health project and hopefully my American Cultures

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