haha so...today during american cultures, we were watching this movie and the girl goes 'I wish geomatry was as easy as spanish...' adn this other chick was like 'say something to me in geomatry' and the girls like 'pi r squared' and the other girl was like, 'thats silly, everyone knows pie r round.' it was sooooooooo funny. I almost peed myself laughin about it. I was like 'hahahahahaha'

well anyways, we changed classes today. I still have geomatry first, had a quiz there. it was pretty easy. then i have creative writing. that teahcer is jus so loony. the only people i like/know in it is miranda and shawn bement. its gonna be a long quater im thinkin? then american cultures, already told about that. last, I have drivers ed. that class is gonna be long and rpy hard but, diane sits behind me so thas good. we were laughin our asses off today. I love that girl...

Justin got online today and was like all bitchy with me about something. It made me angry but he finally got the hint to drop it and it made me verrry happpy. I love him, for some reason...I can never be angry with him. Its crazy...

well, yea

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I never know what to put the topic as...but heres an update of my last two days. Yesterday...school, sucked...but, I got home and Justin asked me if I wanted to go to the mall with him. I love him =) This woman asked me if I was married. lol it was...crazy. Did I mention that I love Justin?:)

today was okay. Actually it was pretty decent. It was my cheesebutts birthday. I love her, shes 16 now. Big bad 16. Hmm, its also Ash's birthday. Well, umm woulda been 19? Jeez...sucks...

end of the first quater. :( sucky

but im done writing...

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in ceramics class. Im supposed to be doing a report buuut, its already done sooo yea. Im jus sitting here with Kristy. Last nite was weird. I got in a fight with Tia. She made me angry. And then she had the audacity to talk to my boyfriend about what my problem is. As if I have one. Maybe I jus dont wanna talk about things with her. Maybe stuff thas happened in the past is really none of her business. Maybe I don't think I need to talk about every little thing.

well, I love Justin. =) and thas about all else I have to talk about. People seem to think that its kewl to ruin there mouths about stuff that never happened. That I never said. Aurgh. >:O

well then durin gym...hmmm we were playin football and it was so muddy. I almost fell in the mud like 100 times. =) haha it sucked. I love gym class...too bad its almost over. Then...no more Dustin, Brock, Leanne, Diane, or Amy. =/ blaaah it sucks.

i havent written matt back. I really need to. I feel horibble. hehe, hes so sweet.

ahh well im gonna go. this is boring...and I need to study for my test.

I love love love you Justin. Almost 3 months. =)

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can’t sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don’t come out right

You don?t know what it?s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

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i spent yesterday with Justin. I love him so freakin' much. We carved a punkin and jus hung out. It was crazy. I was in such an odd mood. It was good tho. Justin was so serious about carving our punkin. I was like ahh hahahaha look at what i did and hes all like 'dont look at what im doing, its a surprise...' i was like haha, but Justins face turned out great and then I tried writing J + A and it ended up J + M. Ahh well. then i tried makin hearts and they looked dumb too. mr. perfect fixed 'em tho. then he carved 'I <3 U' It was cute. :) I love him...but i gtg get around for school.

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_______Your Life_______
[x] they call me: Manda
[x] sex: female
[x] my first breath of air: 02-24-89
[x] occupation: student
[x] siblings: 2 brothers, 2 sisters

_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: hmm...ooh idk good times=)
[x] worst?: 8th grade...lot of bad shit happened that year
[x] first word uttered: noo idea
[x] first best friend ever!?: Hmm, Lindsey Shedden maybe?

_______Love?_______
[x] love is: great
[x] first love: idk anymore...pry Justin Mood =)
[x] love or lust?: LOVE
[x] best love song: still must say Back at One - Brian MnKnight
[x] when love hurts, you: cry...or run to Joshy...:/
[x] true or false: true
[x] is there such a thing as love @ first sight?: I dunno, not for me I guess. I cant love someone without knwoing them.
[x] first bf/gf?: Chris Becker in kindergarten...he broke my heart
[x] last?: hmm? before Justin? not really sure. it was summer time and that was free time...;) hmm, maybe...Jamie? How sad

_______Opposite Sex_______
[x] turn ons: piercings, Justin, and Justin =) and piercings.
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: not really but it does when I wanna chill with him and cant...
[x] what kinda hair style?: I like longer hair on guys...but, Justins is great. :) He looks so fresh and clean cut when he gets his hair cut...ahh man
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: care about you?
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: elmira? school?
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: haha yea but i never call, its jus funny to see reactions
[x] have you ever asked a guy out?: not really...I dont think so.

_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: neither
[x] short or long hair: i wish mine was long
[x] sunshine or rain: sunshine!
[x] moon or sun: sun
[x] hugs or kisses: hugs
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x] summer or winter: Summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: letters
[x] playstation or nintendo: nintendo, the older games are BETTER
[x] car or motorcycle: motorcycle!
[x] house party or club: never really been to a club...haha so i guess i'd hae to say partaaay
[x] sing or dance: SING!
[x] freak or slow dance: lol freak when I'm alone...haha slow if people are around. I get shhhy:[
[x] vanilla or chocolate?: vanilla

_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today? not so good, I have cramps
[x] what pants are you wearing right now? Tonys plaid pajama pants...ahh good times=)
[x] What shirt are you wearing right now? white tank top
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment? pulled back in a hair clip
[x] what song are you listening to right now? Leanne Rimes - Life goes on
[x] how is the weather right now? kinda cold
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? my boyfriend!
[x] last dream you can remember? ummers, last nite. i've been dreamin alot lately. It had me adn Justin in it...and...well it can stop there
[x] who are you talking to right now? Amanda. lmao, that girls great
[x] what time is it? 11:19 pm

_______More About YOU!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number? 6779
[x] if you were a crayon, what color would you be? white so that no one could use me
[x] have you ever almost died? yes, Justin saved my life tho. Seriosuly. We were up...somewhere at his family reunion and we went up to the falls and the water was running really rapidly and I slipped and Justin grabbed a hold of me and pulled me back up. If it werent' for him, I pry woulda gotten seriously hurt if not killed that day. Isn't he great? =)
[x] what's the next CD you are going to buy? i dont ever really buy cds
[x] what's the best advice ever given to you? When Justin cheated on me, I was talkin to Joshy about it and he told me that if I loved Justin, I'd listen and see what he had to say about it and give it time and see how things were gonna be before I up and dumped him. I was so close to it but I jus, hung in there and I thank Joshy all the time for it.
[x] have you ever won any special award? not real special, the dumb ones you recieve ins chool and stuff
[x] what's the stupidest thing you have ever done? played so many games with a certain guy. I mean, I don't want him or anything but I really wish I hadn't played so many games about everything.
[x] how many kids do you want to have? I honestly don't think I want kids, but maybe my feelings will change as I'm older.
[x] shampoo? Triple Moisture...its like 6 dollars for a bottle. its crazy.
[x] what are you most scared of? being alone, dying, disapointing certain people, and most of all...hurtin Justin
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house? 3
[x] do you have your own TV? nope...dont want tv much
[x] how many computers do you have in your house? 5 that are hooked up and running, plus 2 labtops
[x] do you have your own computer? sure as hell do
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? nope
[x] who do you dream about? mostly Justin...occassionaly someone else
[x] who do you tell your dreams to? no one. I don't like people knowin what I think about at night
[x] who's the loudest friend you have? I'd have to go with Kristy or Cornz...us 3 together are crazy =)
[x] who's the quietest friend? good question? hmm, I dont know. Anfers maybe? hehe...
[x] Is cheerleading a sport? fuck no
[x] one word that describes you? ...crazy. you know baby ;)

Age of first kiss:
real kiss? 11
Number of people you've kissed: hollld on. about 16?
French kissing is: good with Justin. =)
The worst kind of kiss is: when your teeth knock or something. ahh lol
The best kisser you know: my boyfriend of course. :)
The worst kisser you know: I'd have to say Jamie. Yuck, kissin him is like kissin a freakin tin of chew. plus, he doesnt ahve a clue what hes doing
Do you kiss on the first date? I guess?
Eyes open or closed? usually open bc it drives Justin insane.
Average number of kisses you get a day: Well, I get like 5000 like once a week, so divide that by seven. thas an average. haha
Ever kissed a friend's boyfriend or girlfriend? Yes, as a matter of fact I have...and I enjoyed it
The last person you kissed: Justin
Best place to be kissed: depends on the circumstances...I love being kissed around my ears on my neck...wow;)
Have you kissed someone of the same sex? yupppers i sure have...not like made out tho.
What about the opposite sex? i hope so
Do you consider kissing cheating? hell yes, if it's something that you wouldn't do with someone of the same sex then yes...its cheatin.
The longest you've gone without a kiss: maybe a month?
The kiss you regret most is: no regrets
Kissing in public is: =) aww
Tongue rings are: I want one so bad but Justins sayin nooo =(
Two girls kissing is: a little odd?
Two guys kissing is: definitely something I'd stare at.
-- Eye Color: Brown
-- Hair Color: Brown
-- Height: 5'2
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Pisces
-- Your Heritage: Italian and German
-- The Shoes You Wore Today: my american eagle boots
-- Your Weakness: Justin...
-- Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni and lotsa cheese
-- Goal You'd Like To Achieve: dying happy

LAYER THREE:
-- Your Most Overused Phrase On AIM: haha
-- Your Thoughts First Waking Up: god do i have enough time to blow dry my hair?
-- Your Bedtime: dont really have one but try to get to bed by 11
-- Your Most Missed Memory: this past summer...good times. or 8th grade...jus miss things. but, I love my boy!

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: i hardly ever drink it, it rots your teeth
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds but only bc my girlies ruth and kym work there
-- Single or Group Dates: dont matter.
-- Adidas or Nike: not really either. much more of an etnies sneaker girl
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i dont like tea
-- Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoking: tried it alot, usually end up coughin alot and it doesnt do ne thing for me
-- Cuss: tryin to quit, its ugly
-- Sing: im bad at it...but I love it
-- Take A Shower Everyday: usually
-- Have A Crush: not really...a crush is someone you like but cant have or something, i got what I want
-- Do You Think You've Been In Love: yes, right now and maybe..MAYBE once before
-- Want To Go To College: yesss
-- Like(d) High School: hate it. troy sucks
-- Want To Get Married: yes, eventually
-- Believe In Yourself: I'm confident about alot of things
-- Get Motion Sickness: not really
-- Think You're Attractive: nope
-- Think You're A Health Freak: not really
-- Get Along With Your Parent(s): a little
-- Like Thunderstorms: they turn me on :/
-- Play An Instrument: no. wish I could play guitar or drums tho

LAYER SIX:
In The Past Month...
-- Drank Alcohol: yeap
-- Smoked: yes
-- Done a drug: no
-- Had Sex: no comment
-- Made Out: maybe
-- Gone To The Mall?: yuppes
-- Eaten An Entire Box Of Oreos? no
-- Eaten Sushi: nope
-- Been On Stage: nope
-- Been Dumped: nope
-- Gone Skating: ice skating with the joshy boy
-- Made Homemade Cookies: :[ no
-- Gone SkinnyDipping: nope
-- Dyed Your Hair: no
-- Stolen Anything: i dont think so...well, a milk at lunch

LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
-- Played A Game That Required Removal Of Clothing: cant say I ahve
-- If So, Was It Mixed Company: --
-- Been Trashed Or Extremely Intoxicated: haha yesss
-- Been Caught "Doing Something": not...walked in on. caught later, yes
-- Shoplifted: ahh yes
-- Changed Who You Were To Fit In: not really, i am a little weird...deal

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age You Hope To Be Married: 50. Right Anfers? ;) :)
-- Numbers And Names Of Children: really aint too interested in having kids at my age
-- Describe Your Dream Wedding: not worried about it yet
-- How Do You Want To Die: some memorable way. suicide maybe? thas deep. Or being shot. real quick. dont wanna feel pain, dont want no flashbacks
-- Where You Want To Go To College: NYU
-- What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up: layer, or maybe some thing with writing. not sure anymore
-- What Country Would You Most Like To Visit: not sure...

LAYER NINE:
In A Guy...
-- Best Eye Color? bluish green...like Justins
-- best hair color? depends on the guy
-- short or long hair: idk, has to be hair tho.
-- height: taller then I.
-- best weight: ooh...idk, cant be a real skinny guy. gotta have some muscles;)
-- best articles of clothing: umm, I dunno
-- best first date location: bed...naah
-- best first kiss location: where-ever it happens to be

LAYER TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: none really. smoked pot before? oooh i'm bad. taken pills that werent precribed to me but, my parents gave 'em to me so how bad could they be? :p
-- # of people I could trust with my life: Erika and Justin - 2
-- # of CDs that I own: bout none
-- # of piercings: 5 in one ear and my industrial, 7 in the other, 2 in the belly button and the nose.
-- # of tattoos: none
-- # of scars on my body: never counted but theres quite a few
-- # of things in my past that I regret: none. -no regrets- theres things i wish happened differently but everythings turned out fine in the end

LAYER ELEVEN:
--Are you shy: not much
--Name the worst thing you have ever done: I once cheated on a guy, felt horibble.
--What is one thing you wish you could do: sing
--Favorite Color: pink right now

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hmm nothing to exciting happened. made up some work in geomatry and got myself all caught up on that. didn't do too bad, got 100 on 2 quizzes so tha was good. We have a test on Monday but most of the stuff is pretty easy so that's good.

second peirod? ceramics. oooh man, that class was great. I had really bad cramps and Mr. S was taking our pots and stuff out of the kill[is that what its called?] and i laid down on the table, un zipped my pants and put my hot mug on my crampy spot. it was mad funny. robert said if you rub the small of your back, it'll stop hurtin so bad and it actually did. i also worked on my box today. it might turn out not so bad after all. I had Mr. S put Manda -n- Justin on it. =) bc i love him. him as in Justin. and then Erika went and got my pajama pants for me and i went into mr. s's closet and changed and woowies i was soo scared he was gonna come in. i would have been like...umm hiii:[

after that class, Kayla gave me 2 midol i think. they helped me a little but I was still in some pain. then american cultures. that class isnt so bad anymore now that I don't completely HATE him. He's actually...growing on me. Nothin exciting happened then.

Then lunch. omg robert and jacob were trying to budge us in line and i freaked. i was like 'god I have my peirod and i have the WORST cramps i have ever had in my entire life and you're trying to budge in front of me.' it was crazy. I was kinda loud:[ Jacob was like umm okay.

directed. nothing exciting happened really. oooh Leanne and I talked. I love that girl...even tho I know shes gonna go back to Ryan. but thas okay. Also, took a quiz for geomatry, ANOTHER 100! I might actually pass that class after all.

gym? walked down to alparon. me and heather laid on the table and talked for awhile and then Dane came over and Brock. I love those guys. Dane's jus crazy. He kept askin me what girl i'd have a 3-some with. haha I dont really think mucha bout that stuff but yea. then freakin Fred climbed the tree. He was WAAAY up there. I thought we were gonna have to call the fire people to come get him down. he was a good hundred feet? ooh i dunno, im not good with measurements. and people kept offering him money to jump and stuff. and then omg, freaking Matt May clims up the first branch, about 1/20th of the height fred was up and hes like all being a pussy. hes like ahh someone help. Devon had to help him. Omg and then Dustin threw the football at Gary and it hit him hard in the ear. I thought he was gonna cry. and then I got cold and Devon finally gave me his hoodie. I love that kid. He makes me laugh...hmm, what else? ooh on the bus, I kept signing really loud and i didnt realize it at first and Chelsea turns around and tells me to shut up. :[

Wow, leasha and julie were behind us and leasha was asking if her sister was on the bus and i couldnt read her lips and shes like stickin her head out the window yellin and stuff. it was sooo funny. me and the other aleasha were like WTF? and then she wrote it down and Julie was like right on the bus. i was like omg. haha but i finally understand.

Lastly, I came home. To nothing to do, but I guess i'll deal because it's life. I dont really feel like doing anything.

except Justin. ;)

haha...shut up PERVERT.

I love you Justin

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