there's exactly 6 month until my 16th birthday. hoooray. I cant wait until I can drive...

anyways, im going to bed because im tired

I love yah and miss yah Justin. =)

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got another pair of shoes and a pair of jeans and some other stuff. I got almost everything I need for school except maybe a few hoodies and maybe another pair of jeans...but I got enough skirts and shirts and stuff. :)

i dunno what else to write sooo...yea

I love you Justin.

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sooo today I get up at 10...actually, Justin called me and woke me up. ahhh it should be a sin to wake someone up...haha but i had to get up ne ways because tia was picking me up at 11ish. We went up to her apartment and got everything set up for Tonys leaving party. sigh, we all havent hung out together at all this summer and it takes Tony going back to NC for us to all hang out. that bums me the fuuuuck out. We all got a little tipsy...haha all of us except uhh...Chris. It was the funniest fucking thing. after everyone had been drinking, hes like 'why am I the designated driver if my license is suspended?' omg i coulda died laughing right there.

i got tias scanner working and got some of my pics scanned...finally. her scanner doesnt work very well tho but its all good. my new pics can be found here. I'll get my pics of everyone next time I go up there because i didnt have enough time to upload 'em all.she has dialup...and she lives like...right in the middle of everything. ahhhh nuts

well phone...

later:

I got all my sims games installed. I gotta get ummers unleashed and vacation and then I got all of 'em that I want at the moment.=)

when I got home, my brother told me that my mom wanted me to go down and check the pipe thingers soo I went to do that and...hahaha and Sammy went with me and she got on and I started the 4-wheeler and she musta got off and I didnt know it and I drove away without her. it was soo funny...she was like chasing me across the yard...

well, tomorrow hopefully I'm finishing up my school shopping and then all I gotta do it get my hair cut. I always hate getting my hair cut tho...it scares me. I don't want short hair ever ever ever again...unless its like guy short...that would be awesome.

tony and I made another bet. If I win this one, I'm gonna be 100 dollars richer.o) tonys actually good for it too. At the begining of the summer he bet me I would have a boyfriend by the end of July at the latest...haha, and I won. =) 50 dollars there!:) wooohooo...once I made a 10 dollar bet with him and he won...haha.

Justin called me at like 11:20. It was odd because I had a feeling the phone was gonna ring and then wam...it did. I talked to his friend Scott more then I did him.=( bummed me right the hell out. hopefully I'm gonna go see him Monday because I love him soo very much.:)

well, goodnite nutang.:)

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sometimes I get bored..and I found this on mariaxrated's page and decided to do it..

HAVE YOU EVER .. ?
[x] been drunk.
[x] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[ ] kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] been to japan.
[] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[x] had sex.
[ ] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
[ ] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[x] made out with a stranger.
[ ] stole something from your job.
[] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[x] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[ ] dropped x -wtfs x? i guess not..
[x] cheated on a bf/gf.
[ ] been cheated on.
[ ] had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had a quinceaera.
[X] had a car.
[x] drove.
[X] cut myself on purpose
[ ] seen someone die
[ ] been to africa
[ ] driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival
[X] been to canada
[ ] been to mexico
[ ] seen the rocky horror picture show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[x] purposely set a part of yourself on fire
[ ] eaten sushi
[X] been snowboarding
[X] met someone in person from the internet.
[X] had feelings for someone you knew only online
[ ] had plastic surgery
[ ] been in an abusive relationship
[ ] gone to college
[ ] graduated college
[ ] tried killing yourself
[x] thought about trying to kill yourself
[x] taken painkillers tylenol?

ARE YOU .. ?
[ ] ugly.
[] pretty.
[x] ok.
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[X] short.
[ ] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[ ] sick.
[ ] a virgin.
[ ] lazy.
[ ] single.
[X] taken.
[ ] looking.
[X] not looking.
[x] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[X] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[X] annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[X] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[X] listening to music

DO YOU .. ?
[X] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[X] hate yourself.
[ ] think youre attractive.
[ ] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[ ] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[ ] listen to techno.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[x] paint your nails.
[ ] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] play an instrument.
[ ] have slippers.
[x] wear boxers.
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[ ] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[ ] have long hair.
[X] have short hair.
[ ] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.
[x] miss someone right now.

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I was on the phone alot today...crazy cuz I'm not on it that much. Justin called earlier today too but...uhh no one answered the phone bc they're assholes. that pissed me off...and I was gonna call back but he was on the cell phone and I feel dumb calling that for some reason...haha but I called Cameron and we talked. I love that boy to death. He has a great heart...and he means well. We talked about his summer and all the shit going on right now. Sigh...ooh damn. I wish Tia would get on so we could make plans for tomorrow.:)wee, might be the last time i get tipsy this summer.:( fuckers... i must go now and wait for someone to call me...hopefully.:) because I love him and miss him so much.

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