nothing new happens in my life ever, buuuut last nite I researched getting my tongue pierced and I sent my dad all the links and wrote him an e-mail telling him why I wanted it and everything. He told me he's 'contemplating' it. :) I hope he lets me! I really want it done, I don't even want the sides of my bellybutton done anymore if he lets me get my tongue done. Eeeekers, I'm sooo excited. I can't wait until Christmas! 25 Days

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and I realized that I've never been as happy in a relationship as I am now. I'm not really sure if I really love Matt, but that's because I'm not sure if I really loved any of the guys I date, but I know I want Matt around. I know I really like him, maybe too much. I'm really happy with him tho, and he makes everything ok. I don't see him very much, but that's ok. I don't want a relationship that I have to worry about all the time. I trust Matt not to fuck around on me. Maybe I shouldn't, but I do. He knows where I stand about cheating and if he knows what's good for him, he won't. He's so great...and I really like him! I've liked him for over two years and hopefully we make thing's work! ~November 16, 2003~

Well, anyways... today was interesting. There were like 10 hunters in my house today, I felt like the more I made more coffee, the quicker they drank it. I can't wait till opening day so everyones goooone for the day!

Hmm Lindz n Cornz ;) I love yah girls.

and to all you people who were/are talking shyt about me on schoolscum:
iF yOu PeOpLe tHiNk yoUr CoOL By SiMpLy TaLkIn ShYt...MaYbE yOu sHoULd sTiCk tO yA oTha JoB, n SuCk suM mOrE FUcKiN dIcK.

Jen, you're the best. We had a great talk yesterday. I'm glad we figured everything out.

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:) Wee, it's thanksgiving. I don't really understand the purpose of having this holiday, but ooh well. It's okie dokie. I miss my Matt. Hmm, Hopefully I'll see him this weekend but I don't think I will. Maybe something exciting will happen anywho. Me n Morgan might hang out, idk tho.

Uggggh, people are starting to piss me off. Writing shyt on schoolscum that isn't even true. UGGGGH.>:O

Well whatever, people are stupid and ignorant.

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I just talked to my Matt. He scares me. I told him Ryan's not worth starting shyt and getting his ass arrested, soo maybe he'll listen....maybe. I'm not liking what he told me tho. Oooh well, whatever happens, I'll love him and support him. I really really miss him. He's such an amazing guy. Ugggh, someone told him today that me and Jamie were fucking around. The only people I know that he talks to are Kristy and Jen...and they wouldn't say anything...or would they? My Kristy Bear wouldn't, I know she wouldn't. Jen wouldn't either cuz she knows how much I like Matt...sooo whhhhho? Hmm, doesn't matter cuz I didn't fuck around with Jamie at all today, or yesterday. Or Monday.

Blah, I hope I get to see Matt this weekend.

hmm, is that even normal? Everything I think of is about Matt? I think I have something wrong with me, eh? heh I love him!

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Hmm, I spilled coffee on me this morning, pissed me off. Then at lunch, Diane Baxter wantsa be a smart ass and fucking spit her salad all over me...hmm REAL FUCKING KEWL. If I felt like fighting today, I woulda knocked that girl on her ass...but I didn't wanna. BLAH...ugggh, then after directed, Ryan pushes me down the stairs and continues to fight with me. whata man, eh? heh, yeeea. Jen told Matt sooo he's pissed as hell. Eeekers, I miss that boy. Hopefully, I'll see him sometime over the weekend. I love yah babes!

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Cameron's sucha stud. his name is Sylvester Stalone [sp] I love h im. He's sexy. He told me he 's been trying to get someone to have sex with him for 10 years. He's only 16 now. lol, he's different. Someday, you silly boy. :)

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