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Manda103
Age. 35
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Italian/German
Location Gillett, PA
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Ashley Marie Randall
...November 3, 1985 ~ November 14, 2002...
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elmira
Wednesday. 6.30.04 3:09 pm
well sat nite i went to elmira and stayed with kym at her dads and it was sooo much fucking fun. I met this HOTT guy named Josh...he reminded me alot of Matt. He's 19, has a kid, always does the same lick lipping thing, and well, hes gorgous.:)...then I met Kevin, he was kewl. haha except he told me i had a black girls ass...yea...then Paulie...he was kewl. He's got a girl knocked up tho.
hahaha...and at the carnival...this fucking 31 yr old was hitting on me. I was like 'how old are you?' n hes like 'how old do you want me to be?' n i'm like 'uhh however old you are..' and he told me n I was like jesus ur about as old as my dad...even tho my dads like 8 yrs older but close a-fucking-nuff! yuck n then they saw us again and it was soo gross, I wanted to die.

last nite tho, was teh BEST! We saw Josh riding bike with a few guys n we yelled to 'em n then they stopped and we talked for a while n then we went over to that parking garage right off main street in Elmira and we walked up to like the 6th floor n then I got on Reds handle bars n Kym got on Josh's n we rode down the thingers and omg i was scareaming my ass off n they started racing and i was fucking scared as hell. Haha n then me n Red made out. I like him. Haha...too bad hes 20 but who cares, hes nice...and i didnt do ne thing. Haha he was awesome. I hate calling him Red tho. lol my dad used to call Ryan Red, how fucked up is that...

well, great times...hopefully I'll be spending alot of time in Elmira this summer:)

and Joshy...I'm sorry but we gotta talk.

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wow
Friday. 6.25.04 10:33 pm
Jen mentioned to me a pic that Kelly took of me, matt, justin, n jen...and omg...lol...i forgot all about that picture. wow, its amazing how much life changed. I remember Justin...aww the cutest kid. haha I remember at Dennys trailer when he threw a shoe and Kelly bitched at him...and how he used to always call me Matt's hott mama. lol...ooh damn. I cant believe one fucking person could change everything so much. Because of Matt, I have lost a few people I really care about. Number one being Jen. I was in the basement the other day and saw on the walls "Manda loves Matt" n "Jen loves Beaner" and wow...I cant believe that shit. We wrote that like...awhile ago. I think it was February 23, 2003. Haha...i remember bc it was right after I saw Matt and right before my birthday...when Jens parents kinda kicked her out of her house. lol...great times but ne ways...I cant believe how times have changed. now neither one of us thinks about Matt or Beaner...we hardly talk, we have hardly ne of the same interests...but...one thing will never change..n that's our never-ending love for each other. I really miss you Jen..I msis the way things used to be...but, thats okay.

ne ways, im going out for the nite with a very sexaaay guy so yea, maybe I'll write more then.

ooh btw - my dads making me go to a rattle snake hunt this weekend soo, wish me luck with that... - I hate snakes -

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jus thought i'd share
Friday. 6.25.04 12:24 am
that tonite i went riding and learned how to do a donut. my dad taught me, im so proud...even tho i flipped it the first time i tried but i got it now:)

goodnite:)

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jus venting - life
Thursday. 6.24.04 2:23 pm
I have been thinking a lot today and was trying to figure myself out...figure out who I am...if I'm happy with the way I've living my life and with the choices I've made and I just figured out that one the first steps towards happiness in life is to understand that it’s more then popularity, looks, or brains…but that it’s about having fun and being yourself. It’s about worrying about what you want and no one else. It’s about knowing when to be selfish and when to be selfless and most importantly, it’s about caring about the ones who care about you.

Sometimes tho, you care about someone and they don’t care about you. It’s your place to be strong enough to accept that and move on. “Fuck the people from your past, move on and dominate and let those fuckers who did you wrong burn in hell.” I read that here [I find this guys blog to have very interesting things on it...]and found it be one of the greatest statements ever said. I’m not saying not to care or worry about the people who have chosen to not be a part of your life, but I’m saying not to worry about what they’re saying or doing. They obviously think they’re better then you or else you fucked them over really bad, but either way…they chose for this to happen.

So when an important person from your past decides its time to end whatever relationship you had; smile and move on. Do not mourn the loss of a friend, because anybody who would end a relationship with you is not and apparently never was true to you. Life isn’t about having regrets and holding a grudge; that’s a miserable way to live. You need to learn to let go of the hurt you’re feeling towards whomever and make things right again. Life is short, be happy about today, hope for tomorrow, and say what’s really on your mind because tomorrow may never come.

I hate life

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tonite
Monday. 6.21.04 2:58 pm
im gonna go hang out with the crew...haha:) kinda nervous. tonys back nt hings are gonna be kinda tense.

ne ways...matt called yesterday. my dad was all like freaking out. hes like 'why is he calling here?' i was like idk i wasnt here to talk to him and hes like "WHY THE FUCK WOILD HE BE CALLING FROM ATLANTA GEORIA?!" and im like 'i dont know...how do you know?' and hes like i looked up the area code. hmm...physco i'm thinking...then hes like 'WHY did he call?!!" and im like "GOD I WASNT HERE TO TALK TO HIM SO I DONT FUCKING KNOW!" and then he grounded me or w/e...but, that aint gonna keep me home. :) haha cant wait till later guys~

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the mall n the hillclimb thing
Sunday. 6.20.04 4:28 pm
yesterday I went to the mall with Sara...today my dad and some of his friends all were supposed to go climb this steep hill with the 4-wheelers but some guy was down there. how disapointing. haha my uncle picked her up on the way and it was sooo funny bc sara didnt recogonize him or the van so she was all freaked out. lol...it was great:) july 11:-p cant wait to see it

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