Tuesday. 10.28.03 9:20 pm
Tuesday. 10.28.03 9:16 pm
Why the hell did I let this happen to me...again?
Monday. 10.27.03 9:56 pm
::Sigh:: I knew as I walked outta Spanish class last friday that this day was going to give me a reality check, little did I know what reality is...was. I knew it was going to happen, I could feel it...and then it did. Wow, those lips of yours... it's been weeks since I've felt them against mine...and I wasn't sure if I liked it anymore. Yea, I love kissing you...there's nothing more that I want in this world but to kiss you and never stop, but it didn't feel right. As your tongue slowly made it inside my mouth, I felt like you were pushing all those feelings for you that I was slowly getting rid of right back down my throat, but...that wasn't the worst part. You said those three words. There it was, I knew it. Why'd this have to be reality? Why couldn't you just never said anything to me? I really wish you hadn't because now, I wouldn't be dying inside as you break my heart...again. Why are we doing this? Follow your heart...it's never wrong. Granted, heartbreak usually comes with following your heart...but, those feelings...they're well worth the heartbreak.
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Monday. 10.27.03 6:08 pm
I'm so fed up with everything. You're sucha bytch sometimes. Granted, you're my best friend in the world, so I'm not understanding why yah gotta be like this. You know the way my dad is...god. Do you think I like having my dad not let me hang out with you? Hmm, no. Yea, you'd think that you'd understand seein how you're my best friend...but I guess that when you don't wanna understand something, you become ignorant about it.
Hmmers, Tony told me he found my hat in his car and brought it down to me. We talked. Who knows what's going to happen.
Blah, Ryan's something different. Gosh I love him tho. Everything will work out in the end...
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Sunday. 10.26.03 5:34 pm
nothing exciting happened...it never does actually...I saw Tony today tho...woooah umcomfortable. We talked tho...idk..it was weird. Hmmers, I'm not sure what I'm doing this friday. Zack asked me if we were still hanging out sooo idk...depends on a few circumstances...daaaamn, this weekend was uneventful.
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Send this to heaven, bc it was meant for my angel
Sunday. 10.26.03 1:41 pm
