between now and last year, alot has happened to me. When I think about it, it don't seem like very much, but when I look back on everything...I realized I've cried enough tears to double the size of the...Atlantic Ocean? Ash died, Allie left, everything with Ryan n his family, the final break-up between Ryan n I, everything with Tony, then with Matt...Jen, and all the little thing's in between. I dunno, it's been a really quick moving year and it may have been hard but I've enjoyed every minute of it and wouldn't change a thing. All the hours I've cried, I wouldn't change them. They've made me who I am today, and hey...maybe you don't like me, but I don't care. Maybe the up-coming year will be better. Thx to all my friend's who made this year a great year and were supportive of me every step of the way. Merry Christmas everyone...and think about this:

You only get one chance to live life the way you want to. Don't let anyone else's actions or words influence the way you live it, but don't put yourself in the position where you can ruin something you treasure. Life is full of twists and turns, so be careful and watch out where you're going. Think about how your next action could influence the rest of your life.

Lori, I love you and I'm going to miss you. Good-luck with everything in Florida, and don't ever forget about me. Have a safe trip down there. I love you now and forever.

~3 Years and 2 Months Until I'm 18~

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I know i gotta fix my modules [ex-all the matt shyt] but my puter at home wont let me do it so i'll try at school tomorrow.

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since I wrote in this...like two days or something! haha Jen came over the nite before last, we took lotsa pics. I'll be uploading them soon so check 'em out. they're on my website picture thingers...uhh, I forget what it's called. I'll put the link up when it's done.

hmm, apparentely today's Ryan's last day...I can't believe his family's really leaving. ::sigh:: I'm going to miss them. ooh well, life goes on. You loose people you love every day...just a few more people to add to my continusly growing list. heh

well, hopefully I'll see Matt his weekend...who knows. I miss him. =/

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I finally got to talk to my boyfriend last nite. Haha, I hadda call like 100 times before someone answered the phone. hehe, maybe I should get Kelly a new phone for Christmas. :) She definetely needs it. things are all better between Matt and I...for now. Todays one month...::sigh:: it doesnt seem like it, it seems like we just started dating. Oh well, it's all good. Uhh, well hmm...oooh yessss, Christmas is coming soon. I can't wait. I hope I get to see my boy alot over vacation but I doubt I will cuz he's pry gotta work and he told me he's spending Christmas day with Jesus. aww hehe, hes so cute. He's sucha lil punk, yet...he still cares about it being Jesus's birthday. haha, well...I wanna work on a new layout. This one sux and my puter at home won't let me so...later.

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last nite was fucking...awesomely fucked up. Lotsa laughs tho. Uhh, I miss Matt. I hung out with him last nite n today. It was fun. Well, my head hurts n I think I might puke sooo...

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