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Manda103
Age. 35
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Italian/German
Location Gillett, PA
School. Other
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Ashley Marie Randall
...November 3, 1985 ~ November 14, 2002...
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today
Wednesday. 6.9.04 8:46 pm
was pretty okay jen. :) thx for a fun day.:p

n tonite, was nice. Josh-uh-wuhhhhhhhhhhhh :)

i've kinda decided not to share any names or ne thing in here too much really...or details...bc I kinda dont trust the people reading this. yea...kinda sad. maybe I'll get a new one or start making every entry a private entry...simply because

and the lyrics of the song that I am currently loving:

MARIA MENA-You're The Only One

Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground
Then you stumbled around for a good ten minutes
And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before
And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though

You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I need

And I probably forgot to tell you this
Like that time I forgot to tell you about the scar
Remember how uncomfortable that made you feel?
See you're not what I expected
But you're the only one who knows how to handle me
And you're such a great kisser and I know that you'd agree

You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I need

I hope you can forgive me for that time
When I put my hand between your legs
And said it was small
Cuz its really not at all
I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down
Just to keep you around
Cuz the day you realize how amazing you are
You're gonna leave me

You're the only one who
Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and gets sick
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I need

You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I need

Exactly what I need

Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground


thas to you baby...


and this...this is to you. none of it literally...but, its how I feel right now with you.

YOU CANT CONTROL ME
I LIVE DEEP INSIDE YOU
EACH DAY YOU FEEL ME DEVOUR YOUR SOUL

i dont need you to survive like you need me
i become whole as you dance with Death
and I will rejoice as you breathe your final breath

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schools almost out
Tuesday. 6.8.04 9:43 pm
I gotta get a physical so I can get a job this summer. I found one that I really want but I dunno if I'll get it. I hope so...I'll be gone almost all summer.

So this certain [at the moment] asshole called me tonite. I told him about the job that I called on and applying for and he fucking freaked. God, I dont understand what his problem is. What doesnt anyone get?! I REFUSE to let my life revolve around any guy again. I'm not allowing myself to get hurt again like that. Been there, done that. Sure I know I'll have my heart broken quite a few more times before I actually find someone but...I don't wanna be hurting right now. Too much other shit going on in my life right now. You know I care about you very much but, you also should know better then to even suggest an idea like that.

Jen said something to me tonite that were the words I've wanted to say for along time but didn't wanna believe it...simple words...I love her sooo much, and I really miss her.

as I do you...:-/

and most of all...Allie. Happy Birthday Sweetie. 14 years old...God I miss you.

for some reason, I feel as though my hole fucking life is a bunch of 'i miss yous.' yea what do i care anymore tho.

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this weekend
Monday. 6.7.04 9:41 pm
i went shopping with sara one day and then tia the next. I got my pics devoloped but, dont have the willpower to scan or upload them...atleast not yet. my dads looking into getting dsl so maybe then... today I had 2 finals...the algebra one was pretty easy. I knew most of that shit...and the american cultures was a lil tough but im pretty sure i passed it

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last two days have been awesome
Saturday. 6.5.04 11:49 am
thursday-went to my brothers baseball game and hung out with Jackie. We brought our blades and were skating around in the bb court and Erick was there with his skateboard. We had a jump contest and I wooon. :) I jumped over one of them folding metal chairs...that was awesome...and I landed it. I'm verrry proud. Then Natasha, Jackie, Kevin, and Me all laid down and videotaped Erick jumping over us on his board. Kinda scary but really awesome...then Jackie and I skated down the slide on our blades...it was odd but fun.

friday-went to saras and helped her get around for the farewell...then came home and went n hung out with Tia...

today...idk yet

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soooore
Wednesday. 6.2.04 9:31 pm
my boobs are so burnt...and my ass. I hate being burnt...but, thats not going to stop me from going tanning...lol:)

I forgot to write about the bear I saw. I'm not shitting you either...after I got kicked outta gym I was jus walking down to the hs...jus taking my time and I looked ahead and I saw this bear fucking cross the road. I shit you not...it was a cub but it was a fucking bear...in troy. hooooly shit.

i gotta go get a shower soo...yea later

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i am so tired
Tuesday. 6.1.04 8:58 pm
today after school I went tanning...haha my playboy bunny shows up great:) im happy bout dat. I went in for 13 mins and it felt like forever...now my boobs and butt are burnt. ahh...its so itchy and red...shit happens tho...then I went to Charlies, got osmething to eat, went to my broters baseball game and hung out with my girlies Jackie and Natasha. I love those two. Then I got to drive home. :) I can not wait until I can drive. It's going to be awesome!

Josh, if you read this...we're still on for tmn...icudds. <3 yah much

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"Eventually all the pieces will fall into place, until then, laugh at the confusion, live for the moment & know that everything happens for a reason..."

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