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Manda103
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Location Gillett, PA
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Ashley Marie Randall
...November 3, 1985 ~ November 14, 2002...
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Monday. 7.18.05 9:36 pm
can't really. Don't have the internet at Kym's. =( Aww well tho, it's been fun.

Where to start? I guess pry where I left off.

Andy came over for a little while Thursday while I was babysitting after Justin left.

I went to elmira friday and Kym and I went and picked up our checks. 67 dollars bitches. lol, down to about 40. Aww well, it's not much but it's a start.

Friday, I had to work. I had to walk over too. It was effin' hott as hell. It's all good tho cause Kym walked with me. So, I worked that day. =) After work Ruth, Kym, and I walked back to her place.
...yes, Ruth is back....
But back to the story, so we get to Kyms and I try and get ahold of some people to chill...and then Andy shows up. We jus hung out for a few hrs and talked. Kym went to bed about 11 and then I finally went inside about 12.

Saturday, I had to stay later then I anticapated. It wasn't too bad. I had to do back cash tho. That kinda sucked. But, I needa learn all the things. Ruth was working too, and it was pretty funny. She washed dishes forever so we talked about stupid stuff and I sprayed her and she sprayed me. haha...aww, there was these really cute boys that came thru drive thru and I was talkin to Ruth about them, and then they left and I was standing there talking to Ruth some more and theres a knock at the window and so I looked, and one of the guys got outta the car and was like, "Heyyy, can we get ur number..." haha it was friggin cute as heck. So was he. lol jusss kidding. After work, Kym's text's me and is like..."Justin's here..." so I was all physced to see his pretty face. We get to Kym's, and we all jus hung out for a little bit. Then Justin and I talked bout making plans for the next day.

Sunday, I had to work 8-2. Toooo early for me. Plus, I've never done breakfast before and man, it was confusing and DEAD. I sucked at it pretty bad...but, Kym and I got to leave earlyyy so that was good good. Then we went to her place and she fell asleep and I went and got a shower and waited for Justin. Except...he got there quicker then I thought so I wasnt really ready. Then we jus chilled around and decided to go to the mall.

Except, we never made it. We stopped at BK to see if Phil was working. Then we got some food. Then we decided to go to Big Lots and then to K-mart. We got some wax...HAHA! =) I won't even go there really. Lmao...on the way to McDonalds to talk to the manager about my hrs, Justin was off in his own little world and runs a red light. Funniest thing ever. He's like...freaking out. Haha...Then we went to Pizza Hut and got some pizza and then headed to Kym's. There, we went to play some BB and then went swimming.

Then Justin and I left for his place. Got home just in time. We chilled till about 2 and then headed to bed. I woke up about 9 this morning and read some. Then went and took a shower and got around for the day. I figured Justin would be up by then...wrong. Lol...so I went and crawled into bed with him and woke him up about 10ish.

He got the brillant idea to work on this computer all day. Hah...so i read most of the day. Finally, we decided to go swimming and went down to this one place and went swimming. Justin's friend Jimmy and his parents were there. Haha, they seemed interesting. I've never seen people who care about there dog so much. haha...it was cute tho.

Then we went back to Justin's and hung out for a bit, and then took me home.

and my mother is so gay. I told her if I needed a ride home from work tomorrow[today] I'd call her. So I get home around `5 to 9 and shes not here. Great, eh? She's so fucking stupid. DID I CALL and say I needed a ride? Umm, no. Sooo...grr.

anyways, I got some serious thinkin to do. Alot more shit went down butttt, it's not really for public announcment at the moment.

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things might get better
Thursday. 7.14.05 7:14 pm
soo...wednesday I went and chilled with Justin. That...was...interesting. It's so weird; you see us together and can't really tell we're broken up. I'm glad we're still talking and trying to make things work. We went and got his hair cut and then went to his house and played some ps2. haha...I suck. Then we jus hung out and talked some and then headed up to Kym's to drop me off.

That was interesting.

At first, thing's seemed normal. Justin and Kym and I were talking and playing with her new puppy. Then Justin goes in and is talking to Frank...and then I hear Kym say, "OMG...guess who is here?"...My heart literally jumped outta me. Haha...

I look over and see andy and ben. It was...ahhh. Justins all...getting defensive and hostile...and I'm sure so were they.=) ahhh...haha. Then we decide to go play some basketball.

Now...Justin was jus going to drop me off and leave, but...he decided to stick around for a little bit. HAHAHAHA...I wonder why.

So yea, we played some basketball...and then went back to Kym's. I talked to Justin for a bit, and Ben and Kym went out back to the pool. =);-) haha...and Frank lectured me and Justin about things. Gotta love it! =)

haha...then Justin left and I went swimming with kym and ben. we were all wearing our clothes. haha...except my shorts. then andy comes and we kinda attack him and make him get it. He was stripping down fo' me. Hahahaha juss kidding.

So we hung out in the pool...it was interesting. Then we got out. Then Ben and kym went for a little walk and me and andy talked. And then Justin called me and we made plans for the next day

and that's all you need to know for that nite!

Today, I babysat. Fun. Those kids are un-ruly. Justin came over in the morning and hung out for a little while with me. =)

I have very...strong feelings about things right now.

But I must say, I'm pretty content. and I think, thing's will get better.

then after Justin left, I jus watched the kids and yelled at them. Haha then Andy came over and we talked and chilled.

then I came home...and Kym came with me. =) And now we're here...

and tomorrow, I'll be back in elmira...I work tomorrow
fri - 5-9
sat - 4-9
sun - 8-2

and I guess Justins leaving for FL on sunday. I hope he doesn't go. Hehe, idc if I sound like a bitch...I'll miss him tho!

and...I love Kym. Even tho I know she doesn't always approve of the way I do/handle things...but, shes my girlie..and I know when it comes right down to it, she'd KILL fo' me. =)

karma. <--tha's fo' you! =)

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long weekend...long day
Monday. 7.11.05 11:56 pm
I worked friday and sat. I enjoy working. I think it was thursday that kym me andy and ben chilled. It was an enjoyable time. ;-) i won't go into details about that.

friday I worked. I really kinda enjoy working there. It's not really...easy but it's not hard. and it's not really fun but...certain people make it enjoyable.

sat I was supposed to work 1-6 but ended up working 1-9 and then went to Kym's and Justin picked me up.

went to his place and hang out..stayed the nite

went to hammond damn...? lake or whatever sunday and then stayed the nite again...we talked some. not as much as we should have. camped out last nite. aww, then hadda get up early to take brandon to summer school. came back to Justins and went back to bed.

got up and got a shower...thats when all the fun stuff happened. picked brandon up from school, started talking to Justin...and then we broke up.

I have a feeling we're going to get back together. I miss him so much...and we talked some tonite. I'm jus so hurt and so is he. I guess maybe this break will strengthen our relationship...or end it. Time will tell...

I'm handling it better then I thought I would be right now. When I went to work, Bens like "did someone punch you in the eye?" I was like..."no, I was dumped" haha. then andy came in. =) haha and got sent home early.

but then he came in after I got outta work jus to see me for a few mins. Aww, it made me happy happy. =) he gave me a hug. aww

I dont wanna do anything right now. I jus wanna...let things happen. I have no intentions of getting back with Justin right now, and I have no intentions of hooking up with anyone else. I need some time...

idk how much time thats gonna be.

maybe 1 day, maybe 1 month, or maybe a year

but one thing won't change, I'm going to be happy with whatever happens.

and I'm always gonna be here for you...bc you're my only one.

I'm working friday, sat, and sunday. i might be babysitting thursday too so...I might be gone then. I dunno. I'll write again

byeee

BTW, my new permit came. not that I haven't been driving but still. I'm pretty happy about that.

also, I think I broke my thumb.

and i got toothpaste on my work shirt before leaving...

and I was so upset about it and andy jus laughed at me.

haha kayy, bye

oooh, also MATT wrote me. I'm gonna write him back. He gets out august 4...aww =)

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work...my weekend..etc
Sunday. 7.3.05 11:37 pm
well, I'm finished with my first two days of work. Woot, I'm getting the hang of it now I think...I mean, I still suck sometimes but..I'm getting it. =) Today I sprayed waterrrr allll over. I was putting water in the bucket and the hose went flying. Aww I felt horibble and I was wet and there was water all over. Ben cleaned it up for me tho. Aww, hes a nice guy. Haha...I mostly work register for now. It's not bad but my mouth gets dry sooo quickly from talking. And when you get rude people. Aww well tho...it's better then...something else though I guess.

yesterday, I went to Justins and we watched a movie. "Be cool." It was good...and then went to K-mart to get this...air soft BB gun I guess? Then we went to dinner and ate. Then went to Brandons and shot each other. I got shot in the ass...and the ear. the ass hurt pretty bad. haha I was like...running around the barn looking for Justin and he like shoots me and I couldn't find him. Haha it was pretty fun. We headed back to his house to get our shit around for Kym's and then headed to Elmira for the night.

Got to Kym's...she was being a major bitch.[Sorry, but you know you were.:-p] Hung out in her room for a bit and then headed to bed. Ben called Kym as I was falling asleep. Holy shit, haha...then we squirted water on my boo when he was sleeping but he didn't wake up. Haha hes so cute...

we finally went to sleep and Kym woke me up at 5 when she was leaving for work. I went back to sleep and then TJ woke me up and I started my lovely sunday morning by dealing with Kym's overly-energized siblings. I wanted to freak out on there asses. Okay, I did a few times but yano.

Kym came home early. Justin picked her up actually. Haha...She was a bitch again when she got home from work and before I left. I don't even know why she was being such a bitch. I mean, last nite I know she wasnt happy cause we got there so late but today...I was like...wtf. I dunno, it happens tho. Still love her.

After work I went back to her house to pick up my stuff and we talked and stuff. Aww ima miss her this week.

now im home and im glad. I missed my computer and my internet and my bed and my pillow and my box of tissues to cry into and my siblings who are a little less annoying. haha...but I miss Kym and cell service and delivery pizza and chinese. haha...

Justin and I had a little fight jus now. I don't really know what about. I guess trust...and his "bad fucking day" or whatever. I dunno what to tell him except I love him...and I'm always going to no matter where I work or what we do or who I hang out with. He's the one...now whether or not we end up together in the long run...is a different story. But, he's the one for me.

and with that, I should go to bed.

but I probably going to talk to a few people first...

night everyone

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woot
Thursday. 6.30.05 4:38 pm
jus got home from elmira a little bit ago. I might go to saras later and go swimming.

tomororw I'm working 4-9 at McDonalds sooo...hit up the cell if yah need me.

sat I might go to Justin's. =) cause i love him and miss his pretty face

sunday im working 4-9 again. =) Dunno next weeks schedule yet. So I guess if yah need me, call the cell this weekend pry. I dunno when I'll be home.

By the way, I jus wanted to say how much I love my beautiful boyfriend.

ooh and I look gay in my uniform. HAH. It's going to be a beautiful summer...

570.529.0069

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I miss my babyyy...
Tuesday. 6.28.05 8:09 pm
yesterday Justin and Matt came and picked me up. Woot woot, and we went down to Justins and hung out. Watched a movie - National Treasure - Good movie, i'd suggest it. Then we went swimming down at Rock Run. The water is always freeezing there. I got pics of Justin and Matt jumping off and stuff. I cant wait to get that roll devoloped.

then we went up to the coal mine..again. This time we went all the way tho. Holy shit, we musta walked like...5 miles trying to find it. I was sooo...not into it. i was more or less jus dreading the walk back up those friggin hills. and I had flip-flops on. and my toes got all muddy. it was gross...but, it was fun at the same time. haha, then we went back to Justins and had some pizza and watched a movie with his madre. - Out on Parole - Verry...uhh, not good movie. It was really weird and...whoever made it...did a cheap job on it. haha...

then Justin and I chilled in his room for a few hrs. It was really...fun even tho we didn't do anything...I dont think we even watched TV. haha...we finally went to bed about 1.

I woke up at like 7 this morning. it sucked ass. I tried to keep busy but was sooo bored. I finally fell back asleep about 8:30 after watching Mad about You. It was a good episode. The people were around each other all the time so the chick was like..."I miss...missing you." It was sweet. I woke up about ten. aww Justin came in and hes all like "Morning" reallly loud and full of energy. Haha...aww I miss him.

well...yea, so we hung out for awhile and then we dropped Matt off and headed up to elmira for my interview at McDonalds in elmira. I got the job. I go for oreintation tomorrow and I have to get my PA working papers transfered to NY before i can start but yea...Im pretty physced.

after my interview, we went to miss. tiffanys. Justin and I kinda got into a few spats there but...we usually do. haha...i missed my lovey.

then Justin took me home and went to his basketball scrimmage. and now, I am going to clean my room.

oreintation tomorrow at 4...then to Kyms for the nite. If yah need me, try the cell tomorrow nite. 570.529.0069

I love you Justin Scott Mood.

ooh yes...5 in 5. =) haha all the more reason to love you dear.

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