FIRSTS.
First best friend: Hmm Lindz? maybe
First car: ...not that I can actually drive it yet but '79 Corvette
First real kiss: real? i'd have to say Erick
First break-up: kindergarten..it was heart wreching...
First screen name: something gay which im not gonna repeat
First self purchased album: i've never bought a cd...lmao
First pets: well...idk
First piercing/tattoo: my ears
First credit card: i dont have one!:(
First enemy: myself
First musician you remember hearing in your house: i dont remember

LASTS.
Last cigarette: like...a month or so ago at Scott's...and it wasn't a hole thing...jus a drag. I cant handle smoking...i cough! =) and I'm proud of it too
Last car ride: lol I dunno
Last kiss: Tuesday
Last good cry: Last nite
Last library book checked out: i dunno..
Last movie seen: Hitch a few weekends ago
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: oatmean
Last crush: Justin!
Last phone call: Joshuuua
Last time showered: earlier
Last shoes worn: my etniesssss
Last CD played: a mix
Last item bought: food for our picnic...
Last annoyance: my father
Last disappointment: not gonna say
Last time wanting to die: ...ALOOOOOOOONG time ago
Last time scolded: earlier...
Last shirt worn: my white tank
Last website visited: webshots
Last word you said: no
Last song you sang: only one

WHAT.
What is in your cd player?: burned cd pry
What color socks are you wearing?: none
What Color of underwear are you wearing? yellow and red
What's under your bed?: boxes of pictures, letters, notes...etc
What time did you wake up today?: 9:15ish cuz Kym called and woke me up...but its all good

FUTURE.
Where do you want to go?: out of this area
What is your career going to be?: I dont know
Where are you going to live?: away
What kind of car(s)? I dunno...

CURRENT.
Current mood: bummed
Current music: Mae - This is the last time
Current taste: water? heh
Current hair: ehhh
Current clothes: pajames
Current annoyances: my father
Current longing: ...Justin...enough said
Current desktop picture: Ushhhhhhhhher
Current favorite artist: Tim McGraw
Current book(s): the lord of the flies er something...its kinda sucky
Current color of toenails: purplish blue
Current time-wasting wish: to see my babbbby

ME.
My name is: Amanda Danielle Randall
I may seem: like a fucking bitch...but thas pry because I am.
Sometimes I feel: angry, loving, annoyed, pissed
In the morning I: wish Justin was there to wake up with! =)
Money: I spend more of it then I have...heh
One thing I wish I had: my license
If I had one wish it would be: ...wishes don't come true if you tell people:-p
Love is: fun, sad, heart-breaking, exciting, scary, happy...confusing
If an angel flew into my window at night I would: be asleep
If a demon crashed into my window I would: be asleep
If I could see one person right now it would be: of course...Mr. Justinnnnnn
Something I want but I don't really need is: a job
Something I need but I don't really want is: a new life
I live for: because I have to? :)
I am afraid of: losing Justin, rejection, driving, the dark, getting pregnant...etc

MUSIC STUFF.
What song do you swear was written about you or your life: Family Portrait
What's the most embarrassing cd you own: none!
What's the best cd you own: none!
What song do you absolutely hate: drop it like it's hott
Do you sing in the shower: no
What song reminds you of that special someone: only one, forever and ever amen, she thinks she needs me

FAVORITES.
Color:: purple
Food:: spagatti...or chinese
Song:: Hard to be a husband
Show:: i hardly watch tv...
School subject:: english?
Band/singer/artist:: Tim McGraw
Animal:: iddddddddk
Outfit:: iddddddk
Radio station:: Wiggle
Movie:: the Notebook
Pair of shoes:: I love my american eagle boots
Cartoon:: Rocket Power
Actor:: idk
Actress:: Eva Mandez
Drink:: water
Holiday:: none.
Perfume/cologne:: cool water
Pizza topping:: pepperoni
Jello flavor:: i dont like jello
Card Game:: rummy
Video game:: none
Website:: nutang
Book:: She Said Yes
Computer game:: sims
Number:: 6
Cereal:: cookie chrips?
Comedian:: jeffff foxwortty
Teacher:: mr bowers, beck, or grega
Childhood toy:: none
Carnival game/ride:: idk?
Magazine:: cosmo
Season:: spring and fall
Sport to watch:: idk?

YOUR BEDROOM/SLEEPING HABITS
Do you have posters on your wall:: yes
If so of what:: Usherrrrrrr, a happy bunny, and then this playboy bunny thing that says peanut on it
Do you have a tv in your bedroom:: nope..
How many pillows are on your bed:: 4
What do you normally sleep in:: tank top and pantttttties hahaha
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas:: wellllllllll...you got the point
What size bed do you have: ummers...idk...its not small tho...but its not huge
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed: no...I used to have a waterbed but it got a hole in it before I got to have sex on it! HAHHHHHHHH...haha jk
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom:: no
Describe the last nightmare you had: I dont dream normally
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: nope
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed: comfortably...two
loser/wannabe:: what?
Day/night:: night
Make love/have sex:: depends on the mood ;-)
Rap/rock:: neither
Punk/emo:: neither
Winter/summer:: summer if i had to choose
Spring/fall:: spring
Operas/plays:: neither
Read/watch tv:: read
Cd's/tapes:: cd's
Dvd's/vhs: dvd
Shorts/skirts:: skirt
Mexican food/chinese food: chinese
Scary movies/comedies:: scarrry
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: Bikini
Cars/trucks:: car
Passionate kiss/peck:: pecccccccck

WHAT IS YOUR OPINION OF THE FOLLOWING.
Virgins:: more power to you..
God: i dont believe...nor do I not believe...
The Osbournes: fuck the osbournes
Reality TV: fuck it
J.Lo: shes gorgeous
Religion: stupid
Emo music: i dont like it
Valentine's Day: bad memories?
Homosexuals: whatever:)
Abortion: ...all for it
Inter-racial relationships: yooo black dudes are HOOOOOTTTTTT
Murder: can be good
Pre-marital sex: everyone does it

HAVE YOU EVER.
Mooned anyone: not purposely?
Done anything past first base?: baseball? haha jk...uhh yea maybe
Swear at a teacher: yea but it was accidently
Got in a fight: i guess so
Dated a teacher: mmmmhmmmmmm...i wish
Laughed so hard you peed your pants: not that i remember
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid: hahaha...yea
Been in a mosh pit: wtfs a mosh pit?
Dated one of your best friends: i guess so...turns out, he was a real loser
Loved someone so much it makes you cry: yessssssss
Deceived somebody close to you: lets not go there
Broken the law: pry:)
Been on an airplane: nope
Got to ride on a firetruck: nope
Got to ride in a police car: heh yeaaaaaa
Cheated on a bf/gf:: uhhh yessssssss:(
Gave someone a piggy back ride: of course
Felt like you didn't belong: yessssss
Felt like the 3rd wheel: haha yea
Smoked: yeah
Done drugs: does weed count?
Been arrested: not arrested..nope
Had your tonsils removed: uhh what? no
Gone to camp:: nope
Won a bet: yesss
Stolen a kiss: SUUUUUUURE whatever the hell that means

RANDOM.
Do you believe in aliens: no
Name three things that are next to your computer: cell, cds, and a pic of my babbbbby
Do you have any hidden talents: well, i give reallllllllly good head. hahaha jk...no I have none
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be: a love movie
What would your movie star name be: Tapanga...i love that name
What is your dream car: I want one of those cadillac suvs...wtf are tehy called?
Do you think you're good looking: not really...average I'd say
Do others think you are good looking:: I guess...
Do you believe in God: not much anymore
Do you believe in Satan:: nope
Do you believe there is a heaven:: honestly...no
Do you believe there is a hell:: I sure hope so but no
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?: pay someone to kill my father...HAH!
Do you carry any weapons on you: sometimes when I go to elmira, I bring my knife...but other then that, nooooo

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aww damn girl, I'm gonna miss you...but you'd better still get online and talk to me and stuff. Let me know when you're coming back to elmira so we can chill. Mann, i can't believe you're leaving...and on such short notice. I'm gonna miss you! Be good! Stay out of trouble! =) Love you!

Yea, so Ruth is leaving. That sucks, shes moving back to skan...uhh...something. Its near Syracuse. That really sucks...but its for the best for her.

hmm, so my dad wotn let me go ne where. I'm supposedly grounded or something because Justin came up the other day without asking my dad. Isn't he just stupid? I could just kill my dad. Hes so friggin mean. I really wouldn't mind if he died right about now. And those of you who dont know my dad...dont be saying shit like...thats mean or whatever cuz you dont even have a clue.

so I'm stuck home all break i guess...

this sucks...

but im out, laterr

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I can hardly believe it's snowing again. >:O That pisses me off. Yesterday was a beautiful day...which reminds me:

yesterday I got off teh bus with Sara...actually, we got off at the top of the hill by her house and walked thru this field full of snow back to her house. then we got around, and ran back to my house. thats like...a mile plus. wooo, talk about a workout right there. it was hard, but hopefully we're gonna start doing it more.

then I got home and my mom told me Justin was coming up...I was kinda annoyed bc...yea, I had no say in the matter. Then Justin called again. Hehe...his car broke down. Then my dad was pissed cuz sara was at my house, and so I had carrie and sara go pick Justin up. I love her family.

then Justin called his parents from Keith and Gails. His dad was pissssssssed, I could hear him bitching. wooo...then we went back to my house, and my dad was pissssssssed cuz Justin was there. I made him two grilled ham and cheese sandwiches for dinner and we went outside for a bit.

then, we watched some tv and his parents showed up.

I love his parents. I really like his dad, but his moms cool too at times. =)

todayyyyyyyyyyyy...

it snowed. yesterday, it was a beautiful day..and today, its gotta fuckin snow? >:O I hate snow...I wish the nice, beautiful weather would come and quickly.

I'm so glad we have a bit of a vacation and half a day tomororw. I hate Troy so much. Actually, I don't mind it too much...but theres the few people who think they're jus so fucking great...and it really pisses people off.

I hate when people talk shit. I jus hate it. i'm so sick of it...

im grouchyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy>:o

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I've been lookin at prom dresses alot lately. Errr, I wanna buy mine soon so that I can get that out of the way, but then I'm scared to spend that much money and have Justin and I fall apart? yano? I don't see why we would tho. and then, I'm scared to go to his prom cuz I dont know hardly anyone from Canton. Ooh well, I'm a big girl, I can get thru it.

haha heres a pic of one of the dresses I really like, I jus wish it was in minttty green

orrr

I know I really want a halter tho.

uhh I dunno much, jus that any dress I get is gonna get justins approval before I get it. Not that he controls me or anything, its his prom tho and aurgh...you get the point..

where is that little booger anyways?

well, ima go get a shower and wait to talk to my babbby

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so is Justin. uhh it sucks. but today I got up and was awake about 10 mins and then Justin called. He told me he was on his way up so I took a quick shower. I mean, real quick. and put my hair up, threw on some eyeliner. yea...

I feel like shit. but yea, then Justin got here and we jus watched tv most of the day. I kept fallin' asleep.

I was lookin at prom dresses online today...I decided I want a mint green one, or maybe pink. I really like the mint green color tho. I wanna buy my dress for prom early but I'm scared something will happen between Justin and I, and we won't go together. heh:x...idk why I'm worried. We're doing fine.

I needa get a shower...

I love you Justin

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so yesterday, Sara picked me up and we headed up to Elmira to pick up Dustin and get food for our picnic. Then, went back to Sara's and Justin is already there chillin' with Sara. hahaha... then we went down to the park and had a picnic and played some tennis and hung out. then went back to sara's and chilled...watched the people under the stairs and Grind. haha...good movies... then I came home, and started watching stargate iwth my dad. then went to bed. this morning, Justin came up. =) so i'll write more later or something

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