must update. hahahaha, I went to justins last nite for a bit. I love his daddy and him and aww..:) jus everything. hehehe, I'm crazy about that boy. but ne ways, yesterday during geomatry, Jeff said to mrs. olson that he sucked balls in his cross country thing and the hole class started laughing and she took him in the hall and had a little talk with him, it was great.

ummers, gym sucks ass. I hate it. I mean, I love gym class but everyone in it jus fucking laughs and talks and it bothers the fuck outta me and amy. we spaz out. =) haha and then I forgot to get my bracelet back from kyle so I hadda go get it and all the guys were standing around in the locker room. I was jus like haha i felt like such an ass. umm...yea, I think Kristys mad at me and Courtney. We're doing our American Cultures project on The Events Leading up to Hitlers Death and how it influenced the United States. I actually love learning about Hitler.

Jamie was fucking...idk, pissing me off today. he kept sayin he loved me and blah blah, I was like yup..I love Justin. :) haha and he was like fuck Justin, and I was like...I did go to his house last nite. =) lol...yea but its not like that...

i'll write more later.

bye bye

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not that I believe anyways. Umm...geomatry first, nothing new ever happens there. ceramics, that class is great. my pot Im working on now is coming along nicely. I'm gonna give it to Justin if it comes out nice...and hes gonna keep it forever and cherish it. haha, yea right. american cultures kinda sucked bc mr. bowers gave us a stupid quiz on stupid things. then lunch is always awesome. lol throwing food everywhere. =) esp at nasty bitches...haha and gym class sucks this year bc I have all losers in my gym class except for a few and mrs. salada likes to bitch and jus be a bitcha bout everything. I think I got a detention from her today for no reason and if i did, ima flip. =) well, nothing else to write about. I suck...bye bye

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but I really like my boyfriend. =) I jus wanted to make that clear to anyone who was thinking maybe there was something going on with Joshy and I. That's bullshit! So next person to ask me if him and I have a thing...don't bother asking. I made it very clear right here that anything him and I had was in the past and now he's jus like my brother...altho, thas kinda wrong to think about because of shit that went down in the past. =) hahaha but yea, I love that kid...but not nearly as much as I do Justin. :)

I'm gonna try and go see him this week sometime! :) HOPEFULLY! :) Well yea, I'm going to go babysit for a few hrs, then go chill with Joshua and Chris and hopefully have a hell of a great time...

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He told me I needa get my act together. lol I was sooo happy he finally called. Aurgh, I missed him like you would not believe! I wanna see him sometime this week. I'm gonna see if we can do something. or something. I miss him! It's been awhile...lol, ooh yano=)

joshy and i are gonan be talkin tonite at 11ish and that'll be fun. he told me he forgave me and was sorry and that I could call him at 11 if I wanted to talk. He's a GREAT friend...friend, thats it. To any of you with any doubts in your mind, I'm in love with Justin. I love Joshy like I would any other person who I enjoy being around but do not have a relationship with other then friends.

fuck off:)

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...I haven't heard from Justin since Thursday and can not get a hold of him. AURGH! I wanted him to go with Joshy and me friday to tonys family in dushore for a few hrs but, he wasnt home. so I got over that. but then...I didnt hear from him at all saturday either and I was like 'alright, tomorrows sunday...he'll be home' and...aurgh, he isnt! Tia has this like...blind date with some guy and she wanted me to go with her bc...who wants to go on blind dates all alone. haha so I was gonna see if Justin wanted to go but...cant get ahold of him. so fuck it, I aint doing shit today. I am...*aurgh*...I'm jus gonna wait for his ass to call me now.

maybe I'll clean my room and shit...? yea or maybe jus go back to bed, I don't feel so hot today ne ways

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