well...Friday after school, Jen and I went up to see Mr. Grega and we talked to him for a good 45 mins about everything. It kinda made me sad to see him, to see how much thing's have changed. but, he's doing good. He asked about the usual: grades, boyfriends, siblings...yano. I told him about Justin and how hes good to me. And I told him I'm doin' well in school and that my sister, Allie, is too fucking good to even communicate with her own blood. Yea fuck that. lol...then he asked about Jen and stuff. haha...he's so understanding. I love love love him. =)

then Jen and I headed down to Charlies and waited for Justin to pick us up. He was being grouchy cuz his car wasnt runnin the best. heh, we won't go there. Then we went to his house and he went to work. Jen and I jus' hung out in his room and with his mom. then when Justin got home, we took Jen to Derek's and came back to his house and watched Underworld. I don't think we actually finished it. Then, we played twister, and America. I so kicked his ass at America. =) You still owe me sweetie. Then we fell asleep and his dad woke him up at like 4:30 and told him to go to his room. then I woke up at like 9 this morning and went and woke Justin up. We cuddled and stuff. ;-) haha. His parents went to take his car to get looked at, so we got a shower and I made breakfast. Justin kept spilling things. It was funny. I love him. I got my peirod, and it hurt really bad. His parent's came home then like two hours later. Jeez...they're real responsible. haha jkkkk. I love his daddy...and his mommy but, his mom bitches at him way to much.

lastly, we went to mansfield to get parts for his car and took me home. It was fun fun. I love you sweetie. You're the best.

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well...yesterday was okay. I was realllly tired and I woke up early to take a long shower and i get out and my brother tells me their's a two hr delay. I couldnt go back to sleep. it sucked. school dragged on forever. when I went home...tony called and wanted to hang out. I, being the considerate gf that I am, asked Justin if he minded...and of course, he said no. Obviously, he did though. but yea. He came up v-day and is leaving today. we jus went to pizza hut and then I came home. it was okay. he was bein' a dick, makin cocky remarks. when I got home, sara called and we talked for awhile. then I called Justin. He was bitchy bitchy with me. He yelled at me. It made me cry. He's never ever really raised his voice at me like that and i...i wasn't sure what to do. but then I called Kym and we talke for a bit. she always makes me feel better about things.

today on the other hand, has been shit. This morning...Kristy was being a bitch as usual. Soo I proceeded to have Jen watch while I threw Kristys stuff in the garbage. I only got like two folders nad Jen comes screaming that Kristys coming so I stopped. Then, I come down to our lockers after first pd. and Jens locker is scattered all over the floor. It was kinda funny in one of those not so funny ways. So second pd, I get called to Strez's office and he asks me if I did it. I denied it but felt soo bad for lying. then he warns me that if theres a fight, I get 5 days out because he warned us. I was like...wtf, i dont wanna fight. I can't actually till my 6 months are up. but anyways, i went back to first pd...then the rest of the day was okay except the fucking bitch running her mouth. god I hate her.

last pd, I got called to Strez's again. fucking joy. I told him I did it and apologized for lying to him. I got a detention. I doubt i'll serve it. maybe though. i guess it just depends.

hmm, tomorrows my birthday. joyyy. big 1-6. who fucking cares. I am so pissed because my mom didnt call the drs and make me an appt for a physical sooo yuppers, I cant go get my permit tomorrow. I was fukin...pissed as hell. but yea, it'll be okay I guess.

Plans for the weekend? Im not sure yet. I wanna go to Justins sat/sun but I wanna go hang out with Kym friday/sat. soo i dont know. maybe I'll do both. But sunday I'm going to my uncles for family dinner and shit. yea yea. fun fun. Maybe my wonderful cousin Manda will be there. that'd be pretty damn nice. I miss her. I havent seen her since...ooh my last b-day! haha...

but anyways...I love you Justin!

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was alot better then I anticipated. Friday, I jus came home and worked on my english some and jus thought about my boy. then saturday, Kym came over and we chilled and jus hang out. We watched 'The Notebook' too. It was good good. I love that movie. and that girl. =)

sunday...Justin came up. that was nice. I was sooo glad to see him. I am also a little less worried about losing him now...but I still am. But its okay. I'll deal. We had a good time for the most part. lol we didn't really do anything exciting but, i was soo happy jus to be with him. god i love him.

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okay so I jus watched the movie called the Notebook. My incrdibley awesome and wonderful and sweet babedoll let me borrow it. holy shit, it was the best movie I have ever seen in my hole entire life. It starts off with this old man reading to this old woman who cant remember things. and then,...well nevermind, you go rent it or borrow it, or buy it or something. it's the sweetest movie ever tho. OMG. I can't get over it. I jus can't. It's got me...wow.

Makes me think though. About alot of things. Mainly, about Justin and I. Wow...idk what to think. I love that movie tho.

but enough about that, I jus wanted everyone to get the point and go watch it! =) I love you babby!

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today was okay. as was yesterday. except, I spilled choc. milk on my white pants yesterday, and today on my white shirt. I think I should quit drinkin it.

Got my first draft done for one of my meories for english. I wrote about Justin and the waterfall. How he saved my life. Robert proofread it today. It needs ALOT of work. but, its done so thats good.

i started my test in web design also. blaaah, that class sucks...but its not too bad at the same time. today, I downloaded 'Only One' as my ringtone for my cell...

which reminds me, today during sci..someones cell kept going off and i wasnt sure if it was mine or Drew's. haha i was soo scared it was mine. but it wasn't. holy crap tho, I was worried.

I don't really have any plans for this weekend. Maybe something with Justin sunday but, not sure yet. and I wanna go see Joshy and chill with him cuz Tony's up for a week or something. yea yea, that should prove to be fun. I dunno yet tho.

blaaah, i know im gonna put some serious time into my school work tho. I wanna get a few memories done for english...and I need to finish my 'Of Mice and Men' paper. its fun fun. I really like Eng. class...except that we now have assigned seats because people don't know how to shut there mouths. it really pisses me off cuz Mr. Becks so laid back and everyone jus takes advantage of it. Aurrrgh...

today was tiff's birthday. 7 days till mine. goddd, I bet my mom didnt make me an appt yet for a physical yet either. that bitch, I'll kill her.

okay not really...

but I started writing a letter to Matt. Jesus, I feel like shit. I haven't written to him in like...a month? maybe 2? god...im sucha cunt.

ooh today, I was walking down the stairs and this nasty bitch with bleach blonde hair walks into me and like...rips the top off of my milk. It spills all over the stairs. I was bitching and bitchin...mann...fucking nasty bitch. Troy has alot of nasty people in it.

well im gonna go. . . I miss Justin...=/ we're doing okay now I think. Mann...he really had me scared. idk who knows what went on but yea.

ooh yea, I feel really bad for Dane. I mean, don't get me wrong babedoll...cuz i love yah and I understand wanting to end it with him, but hes so sad all the time. He always comes up and puts his head on my shoulders and I jus wanna tell him everything'll be alright, but I can't really...cuz I dunno.

congrats to brock on the new job. =)

okay byye

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