Tuesday. 5.3.05 6:29 pm
im so tired...but yea...the weekend
Sunday. 5.1.05 5:56 pm
I didn't do anything Sat. I swear, I didn't. I was going to go to Kym's but that didnt turn out. :( bummer too cause I was really looking forward to chillin' with her. Sat nite tho, I went down to Justins. We rented 'Saw'. That movie was seriously the most fucked up and scary movie ever. Even Justin was skerred. Haha pry not, but whatever. I screamed during one part. We had to turn it off and change the movie cause it was htat scary. Then we watched its a guy thing or something. Of course, I didn't get to see hardly any of that. Thank you verrrrrry much Justin...:-p Hahaha...then we went and played some rumikub and then finished watchng Saw. Mann, it was def. ODDDDDD. I didn't sleep very well sat. nite cause SOMEONE wasn't sleeping where he shoulda been. :-p
haha today, we seriously didn't do anything. lmao...we were soooo lazy all day. We watched some tv, ate, and laid in bed. oooh wait, we went and picked up this car dave bought. He let me drive his explorer home. OMG...it was the great. I love it. He told me if I marry Justin, I could have it. haha I'll get right on that. but damn, his explorer is reallly nice. Sorry Joshy.:-pbut his is...newer, and cleaner...and not beat up! haha...
yea, then at like 5, Justin and I took a nap and drooled on each other and stuff but it was nice. god i love him...
too bad I'm exhausted as hellllllll. Blaaaah...I'm so tired.
This Sat is the Sophmore Hop/Freshman Formal or whatever. I might go if Justin's not working and if people I like go. It's also our 9 months so I think that'd be cool and all...and if I get a dress. I can hardly believe that we've been together 9 months. It's crazy. It's flown by...it feels like jus yesterday we were jus friends and we'd stay up all night watching movies and fucking around. Wow...thing's have really changed. I can't believe I'm so seriously crazy about him. it blows me away, it really does. He blows me away...
Anyways, I think this week I might go pay for the rest of my prom dress and stuff so I can get it hemmed and tightened and stuff. Woohoo, Im excited about prom but nervous at the same time cause it's not MY prom and i dont KNOW anyone and
Justin's jus so cute...and I love him.
and im going to go cause im exhaustedddddddd
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Saturday. 4.30.05 11:28 am
TEN Random Things About Me:
10. I love country music...absolutely love it
09. I wear hoop earrings in my ears usually...and hardly ever change them unless
I lose one
08. my industrial piercing smells...its kinda gross but funny cause Justin's
always like..."EWW"
07. I don't skip school for the most part...I guess I don't see much sense in
it.
06. I worry alot about my grades and my future, mainly bc I dunno what I wanna
do with my life anymore
05. I hate any kind of seafood and most cooked vegetables
04. I have no regrets...
03. I have a very distinctive laugh and its a very appreciative laugh in my
opinion.
02. I am a horrible driver. Its so sad...I really suck at it and am so scared to
drive too
01. I don't do drugs or drink alcohol really.
NINE People I'd like to visit with:
09. Justin
08. Allie
07. Kym
06. Josh
05. Matt
04. My g-pa K [not allowed to see cause of my dad..>:O]
03. My Aunt Connie [not allowed ^>:O]
02. My cousin Jay
01. Aunt Betty/Uncle Bob
EIGHT Things I want to do before I
die:
08. sky diving
07. get married
06. grad. college...hell even high school
05. scuba diving
04. see my parents be buried [bc I don't wanna die young...not cause I want them
dead...]
03. make peace with everyone I don't get along with?
02. have one of those romantic moments like you see in movies [ex: the notebook
when they're in the rain and its pouring and he's like 'it wasn't over for
me...IT still isn't!']
01. have kids
SEVEN Ways to win my heart:
07. make me laugh
06. trust...make me trust you and don't do anything to change that
05. be patient with me...
04. being the type of person who doesn't care what other people think of them
03. caring...don't be self-centered. Put ME first...
02. brains...be able to have a real conversation with me...
01. and lastly, don't change the subject when I'm trying to have a conversation
with you...
SIX Things I believe in:
06. Don't wait to do things...you could die tomorrow
05. equal rights. I hate sexist people. It pisses me off so bad and puts me in
sucha fowl mood.
04. doing what makes yourself happy even if it means hurting someone else...its
your life and you have to live with the decisions you make
03. a 'nigger' or 'nigga' if you may, isn't a black person. It's an asshole, a
stubborn person, a dick even. If I call you a nigger, its not bc I'm racist, its
bc you're acting like one...in my opinion
02. sometimes, you have to forgive people and let go of pain and anger to better
yourself
01. If you're with someone and you doubt for even one second that he/she isn't
the one for you...then, they're pry not. :-/
FIVE Things I'm afraid of:
05. dying
04. my future
03. my past
02. disappointing people
01. being alone
FOUR of my Favorite Items in my
bedroom:
04. my computer
03. my bed
02. my bag full of old letters, poems, pictures...stuff from the past
01. my growing shoe collection
THREE Things I do everyday:
03. shower
02. sleep
01. eat
TWO Things I am trying not to do
right now:
02. think about how bored I am
01. be upset
ONE Person I want to see right now:
01. Justin