it was a long ass nite. about 6 last nite, Kym and I got jumped by these 2 black girls bc HER DAD threatened to blow up there cousins house or something. crazy shit, eh? we didnt even have anything to do. they put a good beatin on me, not as bad on kym. it was scary as hell. if it werent for those college guys, we probably woulda been close to death. I'll explain more later but here's a copy of the police report. the one girl was 18 so shes in jail for it, the other one was only 15 so shes gotta go to family court for it. fucking little nigga bitches. [dont get me wrong, I am not racist but when someone acts like those little punks did, they're niggers.]

so here's the police report, I'll take pics of my injurys later or something and put 'em on here, they're pretty gross tho. it was so embarrassin when i had to show like 15 police officers my boob. haha

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and it sucks...we're in the library and i have to pee. but erika and robert are here...and im starin at this reallly fiiine guy. I wish Kristy was here. =) hehehe, i love her...and everyone...

tomorrow i might go chill in elmira since I cant come to school and then see a movie tomorrow nite? who knows, i tihnk im sick

goodbye...goodbye to all

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Hmm

so, I got 3 days out. Friday, Monday, and Tuesday? For what you might ask - hitting a student; on so during gym onyaka hit me in me newly pierced industrial so I hit her back. then theres inappropriate language; So i called Mr. Silwinski a prick. How dare he grade my projects so wrongly? PRICK! Lastly, theres rude and defiant. So I wrote a poem about Mr. Silwinski. It was rude I guess but none the less, true. So, 3 days out. Not too bad? I needed a vacation anyways. Ooh I have a Saturday detention too, nice eh? God, what is wrong with me. I need to jus, keep my mouth shut. All I've done lately is get in trouble. Dang it, it's gonna end. I promise.

Well, the no swearin thing jus isn't going so well. It's really not. like, I was doing good until everyone started pushin' me around and crap. I can't deal with that one little bit at all.

I'm probably failing American Cultures and Geomatry right now. Wow, I do not wanna show my dad my report card. I hope I have time to get my grades up, but I doubt it seeing as I have 3 days out right near the end of the markin peirod. Yesss, this is great.

Well, my boy finally called me today. His parents are supposedly grounding him for a month. Heh, a month?! Ahh well, we'll hold in there, he wasn't supposed to be on the phone so when he called me...I was like WEE!:) His parents weren't home soo..:) thas good. He wrote me a letter, I haven't gotten it yet but he said he did. I love him so much. You know, if him and I make it through a month without seeing each other, it's gonna be amazing. I love him tho...and I can make it through whatever for him.

Anything else to say? Ooh, pry not. Ooh wait, yes. Cornz and I went to the library today so that we could work on our project for American Cultures and we laughed like 4 times and Mrs. Wheeland was like, 'You girls, dont ask for a pass to come back for awhile, you can't come in here and have a party.' Come on, everyone knows 4 laughs isn't a party. F-Her. :)

Jeez, I love my Ceramics Crew -Erika, Kristy, Shelly, and Cheesebutt. and of course my gym girls - Leanne, Diane, Amy, and Heather...and then theres Jen and Cornz. I love you ladies. :)

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well, i guess not much to update about

my life is pretty...sucky at the moment. the reason being, I can't even talk to my boyfriend. Heck, I don't even know what's up with us. Dang, sucky feeling. I tell yah, I cried last nite...jus thinkin' about things. I can't lose that boy...not after what happened and we held on. Nuh-uh, it aint happening.

Well, yesterday...we got this book for American Cultures. It was really good. It made me think alot, yano? I couldn't deal with all that crap that Elijah? went thru. Wow, amazing I tell yah. I think Hitler is such a cruel man. I mean, he's REALLY interesting and that's why Cornz and I decdied to do our project on him but, wow...he was so cruel. It's..amazing. But anyways, I finished that book last nite. How could I not? It was so good, I had to keep reading. Plus, I had nothing else to do except mourn the loss of my boyfriend tempoairily. heh?

Last nite, I asked if I could go to Kristys tonite and my dads like, 'No, you can't go anywhere on the school nites.' I was like...'wtf, since when?' People make me so angry.

I got my pot done and back. It turned out pretty nice, I'm very disapointed with the grade I received on it though. Hell, I put about 2 weeks worth of time into it and I only got a 94. And then on 2 other pots, he gave me a 80 and an 82. Yea, I told him he was a prick. he was like, 'See me after class...' so I did and what does he tell me? Not to say it again and that I have a choice either to not come in for the rest of directed study for the week or go see ms. abreau. F-that, I told him I'd go see Ms. Abreau. I am so sick of all these teachers thinkin' they're gonna push me around. Heh, it don't work that way. So I guess the only class I haven't gotten written up in in the last 2 weeks is geomatry. Probably won't either, because that class is so dull. And boring, and the only person I talk to is Jeff and half the time he doesn't listen to me or he's asleep. Hah. =)

Today when Kristy, Cornz, and I were going to lunch, Mr. Christoper Wilson-Plate thinks he's going to tell us to 'Get the fuck out of his way.' Ooooh that did not go over well with us. After lunch, I had a little talk with him about it. Actually, it was more like I grabbed him by his shirt and told him it'd better not happen again. Little pansy-ass bitch. Look, he made me angry, now I'm swearin. I hate to swear. Dang it, I was doing good too. Ahh well.

Erika and Shawny are holdin tight. I was really worried about them but hopefully things work out for them. I love 'em. =) They're so great together.

Anything else new? Ooh...probably not. I wish I could call Justin...I wanna hear his voice and ahh, I'm going insane.

Gym today was great. It was open gym so we pretty much got to do whatever. We lifted weights for a bit, and then went and talked with Dustin and Kyle for the rest of the peirod. Those guys are jus...great. And I played badmitton with Brock. He's just too great. I love that kid...seriously. He's so dang nice, and he's not all self-centered and dickheadish. :)

ooh after gym, Diane and I were getting changed and Diane took Heathers cell phone and called Amy and I started talkin to Amy and she was like, 'Amanda?' hahaha, my stupid laugh gives me away every time. Ahh well, it's all good. I love Amy. And Diane, Leanne, Heather, Dustin, Anfers, Kyle, and all the rest of my gym buddies. Gonna miss it when the quater ends.

Well, I think this was a great entry. What do I know? Maybe I'll write more later, but probably not. Who knows, goodbye

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had a great time, as usual. we jus hung out most of the day in front of the tv, went for a walk, umm...went to get pizza, saw scott...decided to go up to the barn with him. it was crazy. I learned how to milk cows, drive a skid steer, annnd...nothing else but it was fun as hell. then they took me home. that was interesting. so, i got home like 10:20. I called Justins dad to let him know he was gonna be home late and his dad flips on me. fuck that[i know im not supposed to be swearin but theres no other way to put that.] I dunno, I gotta talk to Justin. I dunno whats gonna happen now but hopefully, its nothing. its time for bed, goodnite

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