It was jus amazing. I went to Elmira and chilled with Kym and we saw Josh and James and some other hotties. =) it was awesome...and then today I went with Justin to his family reunion and stuff and it was really...amazing. I loved it. I jus had so much fun with him and everything was jus...great. :)

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sooo...saturyay nite Kym n I are walking to Tops to get my baby boy some taffy because Im a wonderful girlfriend like that and these 3 guys start yelling at us and stuff and we go over and were talking to 'em and the guys all trying to get with us and I'm jus standing there smiling bc...I'm happily taken and have no interest in getting with a single one of the guys but they were all like 'damn' and they said it like 10 times..but I'm gonna gonna say what about. Use your imagination. And then we got to tops and got teh taffy and went into James's line and I'm sorry but I couldn't help but to flirt with this guy because he was GORGEOUS. He has great hair, perfect teeth, and an Ashton Kutcher bod...so whats not to want? and we were standing there talking to him for like 10 mins and I gave him some taffy and told him how old we were...lol. I hate being 15...lol and guess who walks in...yup Josh did. Hahaha he looked and smelled great. That guy is gorgeous...and his friend...DAAAAMMN. We were gonna chill with 'em but, fucking elmira curfew and Kyms dad. :( aurgh...but thas okay bc then we went over to Ginos and seen Wes. He's the only 30 something year old that I could ever ever check out. Hes got a great ass. =)

today...it was totally great. I went with Justin up to his family reunion thingy in...i cant think of the name...montgomery? mon something...haha and it was jus soo...great. I loved every minute of it. We jus had a great time jus...spending time alone and stuff. Not sexual either, it wasnt like that. And we jus were walking all over and every time I got near the edge Justin would freak. I thought it was really sweet. and he kept making me walk on the inside of the path...and then I fell down by the water and if Justin wasnt tehre, I seirously think I mighta died. he saved my life...It was great and then we went up to Seneca and were playing in the water up there and then he soaked me and I soaked him and we jus had fun. I love jus...being with him. Its great...he's great. I can actually see myself with him in years. Hes special...I love him. I REALLY HONESTLY DO! I hope nothing ever changes between us...

but ne ways I hope everyone elses weekend was even...half as great as mine? :)

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today was okay. I'm not feeling quite as ':/' as I was before. lmao...last nite was horibble but I'm not gonna think about it ne more.

today...: anything exciting happen? hmm, not really. just another good old day in troy. gym was the only awesome part. lol. me, diane, amy, leanne, and heather. haha I love those girls. lol...amy and diane were being nuts...i tell yah, seirously nuts...but they're great. eww and then Dustin farted soo loud...it was nasty...and then amy and diane and I ran up from alparon park...haha crazy shit...and we turn around and danielle hadlock is like...right there. it was sooooo freaky.

and then salada was being a bitch

thats nothing unusual.

I might have to work tomorrow which means my weekends shot...except for sunday where I will hopefully be going with Justin to his family reunion. :-/ hahahaha, that makes me nervous...

but, I'm out. Gotta try and make some kinda plans...see if i gotta spend my saturday with a 4 yr old. I love that girl...heh, not. Joshy...I hate to say it but your little sister is SUCH A BRAT! haha..now you on the other hand...I adore you.

JUSTIN! I LOVE YOU!

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I mean, it really did. my hair got soo sweaty from the hockey masks during gym that me and Amy soaked our hair and then the water got all over my shirt and made me cold and then I went to walmart and sams club with sara and on the way home we got a flat tire and continued to drive on it for like 2 miles and it was ripped to chreads. and then this guy acted like he was gonna help us and then hes like 'oooh your spare looks good...good luck with it' hahaha it was soo rude. so me and sara went and called her dad and my parents and then we waited around and then these cute guys went into dunkins donuts so we went in there...lol I bought an orange juice. how obvious was that?

plans for the weekend...none really. :( Sunday..I might...might go with Justin to his family reunion if...well yea...and I also might go to Kyms tomorrow and go to efa's football game if its home. :) yay, that'll be kewl. I needa get outta here, I feel like my paretns and everyone are jus suffocating me. I feel like I can't breath and I try and try to breath but jus can't no matter what I do. Like I've jus ran a billion miles and I'm gasping for breath...i feel suffocated..

i hate my family..

but most of all, I hate me.

I'm so sorry Justin...this never woulda happened if I wasn't so damn dumb. :( uhh...so ne ways...

goodnite...

and I hope your day was a little better then mine.

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my day sucked ass but, I got home and recieved a letter from the one and only Matthew David Rinebold. :) I love that guy. haha, I was soo surprised but happy to. He's doing surprisingly well. He drew me a perty picture too, maybe I'll scan it or something so I can show everyone his wonderful artistic ability.

I wish I wasn't sick. I blew my nose like 100 times today.

and Mrs. Olson told me my shirt was offensive and that she didn't find me offensive but she found my shirt offensive. and then during DS I was showing it to Johnny and Tony and Mrs. Olson was like 'I had you on a pedestal about this high *motions hand to about 4 ft* but now you're all the way down here...*motions hand to about 2 ft* lol...it was slightly amusing. but ne ways, I'm sick...so maybe I'll write more later, who knows.

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I called Steven...havent talked to him in awhile. He's living in Williamsport now and has a class with my cousin soo I got his number. I love that boy...miss him like crazy! :(

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was great...of course. I love spending time with Justin. He came over Friday about 5ish and didn't leave till about 8:30 tonite. :sigh: that boy amazes me...he really does. I mean, of course him and I don't always agree on things and we sometimes get bitchy with each other, but...it's all good. I can get past it. All hes gotta do is smile at me and I forgive him...if it's him who was the pisser offer. lol. I love him...I really do.

But ne ways, I got sick like sunday or something and have been so miserable last nite and today. haha but, I still managed to have some fun with my baby. I love his and our relationship. Of course, I would change a few things if I could...but only about our relationship. I wouldn't change a thing about him...

I feel like dying...

school tomorrow. FUCK! I hate school...

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I jus thought I'd add that Justins and my song is All my life - KC and JOJO. Its really good. Listen to it. :) heres part of it

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby

Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You

I love it when he sings. He has a pretty decent voice. =) ne one who hasnt heard him sing doesnt know what they're missing out on. :)

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haha thank god its friday. well it was but yano...thats how i felt yesterday. Yesterday was okay I guess, I talked to Leanne and idk...we came to a conclusion soo I guess I dont have to be pissed off or kick her ass or ne thing. lol...I've decided jus to never ever discuss ne thing that has to do with that one family with her. Then, she wont have anything to say and no one can jump to any conclusions.

sooo...the one thing that did happen yesterday which made me verrry angry was this kid in my gym class, I think his name is Derek Ward...I think. Short kid with dyed blonde hair. Yeeea hes nasty, but he kept running his mouth to Leanne and me. Lol, I was going to kick the shit outta 'em. It was pretty funny...hahaha, yah hadda be there.

But anyways, Justins here for the weekend..I think. My dad got home yesterday and hes like 'why the fuck is that kid here, I told you no' and I was like...uhhh no yah didn't so he was being bitchy...

then keith and gail came up and they were all drinking and laughing so loud...lol, I was like WTF? hahaha...and then this morning I woke up at like 6:30ish because I jus am used to waking up that early for school...and I finally fell back asleep and I hear 4 shots go off like...right behind the house. haha goose or duck hunting or something? but ne ways, it pissed me off because then I hadda fall asleep all over again. fuckers

I could find things to bitch about forever so I think I'll end here ;)

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