current clothing: babydoll pants and blue aero shirt
current mood: excited
current taste: water...
current hair: umm, down and boring...:)
current annoyance: ex boyfriends...
current smell: shampoo
current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping
current jewelry: bellyrings, nose ring, ash's class ring, my braclet, and my necklae from Lori! :)
current book: none..:p
current refreshment: waaater :)
current worry: none...hah
current crush: my scott :)
current favorite celebrity: none really
current longing: hehehehe, can't tell
current music: mercedes and master p-crazy about you
current wish: not telling. it won't come true!
current lyric in your head: "one, you're like a dream come true...two, jus wanna be with you..."
current makeup (if you're a girl!): eyeliner, clear mascare...and foundation...
current undergarments: hehe :p
current regret: i've only got one regret...thats screwing shyt up with Ryan
current desktop picture: me nd jacob...:)
current plans for tonight/weekend: tomorrow nite-downtown and wrestling match, saturday might go chill with Spaz, and sunday who knows...pry snowmobiling and sleeping
current cuss word du jour: huh?
current disappointment: none...i'm content with life.
current amusement: i jus keep thinking about Derek Rogers falling on his ass during Cad...wooah, that was great
current IM/person you're talking to: Scott n Larry
current love: not in love..
current obsession: sleeping...
current avoidance: jamie
current thing or things on your wall: a bunch of pics, stuffed animals, and fun stuff
current favorite book: nine
current favorite movie: Scary Movie 3

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today was pry the best day I've had in a long time! :) eeekers, Lori and her gang is back! YAYERS! EEEEKEERS! :) :)

and Jamie and I didn't really talk at all today...kinda peaceful bc it meant he wasn't trying to hurt me...

I feel really bad. Tonite I kinda blew Scott off to go see Lori but it's all good. :) Haha, hes...ahh :)

Jen and I fianlly got to talk for the first time in like a week! :) yayers

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yayers! :)

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I figured some shyt out. I am too good for Jamie, I mean...he's Jamie. He's horibble with relationships and everything...so tell me why am I bothering with him when i want commitment and trust in a relationship? I'm not! I'm moving on, I like someone else and as soon as me and Jamie have a lil talk about shyt, I'm asking the guy out...because I deserve to be treated better. Jamie, I love yah to death and you'll always be my bestest guy friend ever, but you suck when it comes to being a boyfriend. Yer a snake and you had no right to do me like you did...and you'll regret it in time.

on to better sucjects, I chilled with Joshy, Zack, and Tia tonite. It was great! There's a first time for everything! Wooah, it was great Joshy. [Nooo I didn't have sex with him so dont fucking think that you bitch]

Today was a really good day for the most part. I figured out alot of shyt and am happy and content being who I am for the time being.

I got a long letter from Allie, I love her and miss her so much...

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...ahh was definetely interesting. Lonely tho, I don't have ne classes with Jen or Kristy, but I still got lunch and American Cultures with Jamie. Earth and Space is boring as hell tho, I hate it. I don't like ne one in that class except Shawn...and Sara Jo. :) Everyone else, I dont really know or like. Second peirods a lil better, I got auto cad with my Tyler, Jacob, and Derek. They're an interesting bunch. Haha Steven carried me up to the commons building and back down. He's great, I love him. :) Third I have umm American Cultures...I hate history. I hate dates, so this class is going to be hell, but atleast I got it with Jamie. He kept making me feel weird today, but shyt happens I guess. I got mad love for that boy, no matter how much he hurts me. I got lunch with him too. B lunch. Uhhers, I don't like it. I'm used to C lunch so its kinda screwy. Last I have algebra. I hate algebra...I hate math. I'm just not good with it. I don't have the patience or tolerance to learn it...but atleast I got some good peoples in my class. It's actually a kinda peaceful class, except for Jean Talada...uhh I hate that bytch.

welll, I miss my Jen and Kristy. It's so lonely, I never get to talk to them now. I miss my girls. :) I still see 'em at my locker and shyt but that's it.

man, life sucks. Vulnerability sucks...

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hey ya by outkast...omfg, has ne one seen the video for that? it's sooo stupid, I hate it! I HATE IT! I HAAATE IT!

yea ok, jus hadda get that out...

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