thursday, went to walmart and got some pics done...check 'em out. they're madd funny. and i got a new jacket and some other stuff. i need to get a new winter jacket, matching gloves and scarf and a beanie. =)

yesterday, went to the game. we lost so bad. 47 to 0...Towonda freaking killed us. =( justin went and he picked on troy so bad. it was horibble. haha but I love him.

i was supposed to work today but I kinda felt REALLY sick this morning so I didnt have to go. hell yes. but my dads home so im not sure if he went or not either.

well, life is rough. i'll write more some other time.

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so today started off okay I guess. I mean, besides the fact that it was raining and my curls were falling out. :( but yea, so we had the tom diez assembely. cornz n i jus talked the hole time so that was fine with me. sara brought me peanut butter cookies too, I love 'em. :) but then...ceramics came around. I was working hard on my design for my pot and i look over to where i work and jessie, shelly, erika, and kristy are jus like staring at me with looks of shock on there face and I was like umm allright whatever...until I went over to the table and seen my fucking pot destroyed. Totally ruined. Okay, not ruined but...its not perfect anymore. I worked so hard on that for Justin...I wanted to make it absolutely perfect and I wanna gonna give it to him so he could keep it forever...but now, instead of being a symmetrical pot, its like...slanted at the top. I hate Danielle Page right now. I mean, I absolutely hate her. She destroyed it. It's ruined. I spent so much time working on that...making it perfect. I am so angry. I didn't cry but I got emotional and had tears in my eyes...haha. I wanted to cry. That jus...devasted me. I am not a cry baby, let me make that clear. But when you see weeks of work and love jus...be destroyed like that in front of your eyes, it hurts. That put me in a bad mood. Then Mr. Silinski told me I had to help clean up more and I already cleaned up so I wasn't stayed after class to and i was like, when the bell rings, I'm leaving and then the bell rang and I walked out and hes like amanda come back here...jus help finish cleaning up and I was like nut uh, aint happening. and then Mr. Bowers was jus being a dick as usual. I can't handle troy ne more. I want out so bad.

but on to beter news, I finally got around to writing the Matthew David Rinebold back. That kid jus...confuses me and is jus so sweet. I wish things were different with him and I, I really do but I can't change the past. Everythang happens for a reason.

talked to Joshy today...I love him.

and I love my boyfriend even more...bye bye now=)

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i went to the jv game and it kinda sucked but cheesebutt was there and we chilled. I love her. It was fucking AWESOME! I didn't think it was posibble to luagh that much at a football game and not be high but, its posibble. lol

which brings up the subject of stoners. yano how alot of stoners are jus all...dreary and boring and are never very excited unless they're high. well, you should see me. I'm always all hyped up...like I get high off life..haha but when I'm high from more then life, it's great. I'm like...jus wild. I love it. But I don't do that shit soooo yea

well ne ways, idk if i wrote about yesterday but if i didnt, I went to the bloomsburg fair with a very special boy who I call mine. :) haha, too bad he wasnt feeling very...uhh well? lol

ne ways, later

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i hate working. I went to work with my dad and uhh, I swear to god if I ever have to take another computer apart, I will DIE! My fingers hurt, my back hurts, my jeans got torn, annnnd I had horibble cramps. lol...then i came home and slept.

so this is kinda funny. kristy, cornz, and i asked this one kid if he liked this chick and he was like all disgusted by even the thought of it. doesn't that make you laugh? it did me. and cornz and kristy. hahahaha...

well, i'm gonna maybe go back to sleep...or else call justin, or both? lol idk...bye

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my day fucking sucked. I had a geomatry test first, I don't think I did badly on that but still...my day sucked. My pot is coming along nicely in ceramics...I actually like this one. I gotta paint it monday...Im very excited about this. I wanna somehow or other make some kinda graffiti pattern with mine and/or justins intials on it. I think it'll be hott. I hope this pot comes out good, I wanna give it to Justin! :) But, on to why my fucking day sucked. So after lunch, I was sitting in history and what do I know...but I feel like i'm getting my peirod. So i ask mr. bowers if I can go to teh bathroom and he wouldn't let me. WTF?! so I'm like 'I think I'm getting my peirod!' and he jus totally ignores me. Five mins later, I can tell I'm starting. So I ask again, he says no. WHAT A DICKHEAD. He finally lets me go 2 mins before class is over. Which is about 50 mins after I first asked to go to the bathroom. Ooh so you can guess I wasn't very happy. I went and was gonna talk to Abreau about it but she had left early. Damn her, well theres always monday. I hope these cramps go away...and I hope I don't have to work tomorrow. I wanna seee Justin! No, I need to see him. Actually, I don't need to but I'd like to. Even tho he was kinda...'' with me yesterday on the phone. haha but thas okay. we all have our moments. so ne ways, I'm out. I feel like shit.

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changed my colors a bit. :) haha, i felt like being bright.

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