I miss you and think about you all the time...I really do miss you. More then words could ever explain...
^nope, not to Jamie, Ryan, Matt, or any other guy I've ever cared about..

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my donkey died today. Actually, its the baby of my oldest donkeys baby...which means me and this donkey have a long family history. haha...or something. but anyways, it pretty much hung himself. My dad had him tied up so that he wouldnt run off and like 10 mins later my dad heard the donkey hee-hawing and looked out the window and saw him all caught up in the chain so he ran outside and tried untwisting him but that didnt work...so he ran down to the garage and got chain cutters and cut the chain but, he wasnt fast enough and as soon as the chain was cut, the donkey sighed one last sign and fell down. omg i cried so bad. I dunno why, I mean it was my donkey and all but it wasn't my favorite baby Emma. Omg if anything happened to her, I'd kill myself. I've raised her since she was a lil baby...god I feel so sick.

man oh man, I love my Kelly. No matter what happens between her and I, I always know she'll be there for me. It's jus...shes one person I can always count on. She puts a smile on my face and to some people, they'd rather have more but I'd rather just have a friend that can make me smile when I'm feeling at my worst. Don't worry hun, things will get better. You won't feel like you are forever...and neither will I. We jus gotta keep out perty heads up. Lov eyah much girl!

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I love my Jackie...I always have a blast with her. :) Tonite we went to our brothers game and then to fairshake and we saw Cameron...he was driving..=scary!

I think its madd fucking funny that Ryan got punched...

annnd...Britney, I hope you're okay...:/

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today was great. I love hanging out with Sara. We always have so much fun...haha we went to the mall today...we seen mean girls. It was really good. I liked it alot. I got some new clothes too...and some new perfume. hmm...yea

people piss me off alot lately. I guess while I was gone today Matt called me. Hello, is that fucking boy dumb? I don't want him calling me or talking ta me if hes going to talk shit behind my back. Then, my dad questions me for like 2 hrs on why Matt's calling me. I was tempted to say so he can make plans to fuck me again. I think that what Matt needs is his ass thrown in my jail and if I had said that ta my dad, you'd better believe my dad woulda pressed charges and shit. Shit man, I have alot of love, respect, and hope for that boy and he has the fucking nerve to talk shit behind my back to please his girlfriend. Ooh hunnie, that jus aint going to float. Matt and I are friends and if his fucking immature girlfriend wantsa get all uptight bc I returned Matts call, fuck her. I'm tired of this shit. I dont care anymore, I jus dont care.

It's amazing at how you say that you'll be best friends forever and shit to people and a year later, you're not best friends anymore...you're not welcomed where you once were, things change, people change. I hate change.

I want out...

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life is unbearable. you feel as though you couldn't bear to go on. Everything is just horibble. That's how I feel lately. I jus hate everything...I'm so full of anger. Mrs. Salada is always telling me I need anger management. Hmm, maybe shes right.

So after over a year, Ash's headstone is done and here and everything. It's really nice. It's black and it has gold writing...here jus go there and enter and the pics are at the bottom if you wanan see it. I'd link directly but that shit never works...soo...yea...anyways, it's majorly depressing but hey, what can you do. People die all the time and everyone has to go thru the loss of someone that cared deeply about...shit man, life is fucked up.

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hmm...sooo last weekend the worlds greatest cousin came down and I got to hang out with her. shes so amazingly great. haha I miss her like crazy. as kids, her and I were teh bestest of friends. Always together, laughing and being dumb. Ash and Allie were really close and Manda and I were. Manda's and my group would always get into fights with Ash and Allie. I feel like I'm the only one left here. Manda moved to Horseheads/Millport, Ash went to foster home and then died, and Allies in Mansfield in a Foster home...its shitty...I'm life here...by myself. Life goes on tho...I'll get out eventually...

haha Kristys being a fucking cunt. I always give her my milks in the morning from breakfast and Jen told me Kristy was coming so I put my milk in her locker bc I figured she'd jus come in late...and then I forgot I put it there. So the fucking backstabbing little cunt gets pissed off because it spoiled because her ignorant ass isnt ever in school. Hmm, like I give a shit anymore. Dont get me wrong, I love that girl but she needs to stop being so damn pathetic.

Tonite Jackie and I hung out with DeLisa. It was the first time I'd met her but I'd talk ta her alot on aim and shit, shes mad awesome. We had hella fun. We played on the tire swing and merry go round and in the creek and shit. It was awesome...I'm glad I met her.

This weekend I think I'm hanging out with Tia and then Sara...who knows. I cant wait until schools out. Only like 18 or something days.

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