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we had thursday and friday off...and guess who was sick? >:O yesssss that'd be me! and I still did some of my community service. Mann it was horibble. Working at the library...holy shit, sara and I thought we were going to die. lol we ended up jus laying on the ground waiting for our time to be up. it was funny...

and then friday I got up and felt sooo sick and then I puked. It was nasty. Id idnt wanna go to cs but I have to get this shit done! omg...my throat is so sore and they made me say bingo numbers and stuff. I was like...AUUURGH>:O and then I went to saras and had some soup. then we went and got around to go ice skating. then, I puked again. Mannn it was sooo gross. sara gave me all these tylenols to take and I took 'em all at once and I was runnin to the kitchen to get some water, and then I started gagging. ewww....yuck. but yea, I had all these...well nevermind. it was nasty tho. aww sara was really sweet about it tho. she held my hair back and everything. hehe...

soo I got...re-ready again. and then we went ice skating. well first we went and got my pictures, then went to Kym's. then she came with us and we were stopped at a redlight and saras like 'ooh we can walk from here' and so i open the door and kym practically falls on the ground. mann, it was hilarous.

soo then we go ice skating. I didn't fall once. well okay, I did but it was Dustins fault. Mann this is hilarous. get this - he was all trying to impress sara with his hockey stopping skills and he falls. lol...it was soooo funny. except that he fell into me. i had alot of fun tho. I mostly chilled with Kym. I felt bad cuz I wasnt chilling with Sara but...she was too busy with Dustin to notice. btw, they're now dating! aww isn't that cute?=)Dustins a sweety.

then i came home and slept

and today I watched like 5 movies! and ate 2 pieces of toast. holy shit im so hungry...but it hurts to eat, and im scared im going to puke. eww and im coughing up blood cuz my throat is so raw. and last nite, Dustin had these sour patch thingy I think...and burned my throat bad. lol...but its okay its okay...

im starting to feel a bit better.

i miss Justin tho. I've hardly talked to him at all this weekend...but baby, you've been on my mind!;)

...kayyy that was corny. must be the drugs. ooh yea, and friday wasnt really the weekend but...it feels like sunday

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I woke up this morning...noo thas not the surprising part...:p...I was sick. I still am actually. Sick I friggin hate being sick. Especially when I try so hard not to get sick. Mann, I hate this time of the year. Soo my head is pounding, I'm shivering and I have like flem stuck in my throat. and with all this, I still managed to go to community service. I got almost 7 hrs done. Tomorrow I'm workin at Phyl Carlo for 4 hrs. Then, going to Sara's and then going ice skating. If all works out anyways. I'd like for Miss. Kym to go but she pry won't...hint hint. hehe but yea, Im pry going to stop at her house tomorrow and pick up my ice skating pass. yea yea...

then go to eckers and pick up my picture. yea yea. =)

...my parents were in bad ass moods today. nothing unusual. I wanna stab them.

and now, to go write in my other...more private journal.

I love you Justin

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finals are over...

and this journal is going to have alot of its information cut out of it. I have created a new one elsewhere. The other one will contain all my real thoughts.

Idk how it'll work. I guess we'll see. Soo I shall go write there. NuTang just is too much like a...broadcasting for my life.

soo yup, bye

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today was a good day. I think it was good because of the fact that I am done with my american cultures project. It wasn't as good as it could have been but it's done and over with now so why sweat it. Mann, i'm so glad its over.

and also we did our plays in creative writing. yea yea, what now?! =)

tomorrow i have my geometry final...then, I'm done.

soo today sara and i walked downtown after school. I figured out what I'm doing for community service. working at the lib. in Troy. Sara's gonna do it with me soo it doesnt suck so bad

i think friday im goin ice skating...

and thas all i ahve to write...

except that I love you justin!

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jus to say today sucked. its all sucky cuz its finals week. Courtney came over for a few hrs and we practiced our speech. we're going to suck! lol but ooh well, atleast its done and organized and pretty pretty. =)

and thas all I really have to say. other then the obvious - i love you Justin. I feel reallly bad for being such a bitch to him yesterday but mann, I was sooo tired. but yea, I love you Pook.

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