so today started off okay I guess. I mean, besides the fact that it was raining and my curls were falling out. :( but yea, so we had the tom diez assembely. cornz n i jus talked the hole time so that was fine with me. sara brought me peanut butter cookies too, I love 'em. :) but then...ceramics came around. I was working hard on my design for my pot and i look over to where i work and jessie, shelly, erika, and kristy are jus like staring at me with looks of shock on there face and I was like umm allright whatever...until I went over to the table and seen my fucking pot destroyed. Totally ruined. Okay, not ruined but...its not perfect anymore. I worked so hard on that for Justin...I wanted to make it absolutely perfect and I wanna gonna give it to him so he could keep it forever...but now, instead of being a symmetrical pot, its like...slanted at the top. I hate Danielle Page right now. I mean, I absolutely hate her. She destroyed it. It's ruined. I spent so much time working on that...making it perfect. I am so angry. I didn't cry but I got emotional and had tears in my eyes...haha. I wanted to cry. That jus...devasted me. I am not a cry baby, let me make that clear. But when you see weeks of work and love jus...be destroyed like that in front of your eyes, it hurts. That put me in a bad mood. Then Mr. Silinski told me I had to help clean up more and I already cleaned up so I wasn't stayed after class to and i was like, when the bell rings, I'm leaving and then the bell rang and I walked out and hes like amanda come back here...jus help finish cleaning up and I was like nut uh, aint happening. and then Mr. Bowers was jus being a dick as usual. I can't handle troy ne more. I want out so bad.

but on to beter news, I finally got around to writing the Matthew David Rinebold back. That kid jus...confuses me and is jus so sweet. I wish things were different with him and I, I really do but I can't change the past. Everythang happens for a reason.

talked to Joshy today...I love him.

and I love my boyfriend even more...bye bye now=)

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