Wednesday. 2.23.05 5:42 pm
well...yesterday was okay. I was realllly tired and I woke up early to take a long shower and i get out and my brother tells me their's a two hr delay. I couldnt go back to sleep. it sucked. school dragged on forever. when I went home...tony called and wanted to hang out. I, being the considerate gf that I am, asked Justin if he minded...and of course, he said no. Obviously, he did though. but yea. He came up v-day and is leaving today. we jus went to pizza hut and then I came home. it was okay. he was bein' a dick, makin cocky remarks. when I got home, sara called and we talked for awhile. then I called Justin. He was bitchy bitchy with me. He yelled at me. It made me cry. He's never ever really raised his voice at me like that and i...i wasn't sure what to do. but then I called Kym and we talke for a bit. she always makes me feel better about things.
today on the other hand, has been shit. This morning...Kristy was being a bitch as usual. Soo I proceeded to have Jen watch while I threw Kristys stuff in the garbage. I only got like two folders nad Jen comes screaming that Kristys coming so I stopped. Then, I come down to our lockers after first pd. and Jens locker is scattered all over the floor. It was kinda funny in one of those not so funny ways. So second pd, I get called to Strez's office and he asks me if I did it. I denied it but felt soo bad for lying. then he warns me that if theres a fight, I get 5 days out because he warned us. I was like...wtf, i dont wanna fight. I can't actually till my 6 months are up. but anyways, i went back to first pd...then the rest of the day was okay except the fucking bitch running her mouth. god I hate her.
last pd, I got called to Strez's again. fucking joy. I told him I did it and apologized for lying to him. I got a detention. I doubt i'll serve it. maybe though. i guess it just depends.
hmm, tomorrows my birthday. joyyy. big 1-6. who fucking cares. I am so pissed because my mom didnt call the drs and make me an appt for a physical sooo yuppers, I cant go get my permit tomorrow. I was fukin...pissed as hell. but yea, it'll be okay I guess.
Plans for the weekend? Im not sure yet. I wanna go to Justins sat/sun but I wanna go hang out with Kym friday/sat. soo i dont know. maybe I'll do both. But sunday I'm going to my uncles for family dinner and shit. yea yea. fun fun. Maybe my wonderful cousin Manda will be there. that'd be pretty damn nice. I miss her. I havent seen her since...ooh my last b-day! haha...
but anyways...I love you Justin!
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