*MeOws..... oF YeSterDaY*
Books I have completed reading since January 2017:
1. Angelopolis - Danielle Trussoni
2. The Magicians - Lev Grossman
3. The Magic Circle - Jenny Davidson
4. Memories - Lang Leav
Friends and Enemies
Akatsuki: Nightmares & Dreamscapes
-beats in my head-
Chika-Chin's Anime Mania!
empty white space
In My World
My Blah blah Bulogu
My Little World
Sdovelly~ c'est la vie
Serene's Silent Secrets
Shuffle and Repear
Tolanic's Travel Blog
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
I have just recovered an overjoyed moment. I just finished my scholarship interview over the phone. And it's so nice of the Professor of the department I applied to repeatedly called me just because my stupid line sucks. He called me like 6 times just to interview me. And he kept on reassuring me that he would call me no matter what just to resume our interview.
I almost cried when he asked me the last and final question: Why don't want to study again in NZ? I didn't answer eloquently but my main point was conveyed.
My last question to the Professor "How many people were shortlisted?" His reply was "OUT OF 800 APPLICANTS, ONLY 30 WERE SHORTLISTED" I almost cried out on the phone. I was emotionally drained. I cannot hear myself telling myself that I was one of the 30 shortlisted. I dashed into the kitchen and kept myself busy washing the dishes but in the end I cried out of joy. It's just so unbelievable. The last time I only need to compete with 40 people to be shortlisted. But this is 20 times more.
I just could not stop thanking and apolgizing profusely to God for giving me this opportunity and also being selfish for my dreams.
Oh the course I'm applying is Masters of Environmental Management, Policy and Planning in Central European University in Hungary.
I will update myself and you guys about the final result.
LMQ, YOU CAN DO IT!
How are you?
Monday, February 18, 2008
I have been itching to flood one's eye with an entry entitled 'How are you?'. I didn't do it all this while because I thought I was sensitive and expecting too much from people to be like me. But as I keep on pondering for months and years I decided to post it on the blog for your verdict. It would be great to read your comments too.
Very common title isn't it? Oh well, let's get on.
My only mode of keeping in touch with friends is using MSN messenger [my main mode]. So whenever I see some 'long lost' friends or just friends that I rarely talk to but just added them from some online forum, I tend to say hello to them. Isn't that common sense? Oh yes, it is you may think.
The reply I often got is "Yes?" and "Anything?". Imagine you have not seen your closed pal for one year online and suddenly he just decided to go online would you not feel excited and immediately blurted 'Hello'? Oh yes, sure you would. And what happen if this pal replied you 'Yes?' or 'Anything?' Won't you get hurt?
No you don't? Wow... give me some of you immunity then. I do get so hurt. If you are just not in a so convenient time to chat, don't go online then. Or busy, just tell the person tactfully let's talk next time. Not shoot "Anything?". That's the most irritating and annoying reply I got when a person replies me that after I ask "How are you?"
And for some of you don't go LOL in your head because you never know you might be one of the people that I'm referring above.
Ooh don't you guys go "This girl [which is me] is nuts." Because I'm no nutty-filled. I tried to understand this whole bloody annoying thing so I asked one of the annoying people on my msn. I enquiried him if he always asked 'Yes?' when someone greeted him. He said plainly yes. I asked why. He replied people only say hi to him when they needed him. Oh how sweet.
So I'm sure you didn't guess that was the last conversation we had. Haha. And very painful in the butt I recently added two people with the same characteristic I just described. Why did I add them? Interesting question. That's because we share same interest and passion. I thought people would be excited when they found other people who have the same interest as them. Sigh. What a disappointment.
So like today there was this girl saying "Anything?" on messenger... I just shot back "I just wanted to say hi." I ended my conversation. I'm still reserving this sentence "You mean I cannot say hi?" [Hang on... I think I did use that sentence before once...] I don't really remember who was the other annoying person who loves replying this... I got so piss off that I just reply "Bye Bye" after that. And that was the last time I talk to that jerk. There was another victim of mine too. I scolded him a few years ago and that was the last time I ever saw him alive...
Man... if you don't feel like talking... just spit it out... don't masquerade it with 'Yes' and 'Anything'.
Say it to my face and I will save the punch on your face for another unlucky person.
Happy Valentine Day
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Woohoo Happy Valentine Day to all singles and not single!
My lunch date was err... bad. We somehow abandoned each other so we didn't get to each lunch. To compensate my sadness, I bought myself a mini tub of chocolate ice cream. But I managed to pass a chocolate box to my date.
Dinner date was good. Hehe.. Worm worm bought me dinner at a fine Turkish restaurant but somehow I prefer my former working place (a turkish restaurant in New Zealand). Maybe because I'm used to the food there... especially baklava... Thank you for the dinner by the way!
And I'm still looking for member for the treasure hunt. T__T
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
I want to thank the people for giving me encouragement for my previous post. I'm feeling much better and much much better now since I just bought a gothic lolita and punk fashion magazine. My eyes are just glued to the magazine.
I'm currently looking for people to join me for a treasure hunt which is purely for charity.
Want more details? Here
Monday, February 11, 2008
Happy moments eh?(Click here to find out more)
Someone in a forum was informing the others about a contest for bloggers and recorders to post their happy moments to stand a chance of winning RM5000. As usual, I went to busy body at the site. Yes, like the website said, all you need to do is to pick a happy moment out of your reservoir of happy moments. Simple as ABC right? If you are happy everyday, you won't be having a problem of picking one in fact you would just be spoiled with choices, isn't it?
To speak frankly, it took me all day to think of a happy moment especially tomorrow is the beginning of an unhappy life for me.
And I'm writing such an unhappy entry for the contest?
I'm not going to bring up my unhappy moments here since I have too many and I don't want to remember them. Why want to add more misery in my present life?
As I'm typing now, my heart is crying for the unhappiness I have endured and the ones I have to endure tomorrow onwards. I keep on questioning why do I have endure all this unhappiness... what do I have to do to get out of this well of unhappiness. The crux is why is the period of unhappiness so long that I feel it's a neverending torture.
How can I find happiness in this puddle of unhappiness? How can I even produce a smile when I'm so excruciating in pain? I guess this is what life is. Life is never perfect or forever smooth sailing. I guess be an animal like a pet dog even have its own life crisis. I guess part of life is to find a speckle of happiness in the vast universe of sufferings. The most important thing is to never give up the idea that happiness won't come to me; I must have confidence in myself that I would definitely have happiness no matter what!
Said is easier than done. As I stated, how can you find even a drop of happiness when the morning dew is poisoned with unhappiness?
I would try to be happy. I would try to smile even though I'm suffering silently everyday. And I won't give up until my nightmare is over.
If your are suffering too, don't give up! I'm with you!
Hair cut dude
Sunday, February 10, 2008
I got a hair cut by a senior hairstylist and I got 50% off. Good deal eh? But my haircut seemed to be very simple ...oh well just imagine my face with Posh Spice current hairstyle or which is rather known as 'pob'. My hairdresser is very pretty and it's a transvetite... She looks very sweet... Very unbelievable... And she wears 2-inch high heel shoe... Gosh ... And guess who was seating beside me today? It was Chef Wan, a local celebrity chef that has a fellowship in a London culinary school. And I heard he's flying to London tomorrow for his Malaysian cooking class.
And after that, out of nowhere, I met my friend from New Zealand. Gosh.. out of the places, we just bumped into each other... It was fated... Someone must have been thinking of me while chanting to the Gohonzon... wondering if I'm still alive. How sweet.
Ooh... I still got no tears...
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