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Books
Books I have completed reading since January 2016:

1. The magician's land - Lev Grossman
2. The Rest Falls Away - Colleen Gleason
3. Wither - Lauren Destefano
4. Fever - Lauren Destefano
5. Sever - Lauren Destefano
6. High Stakes - Dick Francis
7. Kau kata dadaku adalah sebuah sajak - Finn Anuar
Shh... Let's hunt together...
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Today was indeed a maddening day as my friend went Missing In Action and I assumed he refused to return my money I lent him on 1/1/08. Knowing this will eventually happen, I should have listen to my instinct to see him 'die' penniless. So I'm declaring that I decided to delete our 10 year friendship even though he returns my money which is most unlikely. It was a long story before reaching this conclusion. But I felt happy with this decision. It may seem trivial but when comes to certain things such as money... it's a damn sensitive thing. How so? Simple. What if you are my best friend and I snatch away your husband/wife? Got what I mean? I will be advertising the wanker's picture soon.

Although I was angry enough to turn the tallest twin building in the world upside down, I managed to seek solace and comfort in Kinokuniya bookstore. *Cat grin* I managed to find lolita outfits pattern-making books. Even the Gothic Lolita Bible issues!! I was so on cloud nine. And there are many outfits in the issues and I just drooled over them. I'm going to buy a few issues and I'm sure going to shed some tears of joy and sadness. Err... the cheapest issue is RM 50 and the most expensive is RM 80. And like hell I'm going to wait for Tokyopop to release the English version of the Gothic Lolita Bible given in they just bought the copyright last month. The latest issue is already 23. Waiting for them to translate?? Gosh .. They took more than one year to translate Gakuen Alice manga!

Another thing I'm heavily considering to buy is Naruto calendar. It's RM 65 though. What an excruciating stoic pain to my pocket. But it's for my collection. Damn ... Opportunity cost man. And it's Naruto calendar all the way from Japan... much better than the Western version which is RM 20-ish but the pictures sucks.

What should I do?? *Inundating myself in my pocket*

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Shh... Let's whisper... 2
Friday, January 25, 2008
Thanks to Nuttz, I recalled what happened in my nightmare. Prepare to get heart attack.

I was sleeping in my room and I have a cloth covering my eyes so that I could sleep faster... I mean it helps me to relax faster since my neighbour has the lights on as if they have spot light. And it was not during night ... it was like during day. I felt something was pinning me down. I can't move. I heard myself breathing hard because the cloth was not only covering my eyes but also my whole face. My shoulder was aching. I could feel something pinning me down and I think I told it off to get off. I can't move... The next time I tried to move... the cloth was removed from my face and I was just staring into the ceiling... I can't even blink. I tried chanting but I can't hear my voice but I kept chanting. And later I went back to sleep...

I woke up from the dream and felt eerie. But I guess that was better than dreaming of sleeping beside the gory woman from Ju-On, a revengeful character that just wants to kill everyone.

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Shh... Let's whisper...
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Tonight is the first airing of Saka, a malay horror series, on TV3. Actually I have to thank my colleagues for telling me about the earlier horror series called Susuk. If they didn't share with me I would not have even switched on TV3. In fact, my whole family have not watched local stations for a very long time thanks to a cable tv called ASTRO. But now my family was commenting that local productions have improved and of course no comparison would be made to abroad. But hey at least Susuk was good. And tonight's series looks very promising.

I think I have said before on this blog I could see spirits when I was younger but now is just the feel of their presence. Many friends asked me before "What is it like to see them? How do they look like?" Thinking back of these questions... I was laughing at the djinns in the series because they look funny and I was just wondering where they get those hideous masks. But hey those are great costumes...

I don't know how they look like because all I got to see is shadows. But I heard them singing once to me before though... But recently I have sort of nightmares... although I don't see spirits anymore, I still get to see them in my dreams. In fact, I got sort of disturbed by them... I usually could remember my dreams after I woke up but this time it was quite faded except for the fact that I knew there were two spirits disturbed me in my dream (few days ago). And I was telling myself I don't mind having nightmares but being with ghosts are the worst dreams I could ever have. They are simply scary. I always just feel a chill running in my body eerily. You feel disturbed and I'm mad because I'm just sleeping and I can't be allowed to sleep in peace? As I said this time there were 2 perpetrators disrturbed me in my dreams. They didn't do anything but just stood in front of me I guess... but it's just their presence is adequate to make you feel uncomfortable.

I'm still thinking what's the item it should be in the time capsule for a storyline TV contest... (previous entry). A murder weapon is too cliche. A picture of them is too cliche. A diary is too cliche. So what's not? I got to think of what's not .... No wonder there was this author who took 17 years to finish a mystery/thriller book.

That's all. Good night. Sweet dreams to myself.

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I spoke too much...
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
I spoke too much about ang pau today until I accidentally said my neighbour didn't give me ang pau last year when my mum gave him Chinese New Year gifts. Well you see it's a culture to return gifts when people give you gifts during CNY. It's like more of "luck". So no matter what the receiver has to give back something to the giver even though it's ang pau for the kids. And hopefully my manager got the hint that I would saying on the context of culture. Because earlier a bunch of us were talking that nowadays married people are not giving out ang pau to the working adults. But it's a culture to give ang pau to the non-married ones no matter how old you are. As I said it's a culture so there's no excuse for not giving. And culture is one ethnic's identity. I made myself clear right?

Another thing I spoke too much is I promised someone to do something and I didn't know I could not deliver it tonight... sigh .. my meeting ended an hour later of the intended time.. sigh ...

I came back from meeting and found an acquaintance's name and face to be on today's newspaper entertainment section (I'm not revealing the name because I don't want people think I'm taking advantage). I'm not surprised of where she's now because she works hard for it. And I know someday she will make it big. Haha.. and funny thing is last year during Miss World 2007 pageant... I was thinking of her. I was thinking she should join the pageant since she would definitely win.. and today I found out from the newspaper she was the First Runner Up for Malaysian pageant. Hmm... and I cannot believe I was taught by her scary auntie during primary school!!!

That's all... another person to hunt for my money back.

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Sleep in time...
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Thank you everyone for the comments. I admitted I should have done something but I guess I was too distracted... But this won't happen again in the future. Yea.. who wants to be molested again??!! But thank you very much for the support people!

I was having tea with Worm worm and he was telling me I need to do more push-up since that was what the promoter was telling me... I was confused. I asked what kind of push-up he was referring to... He said the exercise. HAHA. He didn't know push-up is also a term for bras... Last time people do some exercises to make the boobs bigger but now people used bust firmer lotion: short-cut.

My neighbour got a new cat of 4 months. She was adorable. It's called baby Molly. I went to pat her. But it seemed I scared the wits of her. After patting, she bared her fangs and hid under the table. I was so disappointed. I'm like Sasaki in Azumanga Daioh anime. T__T

And Nuttz sang me a song: "You are my banana... my only banana... you make me happy when I eat you..."

To thank you for the comments on previous entry, let me share a story a friend shared with me. Happy reading: My Frustrating Sex Life (how unfortunate this story is not completed). Characters used are famous people of Malaysia.

Happy Thaipusam!

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Molested
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Ugh. I think I was molested. I was molested by a promoter. UGH. I feel like killing now.

I was at this lingerie section in a major anchor of KLCC (shopping complex) because I was early for my seasonal part-time job. And I found a top that I liked and I bought it. Before paying for it, the promoter asked me if I wanted something else too since I would get 20% if I get a second item. My eyes were looking around and I didn't see her hand reaching for my chest. And when she touched my chest only I realised. It was too late....

Then she recommended me some kind of stupid push-up. I was already mad. That bastard don't have to touch my chest to see if I need push-up or not. I gave her the damn measurement and you don't need a binoculars to see the size of my chest... Even my gay friend was telling me I'm flat-chested few years back.

Bastard. I feel like killing her now. I should have done it last Thursday.

Ugh. That was gross. I'm going to keep my guard now... Why did I allow her to molest me?!!!!

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