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Books I have completed reading since January 2016:

1. The magician's land - Lev Grossman
2. The Rest Falls Away - Colleen Gleason
3. Wither - Lauren Destefano
4. Fever - Lauren Destefano
5. Sever - Lauren Destefano
6. High Stakes - Dick Francis
7. Kau kata dadaku adalah sebuah sajak - Finn Anuar
The girl who play go
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
My face streak with tears when my eyes fall on the last page.

I wish I could just let the tears run wild.

It's the most tragic love story I have ever read in recent years.

The author is cruel in inviting the readers to know an in-depth of the protagonists live and to end their lives abrupt mercifully.

The unspoken love tale between the players is a mystery to the outside world. When did the girl find out she loves him too?

Her words haunt me very much: Why do we want to run away when we recognise our own happiness? She is referring to the stranger who has fallen for her.

The words towards the end of the story conjures a poignant memory that I feel oblige to express it in some form of creative writings. The memory may leave my soul, but I hope my words will contain my memories of that moment...

Someone posted a question to me and a bunch of friends: What would you do for love? Or what have you done in the name of love?

The power of love in this book moves me.

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Monday. 1.21.13 10:18 am
Ah. This video is quite interesting.

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Bla bla spasm
Saturday. 1.19.13 10:35 am
Correct. I suspect I am having a neurology problem called something as the bla something spam. I google my symptoms and finally found it.

Its an eye lid twitching condition. And my neurologist who often gave me some testing whether I'm a cat or not... You know the one where you take a laser and let your cat chase after it? Train always have that test like 5 times whenever I visit him? And tell me how perfect my eyes are.

Ah. Brilliant. I didn't say I can't move my eyes la.

The tiredness I'm feeling is back to the level I'm feeling one year ago. Its frightening. The site I visited advised the person should seek professional help if the symptoms have spread to other parts. Oh wow. My neurologist said instead 'oh your symptoms are so mild, let's wait for more to appear before I diagnose'. Thank you you are brilliant. I will ensure you will get lots of publicity with poor reviews.

I'm getting a second opinion from a pioneer neurologist here. Wish me all the best.

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Yuki no ne
Wednesday. 1.16.13 11:06 am
This song I bravely comment is not pleasant to my ears save for my eyes. The lyrics are fantastic - fantastically sad. I'm inspired to write another heartbreaking lyrics - I think.

I hope you enjoy the lyrics as much as I do. (There's English translation) By the way, I think this is a soundtrack to a movie/series, as the members of this group don't reveal their appearances as they have a day job.

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Monday. 1.14.13 4:40 am
Have you ever thought how does a modern lantern look like?

Here is one of the futuristic lanterns...

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Is it?
Sunday. 1.13.13 8:55 am
I am now on a company trip in the north, and I managed to meet up with my team member from here.

We relieved our moments together during our trip to Japan, and she brought up the most memorable moment whenever national day performance is mentioned. It was about me who was very highly irritated by a member who was standing behind me during our performance.

We, my contingent, got the stage because it was known that the waves were terrible, and we will be prone to get seasick and yet we proceeded with the practice.

We lived up to the waves for half of us were seasick and some were already puking, and yet, we carried on with the rehearsal.

I was so not in the mood to dance. I just want to get over it so I can go and have fun. But every member was not in the mood too, and worse we danced like sh*t. We were not in rhythm. So off.

And worse of all. What the hell was wrong with him making noise during the performance? I looked at him and he was screaming at me 'what the f*ck u looking at me?!' I was humiliated but I knew I should not. I became so emotional because I was burning with anger, but I cannot shout in response. No matter what, I must be emotionally intelligent.

So in the end, I made a closing speech 'We practiced so hard for 4 days to remember the 75 minutes dance, and we danced like shit tonight. So let's dance like there is no tomorrow, can we?'

They went silent. I was almost in tears because 'this' shit dance could happen on the day we were supposed to perform.

Later I found out they went silent because they did not know how to answer. Can or yes?

And they chose the latter. So that speech became a joke and everyone danced better after that. That guy? He went silent in all rehearsals.

And I found out that my members were happy to have me as their leader. And this made my day.

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