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Books
Books I have completed reading since January 2016:

1. The magician's land - Lev Grossman
2. The Rest Falls Away - Colleen Gleason
3. Wither - Lauren Destefano
4. Fever - Lauren Destefano
5. Sever - Lauren Destefano
6. High Stakes - Dick Francis
7. Kau kata dadaku adalah sebuah sajak - Finn Anuar
Here I come
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
This is a rather rubbish and no-sense piece of work. I don't even know if this is even called a poem or lyrics but it was created out of boredom and the midst of my colleagues talking about Malaysian politics.

Glossary
Cincang = mince [but just imagining me performing some sword play]

leng chai = cute guys

mana tau = didn't expect

pakcik = old man [but in this context I was referring to my supervisor]

punya suara = your voice

tangkap = being caught

Cincang, cincang & cincang
Yesterday, yesterday, yesterday
I saw you all with a smiling face
In the office
And I thought what a wonderful day to start work
Until

Do you all know
I feel like cincang, cincang, cincang
YOU ALL
When you guys open your mouth
The first word came out of your mouth is about
ELECTION

NO!!!
I don't want to hear anything about it
My ears is screaming for peace
[Poor me]
But all of you are so inconsiderate
Keep on talking about those haggard looking candidates
Polluting my innocent mind
[Poor me]
NO!!!

Cincang, cincang, cincang
Here I come
With my trusty rusty invincible
WEAPON!!

Do you all know
Those things really hurt my ears
Thank god I got 2 ultimate leng chai pictures in my computer
To keep me sane­
Shoo shoo you old fools
Shoo shoo you old looking fools
Shoo shoo and give space to new incoming leng chai into my mind
YAY!!! YA!!! YAY!!!

But still

Cincang, cincang, cincang
Here I come
With my trusty rusty invincible
WEAPON!!

I thought I put on my headphone
I could shut you all out with my leng chai voice ¡­
But mana tau you all punya suara drown his voice
NO!!!!!!!! It¡¯s IMPOSSIBLE!!!

So?

Cincang, cincang, cincang
Here I come
With my trusty rusty invincible
WEAPON!!

I thought my headphone will protect me
From your stupid world
But mana tau I was tangkap for your pleasure
One of you lashed your words on me like a whip
It hurts so much
And now I truly realized you are so childish­
Grow up!!!
I could not believe you showed your dislike when you thought I voted against your favourite party
At that moment I feel like

Cincang, cincang, cincang
Here I come
With my trusty rusty invincible
WEAPON!!

No wonder pakcik felt so piss off
To your dumb dumb preach
Grow up!! Grow up!!
Hey !! Hey !! Hey !!
Grow up!! Grow Up!!

Cincang, cincang, cincang
Here he comes
With his 007 and women charming skills
Cincang, cincang, cincang
Yay!

And thank god at 5 p.m.
You all have stopped talking about politics
And thank god my Peter Petrelli is waiting for me at home
If not I really
CINCANG, CINCANG, CINCANG!!!

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Election is already OVER!
Monday, March 10, 2008
I'm so glad elections is already over because my ears is yearning for peace about all this politic stuff. It's not like I'm not sporting at all and closed minded whatever - mind you I also studied international relations - but it's just most of us forgot that each of us has different opinions when comes to political issues; each of us supports different parties and different manisfestos and different ideas of leadership. That's why sometimes I prefer not to discuss!!! I have my own ideas and they might clash with yours! And don't forget Malaysia is a multiracial country and we have different racial parties and different manifestos!!! And that's my main concern!!! And worse still... there's no such thing as right and wrong opinion. I may deem this particular person's political idea as plain dodo but maybe wonderful to another but at the end of the day leaders only have two objectives: i) be a leader to lead the people for the better of their future or ii) bring the country to destruction because of selfishness.

So that's why I rather sometimes keep my opinions to myself. And even if you have ideas ... why want to publicise? Just keep it to yourself la. Listen more than you speak. And when someone has opinions detesting against yours why want to fight back?? Gosh .... that's why we have fights la.

Whatever the result is from the recent voting, I got no problem because I'm confident that business still goes on as usual.

Last week I posted my thoughts on voting on a Malaysian youthpoll. I don't remember what I wrote but I wrote something that I got no confident in the present leadership because of all current political issues that we get to read in the dailies... and I'm looking for leadership in protecting the environment. Is there anything wrong with it? Nothing wrong right? It's my opinion isn't it? I got a lot of comments about my statement ... never expected ... someone said

"As Dr. M said before, in life we always need the opposition to remind us of what is our mistakes and how we actually can benefit from it. Being a Malaysian makes us proud as we have more stabilize politics as compared to those in Taiwan. As we can see, there is no party or alliances that is consist of oen race. So, we are proud to be MALAYSIAN in a way. And, guys, let's grow up. Whatever happening in the campaign now is known as POLITICS. What you expect to happened?

In another mean, just ensure that there are sufficient people to be talking in the parliament and brain storming do happens there.

We cannot measure or determine someone is good or not even as voters. All we can do is we just vote based on which party we wants to win. It is not measurable if we wanna determine who is better and who is not.

Whoever is the candidates, just read their manifesto and go for their campaigns, there will be MILLIONS of promises and how much of the!

m actually REALIZED? I believed, voters do understand right...

I am going to vote for DAP but not because I wanted them to win, but again we need the opposition to be there and reminds the ruling party, what they might did wrong."

My reply = I'm already grown up and I want capable leaders to lead especially in the brains. And I know what is Politics. Thank you for the reminder. I got something else to add but I don't feel like it. Say whatever you want.

"I think that the oppositions promises on reducing inflation is attractive but they will have to do it at the cost of our taxes and that will hurt the economy. Subsidies are never good in the long run. they destroy the competitiveness of economics and force the people to have a "subsidy-dependent" mindset. Guys, we have to remove the subsidy and face the real thing or else we will suffer in the end of it all."

My comment = I don't agree to petrol subsidies. Why can't we just move on to greener fuel? Or can't we have cleaner technology? Why do we act at the eleventh hour? Gosh ... we take things for granted. The government should provide more efficient public transport.

"we are still a developing country. green lovers are good but if we put environment first, we could be jeopardising our country's development coz' it takes money to educate the people and start up facilities and just as well our industries have to cut back to meet the green quota. i support environmental causes but our country is not up for it just yet."

My comment = Hmm.. are you saying we still need to sacrifice our environment in the name of development? If yes, what's our ministry of environmental and natural resource for? Excuse me? Have you ever heard of Sustainable Development? And do you know we ractified a lot of MEAs? Find out yourself if you don't know what's MEA. And my definition of putting green issues into the political agenda is as simple as preserving forest reserve instead of transforming them into development parches. So you telling me cannot?? If cannot, then please execute a revival plan for all those slum buildings. Do you know what the hell am I talking about in the first? I'm talking about urban environmental issues.

We simply can afford all those green technology and facilitate those green education because we have the financial means but we all know where those profits went to. I won't use 'fresh air' as example. I will use seafood instead. Do you want to eat fish now and forever? Yes? Good then bloody think of the environment because we are going to run out seafood resource from the wild soon because some countries have been overfishing.

I will only put three comments I received. I actually received like 20 comments but they almost quite similar. Have fun. And I don't want to talk anymore about politics because I want to stuff my brain with Scrabble vocab now.



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Cut the back
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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Mercy me
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
I'm gonna write here randomly and it's quite disrespectful to someone but I can't help it. And this entry is by no means to belittle anyone's capability and ability. It's just something I want think out loud.

I was very hardworking among my workmates because all of them are not really working on a stale project; I'm the only one working on it. At the beginning, I dreaded this project because we work on it until we nauseate. But now I'm really excited about mending the changes. A good wind of change.

As I said I was working on the project, I took over an ex-colleague's project and I was relieved to hear him telling me all those projects already have important data or somethin like that and got some completed. I was damn happy, believe me, coz I thought work load will be lighter. However it is not. There were only 2 projects completed and somehow the rest was untouched. My god. I said so because ... hang on... let me pause here because I need to respect a person's individuality...

Ok I stop here. End. Period.

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Stuff me
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
A lot of things running through my head at the moment from politics and elections to environmental issues to life itself.

So let me cover everything at one go.

I'm going to vote for the first time this coming Saturday. Everyone in my office is so damn excited about the voting. One of my colleagues has been giving 'speeches' about the party her whole family is supporting. Damn hilarious because her computer was covered with the party's logo and been talking about it for days already. And so it seems Pakcik was a committe member of the supporting member of the government. He was extremely angry [we guess through his body language] when he heard my friend kept on telling us to vote for her favourite party. For me ... it's hard to make a decision. I admit that there are many things I'm not happy with. There are many things could be improved but the talk is never walked or even surface. And I seriously want to see changes in this country for the better. Can we do it? Yes of course but not with the current generation of leaders. Who am I going to vote? Have you seen the Chinese movie called Hero? If yes, you will know the answer already.

I read in the Sun yesterday about a group of scientists detecting an iceberg of the size of Texas floating in the sea. Do you guys have any idea what does that mean? I'm already extremely tired of announcing this kind of news to the person next to me because the reply would be 'So?'. I'm tired. And then I recalled Wormx2's word "It's your job" when we were having dinner together on Saturday. Let me guess... it's the environmentalists job to save the earth? I somehow felt very tired. As Jolenesiah and I came to an agreement, this world needs to be reformatted like what we do to computers. Oh well, I'm just too sick to continue pouring thoughts from my heart because whatever I say ... the reply would be "So?" or "It's not my problem" and "It's your job" from some people [I'm not referring to you Worm]. Well since the world looks so gloomy and doomy especially with the idiotic war of lies, I don't see how everyone on this world can be safe. Why don't we just embrace doomsday with open heart? If not, start saving the environment! Don't say you can't! Don't tell me you can't even put a can into the tin bin?!

I was thinking of life too. But I don't remember already but most likely is about starvation and myself and that's why the title is 'Stuff me' as in starve me. I will write that next time. I'm just too sick and tired of all these lies, dishonesty and ignorance to continue recording my thoughts here.

Hopefully I havea good dream but not as wild as Sunday's. You remember that, Jolenesiah?

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Small World
Saturday, March 1, 2008
I went to a high school today to take my insurance exam because it's a compulsory exam by my investment employer. I was the entrance to the school hall and there was a girl blocking my way because she was sitting right in the middle of the staircase. She was busy reading the insurance booklet. She looked familiar. I immediately recognize her as my senior back in high school whom I have not seen since 2001! I said hi to her and she couldn't recognize me at all. I'm not surprise because we were not close at all. We just engaged in a talk or two. That's all.

But this world is just so small. Both of us studied in Penang and yet we bumped into each other in Kuala Lumpur. I even bumped my high school friend in Wellington, in the same bus across the road! Small world isn't it?

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