I was in the middle of my deep sleep when my mum interrupted it in the afternoon. It was 15 minutes to 2 p.m. Quite irritated because I was so sleepy and all I wanted to do was sleep, sleep and sleep and since I was in the Raya mood and mode as well ...

Mum was freaked out in the afternoon because someone had changed the position of the shoe rack. No one has ever changed the position of the shoe rack. No one. Mum's brain gone haywire and panic fumes her head. She asked me why would the shoe rack position been changed. Why would the shoe rack suddenly been so near to the grill door... as if I were some CCTV. I don't know.

I just said our house has been targeted by some idiots. But why the shoe rack? You want to break into my house with a shoe rack? Gosh .. that was what I was thinking when I woke up.

Mum talked to the neighbours. The neighbour on the end of my unit reported to my mum that someone has been stealing her husband's shoes. On the phone mum said nothing on the shoe rack has been stolen. I was just scratching my head. Would someone deliberately pull the shoe rack if nothing is interested on the rack? And what made the person not stealing anything?

I came home today and was quite relieved to hear mum saying "Nothing was stolen." The crime scene was untouched. Mum was pointing to the shoe rack and its proximity to the rack. When I laid my eyes on the rack my hiking shoes was missing.

MY HIKING SHOES WAS MISSING.

I was not really sad or in some gloomy emotions. I just feel what a waste of stealing my shoes. And thank god it's just NZD 13.90 from some shoe warehouse. In spite of that, it doesn't mean I would close one eye on stealing.

We all know STEALING is a crime. Who says that? Society and me because someone who loves us very much worked very hard to give us the money to fulfill our needs. And whoever is that person came to my house took away the gift and money my parents gave me. And that IS a crime itself.

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I started playing Last Chaos back after a long hiatus because it was just plain boring. All you do is kill and kill monsters to level up. A friend of mine in the game has reached up level 30 while my level is 19. Yes pathetic 19 and my healer character is leveling up much faster than my sexy sorcerer. Stupid sorcerer.

Because I was bored last friday, I played it again. Yea...

I have been playing these few days and I realised I have became a target for people to murder in the game for no reason. On Saturday, I was just running on the ground and somehow this stupid Human character swung his big axe on me and I died. What did I do? I was just standing and enjoying the river view. That's it. The next murder was my character running into the place of werewolf and this bloody rogue attacked me from behind. Coward. And I thought she must have accidentally hit me. Then I realised she was actually trying to kill me. So I ran back to the market place for shelter.

Last night I played again and was murdered again. My character was just sitting under a tree with my pet drake so that I could go to the restroom and found my character lying limblessly on the ground when I returned. This is stupid.

Stupid because I'm a bloody member of a guild called PEACEMAKER. Maybe that's why they killed me.

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Today is pretty boring after my aunt left to retreat to her own home.

I decided to do some data input data for the other nutang account. Done pretty much except I need jolenesiah to appear online.

We ate durian mooncakes this morning. Luckily mum took out the mooncakes because they are going to expire next Wednesday.

Decided to work on my short story. Tried to do some personality research and thought it was a hassle so ended up doing a test on what kind of thinker I am. The results is:

The Renaissance ideal

The leading thinkers of the Renaissance were not just experts in their own field. The renaissance scholar was expected to master all branches of knowledge.

With his insatiable desire to know everything, Leonardo da Vinci is often held up as the ideal Renaissance man.

You are an Intrapersonal thinker.

Intrapersonal thinkers:
Spend a lot of time thinking about and trying to understand themselves
Reflect on their thoughts and moods, and work to improve them
You understand how your behaviour affects your relationships with others

Like intrapersonal thinkers, Leonardo worked hard to improve all aspects of himself.

Other Intrapersonal thinkers include
Sigmund Freud, Gandhi, Grahame Greene

Careers which suit Intrapersonal Thinkers include
Psychologist, Teacher, Pilot, Child care worker, Explorer, Drama therapist

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Book Title: Summer Psychic
Author: Jessica Adams
Publisher: Black Swan
Genre: Chic-lit, Humour
Rating: 2.5/ 5

One-liner Synopsis
When Katie Pickard, news reporter, interviewed a psychic, Jim Gabriel, she was told she is going to marry him by the end of summer …

Review
The synopsis is sure catchy but don’t be fooled by those alluring words. That’s because the story is not like what you expected it would turn out to be—unfortunately.

The story turns out to be slow and not much of a twist in the romances. It begins with the author showering a little of Katie’s past relationship history after she met Jim. And the process of feeding her readers like me made me frustrated because the motions are slow since there are too many not interesting dialogues. You just feel like fast forwarding the pages. The characters developed at a frustrating slow pace and they seem to be dull, nothing attractive that makes you remember them for good. And the romance parts are just too predictable and bland.

Wee interesting?
There are some bits of witchcraft and insights of communicating with the dead.

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Good news people.

I just came back from my blood test - not the results - from the clinic and the doctor told me to take care of my health. One of the things in maintaining my health is obtaining a license to KILL people. Haha. Why? Because of my condition - most likely is hyperthyroidism, I would experience mood swings and I cannot be irritated and annoyed. So a big NO NO in making me mad. If you made me mad, I would lash you back with a guarantee. I would TRY my best in containing my anger. But do it at your own risk.

I also cannot be stressed. But the main contributor to that is irritation and annoyance. Ho ho. Yes you know who am I talking about right? Ha Ha. Wish yourself luck when talking to me.

So now the jerk in my office ... I now officially can take the plastic knife in my own to transform him into eunuch since I received information from a reliable source he now has a girlfriend already.

Oh well before executing that. I still need to get my blood test result first. So all those dreams are not OFFICIAL yet.

Lucky you guys!

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As the subject title sounds very hurtful, I was actually being slapped with that via MSN Messenger yesterday at work. Well, the jerk in my office didn't say that sentence but I interpreted into that because it is easier to comprehend the damn replies he sent me though the original reason must have not been atuned to my translation but on the bottom line it means the same.

That sentence stemmed out from a conversation we had in the morning when I enquiried the jerk about an address of a featured restaurant in the newspaper. It is in Pudu and he's very familiar with that area. We were talking quite abnormally since I was careful with my sentence but somehow not careful enough... Why did so? Because I'm sick and tired of listening to him criticizing our own homeland and praising other countries's systems whatever out there that is much better than our present and current environment. I mean if you talk so much, why don't you go out there and make a difference? If not, just shut up, coward.

Somehow from the restaurant topic, we moved on to the subject of my workmate's farewell dinner to who and who is not attending to why they are not attending. One of the girls cannot make it because she needs to do some preparations before balik kampung (a Malaysian term of going home to one's hometown). The jerk was surprised to hear that because she and the guy who is leaving are close workmates. And he thought the given reason was too not-a-good-reason-enough-to-turn-down. But I don't blame her since it is planned at the eleventh hour and I also have actually planned not to go if they insisted of going to some same ol' restaurant we have had last month. I just don't really like the food and just think RM 28 for a buffet is not my cup of tea since I could only eat one round.

While we were chatting ... the jerk almost touched on criticism. And I told him to cut it out. He said he is enjoying making me mad so that he could try to hynoptise me as part of his psychology practice. Oh well, what to do when you end up in such a confine place with an aspire psychologist that has the potential look of a rapist, paedophile, molester and sex maniac? And thank god I have taken my revenge on him by saying the sentence above in the office. Right... so everyone in the office somehow agreed with me.

He said before I would be a good experiment subject but I told him cheekily not to study on me too much because I might be able to make you do "things" which somehow I can at certain times. Oh well for the record would be cursing my workmate in my head to turn off the air conditioner before she goes back in my head, etc.

And you know what he replied me? He said bluntly "I don't see how you have the leadership qualities in making people following you or leading the people" something like that. I was referring to something else and so did he. He added "Even you have the desire to change the world." And I went to say "SHYTE" in my head because I was careful to prevent this kind of issue. What did the hell just happen?

To be honest, I'm a human being so I dislike to hear this kind of criticism even though I hate to accept whatever criticism there is about me. But that sentence got me thinking critically. First thing hit in my head is:

1. People are born with leadership?
2. Leadership is a skill can be learnt and fostered/ cultivated?

To be neutral with him - even though I want to defend myself, I just replied "Do I have to be in the forefront to lead the people or to change the world? Not to be in the forefront doesn't mean I'm a coward. The time will come when you see me at the front."

And so our conversation ended. I was glad. I'm just tired of talking and explaining to such an avid reader and knowledgeable person about human qualities. He read lots of books on politics and such, doesn't that say he got brains? But I don't blame him since some politicians are not any brainier than him; some are still stubborn and beyond descriptions.

But back to my 2 questions. What he said made me very unhappy. Not because I know my leadership skill is weak but such weak faith in human beings in that people have to be born with qualities. So you saying murderers are born murderers? I'm an optimistic person. Giving me that reason is what I called a lame excuse. If you don't have what you want, then create it. Why procrastinate?

But the main thing is what is the point of having innate leadership skill when you have no desire to have a better world? Instead you dream of wreaking the world like the war on Iraq? Or just dream of closing one eye to everything, be it right or wrong? Hard to fathom my point? Simple example would be what is the point of a woman having ovaries and experiencing menstrual pain if she planned not to bear any children in her entire life?

When I replied him about being in the forefront, the jerk added that his friend dares to defy his Japanese government. Oh yea? What's the point of barking at a tree that doesn't understand your language? If it does, can the tree move? So? If I were to defy my government, you would stand beside me? So that I could be your pawn? My my... if the the tree doesn't move, I, at least the dog could move and translate what I barked into actions. That's more solid, which in turn attracts the attention of the people and then people might follow. Isn't that also a part of leadership? Isn't that how Gandhi won his followers?

This entry is truly long. I will rest my head now dot

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