It really breaks my heart to read an article of the poorer Haitian eating mud cakes as their main meals. I tried to imagine the taste of mud mixed with sugar and shortening melting in my mouth... My mind just tell me it's disgusting but my heart cried to know that this is a reality of people resulting to eating dirt just to live by everyday while people here could eat all they want. Yea I know I have a colleague who wasted so much food everyday. Yes it's everyday. She eats nasi lemak or fried noodle every morning. And she could not even clean her plate. There would always be bits of rice/noodle and some friend egg pieces. If you were to pile these food waste everyday, you would get a full plate by the 7th day. I'm not joking... you could always try out this experiment. And everyday I don't understand why they have to throw the newspaper along the food styrofoam container even though it's clean. I could always remind them gently but I'm tired to do that so I seldom join them for breakfast. It's an eyesore to see people wasting food knowing there's always a possibility of us eating food at the expense of others.

I was thinking to myself... is there any way I could help out.

Another thing is I was thinking of this poem... Poem ... actually should it be even called poem?

Saw you once
I fell in love with you

Saw you twice
My heart is yours forever

Saw you thrice
I wanted to ask if you like me too

When I look into your eye
I don't even have to ask ...
for I recognize you as
my Soulmate

Man .. it's so lame ...

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Nothing much happened except hell again is going to break loose on the 12/2/08. I thought the first phase is already over and the next phase won't happen so fast. The second phase is arriving faster than my family thought. We so HATE this period. Serious. I'm going to get stress again mentally and spiritually. I'm not joking. If you were in my situation, you just wish the person that gives you all this suffering just DIE and disappear.

And there won't be any light in life until this person dies or GET OUT from our life. Oh well I will try to get out of this but this shit is just impossible - at the moment.

And yea another thing is I don't like part time job. I thought it was fun, that is at first. And maybe I should just be a simple person not the critical thinking person. But hey... I'm a perfectionist here. Right... next time I'm going to let the service customers off the hook very easily. Oh it also says .. I suck at acting because I can't keep to my acting script. Damn it.

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I'm so darn cute.

During meeting today, I was reporting my progress for the week. I was teling the others about this and that and I managed to complete the major ones within the deadline. And then I applied a cat grin with a "yay". My manager was laughing because it meant I got to celebrate Chinese New Year in peace.

Ain't I cute to begin with. *Grin*

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Recently my brain went scattered. I got a lot of things running in my head. A list of things to do is already growing...

Firstly, I find it so dispiriting for not receiving my pay after working on 4 assignments since early January 2008. And now I'm asked to work on another assignment. I want my pay first!!

Secondly, I got a lot of books to buy. Yay! I can't wait to buy and store them on my shelf. Damn. I forgotten to publicize my books for sale. Aiya... My bad...

Thirdly, I have been good girl... I have been sleeping at 10 p.m. But I want more...

Fourthly, pakcik (senior in Malay) has been either teasing me or scolding me that my English is supposed to be good since I studied abroad. How unfortunate to say that my English is deteriorating everyday... especially my vocab. I need to do something.

Fifthly, I have been practising drawing but I need more practice. Yay!!!

Sixthly, I need to reply my penfriends and send my late post Xmas presents to my cousins!!! But I don't know what to get for my aunt! Sigh... Before that, I need to finish my romance story first so that she could consider to draw or not.

Seventh ... I can't think of anything else other than wait for my cookie delivery this weekend.

Eighth... Stop reading!!!!!

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Weird. It happened during my prayers time this morning. My sister was in front of me and on our right is the sliding door. We usually open it for air circulation. And today while we were chanting, we saw the sliding door moved a little. We both looked at the same direction. But actually it didn't move. Not too sure if that was some illusion or hallucination.

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I got the shock in my life because my mobile phone bill from 21 Dec 2007 to 21 Jan 2008 is just RM 22.18. That's the lowest payment I need to make. In fact, it's very rare my phone bill hit RM 60 and above.

What about you guys?

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