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Books
Books I have completed reading since January 2016:

1. The magician's land - Lev Grossman
2. The Rest Falls Away - Colleen Gleason
3. Wither - Lauren Destefano
4. Fever - Lauren Destefano
5. Sever - Lauren Destefano
6. High Stakes - Dick Francis
7. Kau kata dadaku adalah sebuah sajak - Finn Anuar
holy 'beep'
Thursday. 10.11.12 5:51 am
I was blogging something long and my browser crashed.

Damn.

I am not going to retype it...

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*yawn*
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
I was stretching while yawning in my colleague's room. And she kept commenting "rude!"

But I could not care much, as it's already after working hours and we are waiting for other colleagues to finish their training with some outsiders.

As I was yawning while my colleague commented that it's due to the lack of oxygen in my brain, a trainer came into the room and said "My students always yawn in class; no wonder they are stupid."

HAHA. Luckily this trainer, who is popularly known as a joker, entered the room, if not my colleague and I will be bored to death!

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Tarot-eur
Sunday, October 7, 2012
I have applied to be a volunteer tarot reader for an online association. I don't know where is this tarot reading skills development going to lead me in the future.

As fas as I know, I am sometimes afraid of touching and reading the tarot or even the oracle cards.

I'm not sure how accurate I am, but readings is not about measuring the accuracy of the reader, but whether the reader is connected to the querent or not.

I'm not sure how gifted I am in this field, but teachers have been saying my readings are consistent and thorough. I don't know what does that mean.

Oh well, I'm just gonna be a tarot reader. That's all.

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Global market .... *yawn*
Saturday, October 6, 2012
Funny.

I never like my remisier, because I feel he is not professional in handling my account.

But that was 4 years ago.

He called me yesterday to invite me to a global market outlook, and to know how to improve my investment skills.

Despite being keen on investment, I have not been attending investment seminars for a long time, and I was actually reluctant to attend it today, because I have deadlines to meet on Monday. But he promised to buy me lunch if I showed up today.

Taking into consideration that I should update myself on such matter, I decided to go and ... surprisingly, my remisier and I had a lot of things to talk about.

We talked about his arranged marriage! And I realised we both have become more mature and changed for the better.

The first time I met him, he won't be talking to me on such matters. He would just show up with a pouting face. I remember how annoyed I were at those times. That was why I didn't want to meet him up for these past four years.

Oh well... happy ending for today!

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Nightmare(s)
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
I had a nightmare recently.

I dreamed of mizutama and I sitting in a stationary car on an island to visit a schoolmate who happened to be as an environmental officer on a nearby island.

Beside the car around 500 m away was another island with two hills. The hill height is equivalent to 5-storey building.

At first, the hill on our right had a mild landslide with some rubble going down the slope. We exhaled in relief for it was just a minor slide. Then a few seconds later, the second hill next to it collapsed. We ran out of the car upon seeing the collapse and reached out for the slim river next to the car. It seemed it was the only exit, and I got no idea how did we drive to that island in the first place. Ah... the road was blocked by the landslide. That's why.

So we swam.

Mizutama was very ahead of me, and I was calling out to her to wait, but she didn't. I then realised I could not swim fast because I had my backpack. I removed it and used it as a float.

We swam to safety.

What a nightmare...

The next night, my nightmare involved a cobra. I wanted to tell the cobra that it is safe, but it suddenly sank its fang into my palm. I knew it was painful, but I didn't really feel the pain. It was a golden cobra.

Right... the nightmare of snake is back.

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27
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
Yes, I'm finally 27.

And I don't feel any thing special, apart of exhausted from life and my own environment.

And I'm sick to explain to people why I don't have a car. Must I own a car just because it's a norm in Malaysia?

I still owe my friend a testimonial on his angelic healing therapy. I like his oracle readings. It's very accurate, but I was just playing dumb when he touched on certain topics. I don't need to explain because he already knew the answer. Well, welcome to the world of psychics.

I bought myself a paulina tarot for myself as birthday present simply because I insisted of getting one when my inner voice told me to return to the shelf due to financial crisis. But that's the only thing I gotten myself... I guess people tend to get less presents as they aged. Sad. Should not the presents graph go up along with the number of friends we have?

I dreamed of my father. Yes, he is very alive and he is living in the next room to mine. But I think I was connected to his vibes. I saw him being sad and crying over the family situation. Right. My advise is it's too late for him to revert back the situation, because whatever the situation is today is caused single-handedly by him. Well, it was fun to play with someone's life, right? You reap what you sow.

As previous post mentioned, I really wanna disappear from my environment. I think it's time for me to return to the cradle of books and kick some asses. Oh, you stupid gravis illness, please be kind to me, for I don't want to be on long term medication. You are just simply too freaking expensive!

I applied to be a tarot reader apprentice. HAHA. Hopefully, my application passes and an looking forward to meet the mentor. I have been wanting to do such thing for a long long time... Am I psychic? Oh well, everyone is...

I finally am starting on my handicraft projects. It's not owing to procrastination, it's about finally seeing the right tool in the market? Even so... they are damn expensive. I have expensive hobbies. And finally my mother shuts up about knowing me very well. Because she doesn't!

I have been crying a lot this year. For whatever the reason is, I'm still not sure if all these tears are worth it. renaye? move on ... hmm.. because there's rainbow on the other side. duh, cliche.

I never thought of writing such post for my birthday. I thought of writing a non-sarcastic post, but inspiration and mood reign.

Let me then end this post with an outdated haiku.

a celebration
without
celebration

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