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Books I have completed reading since January 2021:

1. The Enchanted - Rene Denfield
Tuesday. 3.25.14 11:00 am
I met up with my friends from Penang, Singapore, Seremban and KL after attending our friend's wedding. The couple is also from out batch that represented Malaysia.

As I sat in the restaurant with the notorious boisterous bunch of guys, I realised how much of laughter and jokes we shed in that two hours.

How much of life am I going to leave out if I am so warped up in life's little world. Do we have the choice? At certain stage of life, we will be busy finding money till we forgot our friends until we are stagnant and wonder what has happened.

Where am I now? I would love to have those laughter again and again. But I am not sure if these laughter can last into our golden age. Do you get what I mean?

I just hope we will be able to have those laughter again before we enter old age. Life is precious so is friendship.

I sat there and think again... how lucky I am to have such friends. Sometimes good things don't have to come so often. Once in a while in our lap is enough to remind us what life is.

God... please continue to be kind to us. Bestowed us with fortunes especially abundance. BWAHAHA...

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Friday. 3.21.14 4:33 am
I realised I'm living with a psychotic mother. She starts her day with complaints as early as 6 am. And she will continue until she drops me off at the train station. I take it that she is just complaining for the sake of complaining but I hate the content because it is always about me. For example, because of you I will be late for work. The truth is she IS always late for work regardless she fetches me or not to the train station. This is what I have been observing. On the days she doesn't need to fetch me she wakes up at 7 am and then leaves house around 8 am. The same timing on the days she fetches me.

So do I think it is fair?

Absolutely not. Today at 6 am, she asked me something and I answered with a higher pitch, and she shot me back that why I am always rude. The truth is she was complaining AGAIN before she asked me. My patience has reached its limit. It's the 5th day I have been listening to her complaining. When I confronted that she has been complaining about me EVERYDAY, she said she was just commenting and she got the cheek to tell me she was not scolding me. What I feel is she IS cursing me everyday.

No wonder her face looks gaunt. Good on her. And the best part is she ends her day with some silent mumbles. No joke. I could see her always biting or moving her whole lips every evening as she does her chores in the kitchen. I pity those souls she is thinking about. She must be cursing them.

She doesn't realise that she is making my sister and I suffering. She only knows her pain. She keeps blaming my nocturnal habits for my poor health.

The truth is living with a psychotic is the reason and that she is the one.

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September 2011
Wednesday. 3.19.14 11:56 am
I miss this moment very much.

And I cannot stop looking at my pretty face. I am so vain.

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Sing... sing
Wednesday. 3.12.14 4:46 am
I don't really like how I could hear the transition of my voice to higher pitch during singing. And I finally realised I could hear the transition of Utada Hikaru's voice too.

So why am I so work out?


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A new possession
Monday. 3.10.14 12:03 am
I bought myself a new laptop over the weekend. Despite that, I don't have time to play around with it. How sad.

But on the bright side, I have gotten free coffees in conjunction with International Women's day!

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What do people regret the most?
Thursday, March 6, 2014
I read on a blog and these are The Top Five Regrets of the Dying:

1. I wish I�d had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.
2. I wish I didn�t work so hard.
3. I wish I�d had the courage to express my feelings.
4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.
5. I wish that I had let myself be happier.

It's from a book written by Bronnie Ware. I'm not going to tell much about the writer because if you are interested you will need to do your research. You will remember the details much better later. =)

I had done number 3 recently. To a guy. With my thoughts conquering only 3 quarter of the page. And he replied me in similar length.

I did that because I want to make myself happy. So I can die with a peace of mind. I have nothing to lose and I certainly do not want to lose him.

We all know we can't escape from death but we are still twirling with time as if we live for eternity.

Why not do something today that won't add on to your regret list? Like dancing in the rain? Oh well, perhaps dancing in the sun?

I used to have a list of things I wanna do and try... but I was recently overwhelmed with emotions and work, it's high time to get back my creativity.

Everyone, live life to the fullest!

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