work was busylicious today, but not bad.
my spinner ring broke :(
and i cant find my yin yan necklace :( :(
i feel out of whack.
i at least want to replace the necklace. i have a couple rings i can replace the spinner with.
ill find a good replacement in time.
its the one i wear on my left hand if anyone wants to find me a REALLY good replacement ;)

thats it...chris picked me up from work then we went to get him an application to the theatre...
got some taco bell for dinner...
david took some pictures for me...i think they turned out well...we'll see soon enough...

so that's that.
im really tired and my eyes are burning...this may be a short computer night..

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i think i caught whatever chris had this week...
i really cant afford to be sick again...
looks like i suck it up and try not to puke at work...

work was ok...my day was cut short 2 hours but she added 2 on tomorrow so it evens out...
next weeks going to be tough on the bank accounts...

i still have to vacuum and get a few things picked up/taken back down to the storage closet before cat and the baby get here...3 more days! i cant wait!

thats all my stomach can take right now...i might be back later...

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chris went to bed a little while ago, and i wasnt sleepy until it got quiet...i guess ill go to bed soon too...i still cant figure out if im slepey all the time because of the depression or if its just because hes been so quiet. maybe its both.

ugh 10 hour shift tomorrow...seems ridiculous...but i need the money, so im grateful...i dont know how were going to get through this month of next week even on the checks we'll be getting...hes only been to work one or two days this week (one? i think) and i only put in maybe 20 hours...gah!

i did a LOT of writing tonight...added to the outline as new things came to me...its amazing how once you start things just flow...

*sigh* i guess im goin to sleep...im suddenly really tired, no ones online to keep me awake, and ive written all i can tonight...

gnight all!

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Today was a long long day.
I woke up this morning, and Chris was still sick. I feel really bad that I can't make him feel better. I wish there were something I could do. I hate seeing someone I love so sick.

I didn't make the train I wanted to, but I still got to the lab on time. I decided to take a cab over just to get it over with, and he tried to charge me an extra $2 for circling the parking lot "looking for an entrance". He tried to get lost 3 times. I pointed to the building and went "that one!" and he pretended he had no clue where I was pointing. IT'S THE BUILDING WITH THE ADDRESS BLOCKED ON IT IN BIG BIG NUMBERS! I don't know if he was really that stupid or if he was trying to take longer so I'd have to pay him more, but I went, "I only have $8...the meter said $&.50 before we circled the parking lot only to end up int he same exact spot." He wasn't happy, but he didn't fight it. The time clock at the lab only ran to about 5 minutes before I had to figure out how to make it BACK to the airport. Traffic seemed harder to dodge today than it was last time, but I survived it. I did almost get hit by the employee lot shuttle though...so I got the next one. After someone almost hits me I try not to get IN his vehicle. A couple quick hellos and I was on my way home....

to meet up with Mandee and head out to Valley Forge! The last time I was in Valley Forge park was about a year ago, and we were only there for a half an hour or so before I had to be at work. I remembered at some point passing the chapel, but I had no idea where to find it. Luckily, Mandee and I made some fortuitous decisions and found it pretty quickly...because we were rapidly running out of sunlight! Mandee looked very pretty, though, and we took a LOT of nice shots before her poor legs and my fingers were ready to snap off from the cold. Stay tuned for more!

For now, I'm going to see if I can't soothe the sick boy for a bit... :( everyone send him love.

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so i had to cancel my shoot tomorrow morning so i can go to the airport (on my day off) early in the morning and dodge some traffic to take my drug test. i shouldve waited to call her one more day. it wouldve been SO much easier friday.

anywho, after that ive got a slightly paid shoot. i already owe her money and shes a co-worker...so itll be cheap, but hey, $20 is $20 hah.

i hope chris feels better tomorrow...i feel so helpless when hes sick..especially because im still kinda sick...he looks like how i felt the other day...:(

thats it for now...im sleepy...long day ahead tomorrow...i'm SO glad i have friday off too!

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but not my current sleep schedule.
i get one more day to fix this.
my next paycheck is going to kill me...but im starting to feel better.
eating a little bit, then im going back to sleep.

i HAVE to remember to call jennifer back today.

last night i talked to someone i never thought id hear from again. its weird how people cant fathom youve changed in 2 years, or how. to him, im filling in a pattern. to me, im a different person than i was when we dated. it was slightly surreal, but it was good to hear from him. i dont imagine itll ever happen again, as hes usually a man w ho sticks to his declarations. hes getting married in september, and i wish him all the best.

today i woke up and made it as far as outside before i couldnt walk anymore...but i slept, which means ill feel better soon.

wish me luck...

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