im exhausted this morning for no good reason..
meh.
woke up early to screaming and wrestling in the living room...not really the wake up call i prefer...
doctor appointment at 11 to see how my lungs are doing.
they feel a little better, but they still hurt a lot...and im still coughing...
and im falling asleep as we speak...
meh.

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ok, so my grandma sent me a card for valentine's day...with $25 in it...
now i have 2 options...
1. i could use it to buy stuff we need, or
2. i could give it to chris so he can buy me flowers or something...
due to a mess up with his account he doesn't even have money to buy me ONE flower, so i could give it to him, because he says he wants to get me something.
heh i should make him draw me something ;)
too bad none of those rings i saw were $25 ;)

i know valentine's day is a crappy, stupid holiday...the cynic in me says it's idiotic to even bother with it....
but the girl who has NEVER had a steady bf on valentine's day (the one's ive had a couple years in the past have been at the very beginning of a relationship so nothing really romantic or anything) wants to be romanced for the first time in her life! dammit!
am i being silly?
is it ok to be silly once in a while?
meh.

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antibiotics make me sleepy...im trying to fight it...maybe a shower will do it.
tomorrow i have my follow up appointment to see if my lungs are getting any better.
i hope i can get over the the airport and back before it snows too much. otherwise itll have to wait a couple days.

we got the room close to done. it looks pretty good!
i got my alter table organized and set up. im really happy to have a sacred space again.
i found my glucometer...i knew this need to clean our room wasnt completely spontaneous...it was my meter calling for me.

been planning a few shoots before i lose my weekends completely for a few months. so far i have the 17th, 22nd, and 25th. weeee!

got my invitation to sandi's wedding the other day. i hope i can make it. that's my second wedding in june. the first one im IN, heh, so it takes priority.

i thought i had more to say...but the drowsiness is winning...and im starting to ramble...

thats it for now

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I really hate when I see a model I really love (especially a really great pin-up model) and she asks me to shoot with her....

and I can't think of a damned thing to shoot!

gotta think gotta think think brain think

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so yesterday i hit "i have to do SOMETHING" mode...so i started to organize our bedroom...now this has been pretty much a disaster area since we moved in...with one big pile of clothes in the middle of the room...that i've now decided (a month from deciding if were renewing our lease or not) needs to be organized. UGH!

its a slow process since i have to go rather cautiously as to not upset my lungs (fickle beasts!) but it looks pretty good. it was nice to walk tot he bathroom last night without having to dodge everest.

lets hope it stays this way.
believe me, i would be a MUCH happier camper if t hings stayed clean when i cleaned them. :)

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