barring any other unforseen problems, we HAVE the apartment. i'm turning in the security deposit tomorrow. after ALL that, i called him today and he went "so, can you voich for these guys? how reliable are they? you know you're going to be on this lease too; can you trust them?" MY GODS! why couldnt we have done that a week ago!?

other than that the word of the week has been work. work work work. not really CRAZY work, just work. i've been having really intense migraines, too, which hasnt made things any easier. i bought myself a couple books yesterday. they were a much needed gift from me. pay day is monday which means i can finish all the other things i needed to do this week. once we move i can start working a little more overtime to make up for being poor now.

i feel like theres always more i want to say...and i dont remember when im actually here. geoff might let me borrow his laptop...if i can get my old wireless card to work on it, maybe ill be able to update more than once a week again! i miss you all!

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today is a hard day....for babies without mothers and mothers without babies...
i made it through work relatively well..didnt snap at anyone...
my grandma talked about making the cemetary rounds...she concluded with "they're still there"...id sure hope so.
2 weeks until we're homeless...*sigh* i don't know what to do...i feel like i've let them down.
works been work...lifes been par for the course.
somethin' has got to give soon...

happy mothers day, mommy...i miss you.

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i hate it all....
we never had a chance to make it...
to many outside forces...
to many inside struggles...
i guess ill never get a fair trial....
fuck it.
goodbye.

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this whole apartment situation gets exponentially more frustrating at every turn. i won't get into specifics, but it really shouldn't be this difficult to find a place to live...that's really about all that's been going on. i feel like lately i get nothing done in the tiny portion of allotted time ive been given to do it. i'm hardly ever home, and when i am im asleep. it has to get easier soon. HAS to. im so overwhelmed by my life right now...i think its a bit funny chris thinks im dating someone...when do i have any time for that!? its gotten to where i feel guilty for hanging out with any of my friends because theres so much else i could be doing. im a nervous wreck, terrified of fucking up and losing my job because of it, and not really sure where im living in a few weeks.

someone shoot me.
or maybe i just need to get laid.

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astronaut walter schirra died (either today or yesterday according to the news article)
next time you look at the stars, be sure to wave

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070503/ts_nm/schirra_dc;_ylt=AqoSvdYZmPlWQQ7jztR3ILBZ.3QA

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I rushed out of the apartment this morning a half an hour early to make sure I didn't miss the supplemental shuttle providing service through our station while they work on the train tracks. It wasn't quite as bad as I'd imagined, but still a pain in the ass. On the second leg of my commute I crossed my legs up and saw a black tennis shoe, meaning I'd put on the wrong shoes. We're only allowed to wear white shoes with our uniforms. Great, what a start. A few moments later I shifted and saw...a white tennis shoe...meaning I'd apparently put on one of each. Ya, this made my day a LOT more interesting. I felt like an idiot all day. It seems the full moon has brought out all the nuts it can find, because it was a very. long. day.

Chris picked me up at the train station and we ate dinner together for the first time in ages. I miss spending time with him. With our schedules you;d hardly know we live int he same apartment. I never see him. We watched Titan AE with dinner. Good stuff.


I'd type more, but I'm falling asleep as we speak and I've still got an overnight bag to pack...gnight all! I'm still alive!

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