so im trying my hardest to figure out how we're getting to taras wedding on the 5th... anyone wanna help us get to reading and back? chris isnt confident our car will make it without dying. *sigh* maybe i shouldnt have agreed to be her maid of honour...i shouldve known id just let her down.

we're also trying to figure out this pictures thing...heh it really shouldnt be this difficult...maybe im pushing. i dunno.

i just want things to work out...
i have chicago figured out as long as i can get my effin passes from erich!
2 weeks til i can reapply...
so much goin on i can hardly feel my toes...
and i think my model cancelled on me this weekend....
i had some good ideas too :(

then how to pay for everything...birthday, wedding presents...bills...pay day never comes soon enough...what the hell am i gonna do? i need to find more stuff to sell....or im gonna end up deeper in the hole...

picked up a couple extra hours today, workin long hours tomorrow..never seems to be enough no matter how much i work...
now to figure out how were pullin rent AND electric bill tomorrow.... chris doesnt seem worried...guess im stressed enough for the both of us...
someone shoot me?

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So, I'm finally fed up enough to quit expensive underwear store...last week when I looked at the schedule i wasn't scheduled at all...apparently I WAS scheduled for Sat (which wasn't on my availability) and tonight (which wasn't on the schedule when I WAS there) fuck it! This really isn't worth the stress anymore.....I'm done!

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i kinda like it...its the only one where i dont look stupid...hehe i made him camwhore with me...



and this one taken at work during one of our "training" sessions...im bendy...




thats it for now... :) i should add these to the slideshow! what? havent you seen the slideshow!!

<---- look over there

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The last 2 days I've felt extreme motion sickness. Whenever I stand up, I walk too quickly, I sit on the bus/in the car, anything, I almost throw up...ugh. This sucks.

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Chris and I have awesome hair tonight! I decided, since there was no way my hair was going to grow out anytime soon, and I didn't want ridiculous roots for Tara's wedding, I might as well dye it again. So...it's read once more!!! I even highlighted it myself! Pictures to come! We made Chris' black, and he looks awesome! I like the black we got this time. We'll see how well it holds.

That's it really... :)
gnight all...dinnertime

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So last night we went to Chris' aunt and uncles 25th anniversary surprise party. I like when I get to do things with his family because well...I don't see mine very often and I miss those kind of functions. I guess I never realized how important being part of a family was until I was far away from them. It makes a huge difference, too, that his family seems to like me. I've always felt welcome with them. Dinner was fantastic, cake was yummy (albeit really sweet), and I got to dance with Chris' grandmom...and slightly more awkwardly, his uncle who grabbed my hands and dragged coerced me to the dancefloor. I wish I'd actually got to dance with my boyffriend...but he'll only slowdance, and they didn't play a slow song until we were saying goodbyes. Oh well...maybe someday. Heh. I made it through half or so of SNL last night...I adore Dane Cook, so even though I have to work all day today, I wanted to stay up as long as I could. It was funny stuff! Heh bua alas time for my to catch the retarded sunday bus...which means I get to the mall 45 minutes before it opens because they can't make bus schedules for buses that specifically service the mall make sense. The last one leaves 10 minutes before the mall closes, which makes wonderful sense to those of us working there...Bah. Anywho, off I go! Have a good sunday, someone watch some damned football for me!

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