i bought a journal today for the purpose of starting a new dream journal...
starting 3 nights ago ive had a series of dreams featuring a few constants, and id like to dive deeper into myself and find what i need to find.
chris calls it my "witch fix" i call it my need to reconnect...too often i get sidetracked. too often i lose my focus...too often i let my spirit stay heavy.
i know somehow these dreams are my inner self calling out to me because im ignoring her.so what is she saying? hell if i know. i used to "journal" a lot. it helped me when i was first finding my inner focus. the next couple days ive got time to reorganize myself. good idea i think. inner inventory.

i did have another purpose for this entry tonight, but it seems to have alluded me. maybe itll be back tomorrow. for now. good night. sleep tight. maybe ill have something insightful in the morning.

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Tonight I went with a couple girls from work to a new tap class. It was pretty basic, but I had a really good time. It was enough to take the wind out of me. I'm going to keep going until I don't have the night free anymore. :)

Speaking of which, I got my call today! I didn't get ahold of them today, but I returned the message. I should have a start date in a day or so! Woohoo! This couldn't come at a better time. I really need a bigger paycheck.

That's about it...I'm worn out.

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drove out to new hope today. it was nice until the sun went down...then it dropped to 25degrees! i got a new skirt i wont be able to wear until summer, a couple aprons that will be really nice for pin up shoots, and a book on magic and meditation i owned once (but i believe is currently tucked in my dad's attic somewhere...it's one of my favourites...and it's pretty) all in all not a bad day!

chris and i had dinner and watched young frankenstein. good stuff.

i got a myspace friend request the other day from a girl i went to diabetic camp with when i was 11. i havent talked to her in at least 7 or 8 years. probably more. wow. hah. im speechless, and really glad she found me!

that's it. day off tomorrow! yay!

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*sigh* i miss him already...but we had so much fun!

Yesterday morning I set out (after not as much sleep as I'd liked for several reasons) and picked up the most handsome little man in Chicago....and his mom of course. He was in such a good mood....and I took pictures of it, but something happened and they're either gone or lost in my computer somewhere.. =o(

We got home, he took a nap, and we caught up a bit. Cat bought us lunch..mmm...then we headed out for the mall. Nicky was in a bit of a fickle mood, but we got some extremely cute shots...especially in his pirate outfit! The pirate flag worked like a charm, but he didn't really care much for the dragon...can't win em all. I was lucky enough to get what I did...yay 15 months.

When we finally made it back from the mall Issac was waiting for us, and we all headed out for dinner...which as par for the course with us...hilarity ensued. We all had a really good time aside from poor Issac carrying the plague.

This morning we greeted the cold at 7:45 and made our way back to the airport. I miss my little man... =o( Hopefully with the new job soon I'll be able to see him again soon!

loading picture of his cute little winter gloves as we er...type. Post later!

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work was busylicious today, but not bad.
my spinner ring broke :(
and i cant find my yin yan necklace :( :(
i feel out of whack.
i at least want to replace the necklace. i have a couple rings i can replace the spinner with.
ill find a good replacement in time.
its the one i wear on my left hand if anyone wants to find me a REALLY good replacement ;)

thats it...chris picked me up from work then we went to get him an application to the theatre...
got some taco bell for dinner...
david took some pictures for me...i think they turned out well...we'll see soon enough...

so that's that.
im really tired and my eyes are burning...this may be a short computer night..

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i think i caught whatever chris had this week...
i really cant afford to be sick again...
looks like i suck it up and try not to puke at work...

work was ok...my day was cut short 2 hours but she added 2 on tomorrow so it evens out...
next weeks going to be tough on the bank accounts...

i still have to vacuum and get a few things picked up/taken back down to the storage closet before cat and the baby get here...3 more days! i cant wait!

thats all my stomach can take right now...i might be back later...

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