Heheheheheheheh!
what an adventure!

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Last nights shoot with Lauren was really fun. We got some really nice shots...I promise I'll actually post some soon.

My only problem is that lately I've noticed a huge drop in my cognitive control. My short term memory(what my Dr used to call my 5 second fritz) is shot, and forget concentration. We could've gotten a lot more shots, a lot more variety, and a lot quicker had my brain been on full function. I hope this isn't the start of another deterioration. This really would be one of the worst times imaginable. With my job situation, my photography, starting writing again...I can't let it drop now. Meh.

Today Lauren's coming to get me, and we're taking Mowgli to see Santa at PetSmart. Most of the proceeds go to local animal rescue, so we're taking him there rather than to the mall. We took Dancer once, but she was a pretty mellow dog and easy to hold if she got too excited. I have NO idea what to expect with Mowgli. Hah. After that I think we're going to try to go see Chris' grandparents...again. If that doesn't work, maybe a movie.

For now, however...my stinky butt needs a shower.

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i got a new drive today...
a new drive to create.
a new drive to grow.
a new drive to evolve for the better.

last night i had a wonderful talk with someone. a talk i shouldve had years ago, because it really freed me of some weight i've carried way too long, way too far. it empowered me.

no more apologizing.
no more regretting.
no more wishing on stars.
no more goddamned waiting.

from here i focus.
from here i push myself, my boundaries, my mind.
from here i advance. i have to. there is no other option.

from here....i fly.

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a day off finally!
and the only place i have to go is the post office!

in other news...
i got my call back today.
calling jennifer in chicago in the morning!

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i came home last night after a shitty day at work...
and chris had installed a mantle on our fake fireplace!
we now have somewhere to hang stockings!

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totally kicking my ass
this week...work 6, me 0....literally almost killed me yesterday (yeah, i went to bed at 9pm...what about it!?)
and took the wind out of me today (the spots were so pretty though!)

you may have won this battle, responsible adulthood...but im still winning the war!!!!!

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